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merry xmas ppl :)

this yr's christmas is quite different from e usual one im having every yr lo.
apart from gng to work. i also got go watch movie and jalan jalan at orchard :D
first time in my life you know?
special kae! :D

work isnt as smoothly as i once tot it would be.
too complicated. too confusing. too messed up.

i guess i really have to learn to take things lightly and not cry so ezily lorx..
june is right. relax more.
i shouldnt be so stress right?
stop thinking. its useless.
i cant change facts.

i wont go in. if shes still in there.

xiangxinnizhishi

pashanghaiwo

bushipianwo.

alone- 2:15 PM

:(

why things will turn out like this..

plx. tell me tht what i heard are not true.
how can tht be?
what had i done wrong?

plx. convince me tht hes not as bad as everyone is saying.
he got his gd side. right?
why must he do this?

plx. persuade me not to give up.
i need to hang tru one. but..
when can he stop these lame shit?

this is pathetic..
i just wanna smile you know?

and its just a real smile..

im not e one who gave it up.

you are the one.

dont regret.

alone- 11:21 PM

:)

blink blink.
this is alrdy my third offday :)

its abit sad to know tht reality is really harsh out there.
life is really cruel..
i dont like.. :(

wonders-
if i dont know these few gd friends.
i seriously dont think i can hang on till now.
i could have quited. you know/

emo.
you dont know how difficult it is to put up a smile when actualli im not.
its not ez to find someone to understand you..
youyuanwufen.
youhimher.

i hope i wont fall into tht trap. not AGAIN.
heartbroken. once will do.
i really dont need another time..

beoptimistickae?

alone- 8:25 PM

):

i feel like chatting on the phone.
i need to talk to someone.
but.. i dunno who to call..

so many things to say.
so many things to learn.
but.. i dunno how to start..

i dont know why am i so sad.
i dont know why my tears just flow out.
i dont know why is life like tht.

everytime go vivo. see many couples. or rather teenages.
i go for work. they go for shopping.
its like. we are living in different worlds.

very lonely.
very tired.

kaishidongle.

alone- 8:43 PM

:)

my another offday.

i actually dont grumble bout my job as often le.
at least now. i feel tht im living very chong shi every day. instead of rotting at home playing maple? hahax.
seriously. its better to rot there and earn money rather than rot at home and waste electricity. LOL.

ytd denise ate dinner with me. i feel so bad to her lorx. :( cuz she only come to pei me then go home liao. :X
but really ty lur mei! :)
the feeling of eating alone really sux. ty so much for pei-ing me! i LOVE you! :D

oya. im sick. AGAIN. -.-
lolx. for i dunno what reasons.
mayb is becuz i dont have enuff rest bahx..
just went to see doctor. aww. i dont like e medicine.. :(
huiyi! plx get well soon! ><

now tht ive started work. it really reflects to me bout the lifestyle singaporeans are having in e compos which ive read.
yes. its very true tht singaporeans are living in a bz society.
you take mrt. but you often do not see ppl strolling or what. its like everyone is walking so fast. and i suppose its bcuz we are bz earning money instead of appreciating e things arnd us. hmm..
we are all having no life/

pretendence.

lostw/oyou.

alone- 11:04 AM

:X

好不争气的我. 又生病了..

hmm. one wk of work liao. :)
yippee. im hang tru. to think tht i actually nearly gave up on e first day of work. tsktsk. lolx.
things have been gng fine. i hope it can continues :)

oya. ive changed my email to justthis-@hotmail.com
lolx. e reason why i wana change mayb is becuz theres a jojo in my last email. looks weird? hahax.
yupp. but i forgot smth. this email looks like just his? -.-
omg. i mean just this kae! ><

yupp. so thts bout it.
i gng to work liao. tata.

what does it mean?

alone- 11:48 AM

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