*cough*
ive got a cough. a really bad cough.. :(
i feel tht asthma is coming back again.. nono! i dont want..
hv been having breathing difficulty these few days menx. like being suffocated lidat.. haix.
the medicine i ate is so damn powderful can. so powderful tht e side effects also powderful menx.. -.- e side effect is tht hand will tremble.. cannot write properly.. :(
im being tortured by this damn cough these days. and whats worse is tht. i dunno why and how i get this damn cough. so serious you know. i nv got this bad cough before. D:
these few days have been crying. cry until eye pain lur. -.-
but wte. i hope things will eventually get better..
dont ask me why..
found the blue cute file i bought with ls 2yrs ago.. the farewell letters i got tht time was like so limited. hahax. just realise i really got no many friends sia.. :X
just put all e farewell letters i got tht day all into the same file. :)
then i saw my sec2 class photo.. oh well.. many ppl change le. many things change le. feelings too..
cant believe tht i was so damn sad tht time.. and nw. its 2 yrs later le..
fast. zhende/
i also saw e letters mich and qy wrote for me de. so many! :D
hahax. qy's last letter to me was dec. its like as if only afew mths ago only lorx.. lolx. why does sec4 pass so fast..?
i just realised tht i miss my meis so much.. :(
i promise myself to write letters to you guys straight after my olvl ok! smile~ :)
lingzhi had left 933 le.. :(
shes a nice dj. a very gd one. instead. shes my fav dj..
i look up to her. i admire her. i wanna learn from her.
she is the one who inspire me to have a dream. but lolx. not ez. esp when no one is supporting. :X
sad sia.. i will miss her so much. her voice. her yinyueriji..
and yaa. zhiyong is such a nice guy. :) you shld listen to e music clip he made for her. so sweet so sad so nice.
i love these 2djs. yay (:
i hope she will be back soon..
practicals are over. :X i think i did badly. hcl im afraid i cant get A.. :(
im really scared. really really very scared. but who knows?
i hope i can be as happy-go-lucky as i look like. but its not ez.
teach me how to score well for olvl..
im stress. cuz im not stressed tht olvl is almost finished 2wks later.
haix. ppl. i need luck.. -.-
well. GONG is my only motivation now. to work hard and to watch gong at 7pm from mon to fri. hehe. :)
tell you smth... YUL IS LIKE SO OMG SHUAI LAA.
wahahahahax. i so love his necklace. not all guys can wear de lorx you know. some guys wear le might look gay lehx. hehe. :P
this show is so damn nice. know why? cuz it can make me cry but laugh the nxt moment. :)
shi shuai de lorx! :D
youhvnotchanged.notmeantforme..:(
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why am i feeling so depress suddenly..
isit becuz of physics pract?
or isit bcuz of gong?
or isit bcuz of...
i regretted writing those letters.
i regretted giving them to you.
i regretted knowing you..sometimesijustfeelunappreciated..i wanna cry.:(
haix.
firstly.
let me send my deepest condolence to the guy who jumped into e mrt track.
yes. mayb death is the best way to solve everything. see. at least now his family had enough or rather more than enough to live.
but hey. they lost their daddy. she lost her hubby..
is this story trying to inform us tht there will be more and more poor ppl jumping off the mrt station so tht some kind souls can help his or her family? i sincerely hope not..
i hope the government could do smth lorx.. i really pity those poor ppl.. you shld really read the papers..
its so sad. :(
yes. money is not everything. but without money? you are not anything.
does this sound pathetic? yes this world is pathetic.
if you got no money. you are nobody..
secondly
tht haze. its gone and coming back again. and rain. it just dont rain. the black cloud only comes and goes. :(
tht morning only rains for pathetic 5 min lur! T-T
look at the grass. they are turning brown. look at the plants. they are withering..
damn the haze. damn indonesia. damn the smokers.
alright so smokers are adding to the air pollution too.. -.-
thirdly.
olvl is coming. practical had started. not a very gd start i can say. but what can i say and do now? pia for the other subjs lorx.
jia you huiyi! jia you everyone!! lets try our best? >.<
forthly.
PRINCESS HOUR. :D
i so love this show more and more though it isnt really nice in the beginning. ahahahax. but its getting sweeter you know! shin is getting JEALOUS. LOL. :) but hes really dao can. so proud guy. eee. i dont like. :X but nvm i think he will be nice. :) caijing is chio. getting chio-er plx! :D yul is shuai. shuai dai le. cute. cute dai le! whee~ hes julia's hubby now! omg. -.- but nvm. i dont need one anw. LOL.
flower eating is our hobby now! dotx. :P
XIN CAIJING LU.
i kinda regretted writing those letters.
i dont know why..whats the point.
矛盾.
看到你. 老实说我真不知道该怎么面对你..
要是当初你不发那则简讯给我的话. 也许现在就不会那么的尴尬了.
或许是因为我是个缩头乌龟吧.. 我只会选择逃避.
你说你不想被约束. 试问我何时约束过你?
你说我是你最好的朋友. 试问从哪里可以看得出来?
你说你需要更多的朋友. 试问我何曾阻止你?
我很讨厌你. 为什么你总是要把我说得如此的卑鄙. 然后再把我捧上天.
对不起. 我高攀不起.
与其说你不能做我的好朋友. 不如说. 我没资格做你的好朋友. 做你的朋友太累了. 太辛苦了..
你可曾晓得. 你是把我弄哭最多次的朋友. 说你常把我逗笑. 不如说你把我弄哭比弄我笑多.
为什么你总是这么的自私. 为什么只有你可以和我谈心事. 却那么冷淡地对待我的心事. 这种算朋友吗?
我想. 我们就到此结束吧..
普通朋友就够了.
放了我. 也放了你自己好吗?
我好恨我自己这么的了解你. 因为这样我就更不能相信你.
我是真的越来越不了解你了吗?绝望.
..
HEY PEOPLE. HERE TO ANNOUNCE THAT MY CLASS 4LY HAS WON THE ZHONGZHENGJINGSHENJIANG 2006!! :DD
this is really unexpected. amazing. and a miracle. :)
although i still think that other classes should have the priviledge to receive the prize instead of us. no matter what. its FINAL now. we are RICH now. woohoo~
LOYALTY0506 CHEERS.
did not cry in school today. but i did felt the urge to cry when i saw a class's presentation. forgot which class. but it had really touched me through i dunno what way. :) our class de presentation din really made me sad. mayb its because ive seen the slides b4. or because it had been flunked by the music. wte. its over..
my eyes only felt wet when we were on our way to vjc on the bus. when i saw my friends alight one by one. its like they are leaving my world one by one..
yes. khang n hying are right. we often anyhow give promises to stay in contact keep in touch or wte shit. but these are also often being broken easily too. promises dont last..
no one knows the future. let fate decides.
it sort of sent me creeps when i think bout what promises will my partner give nxt time? what if.. he broke the promise? i dunno what will happen to me then..
i din drop a tear when i wrote those letters. yet my tears drop uncontrollably when i read the letters. esp at the beach. with the breeze.. so many memories.. yet everything will end soon..
today is gna to be over soon.
to those ppl who hugged me.
runling khang julia hying lishi.
i felt your blessings. and im sure you felt mine too.. thank you :)
i also took some fotos with some gd friends!
charr julia khang hying tony qinli godfrey siting joyce :D
im not unwanted kae! cuz got ppl want to take fotos with me! LOL. :P
thank you alot.. you made me feel appreciated. :)
im old. time to grow up..
friends.
remember to miss my laughters. my craziness. my hyperness. my ohsoromantic-ness. my sadness. my retardness. my cuteness..
kae..?
dont need to promise me. cuz we all dont know how long this can last.
just.. follow your heart.14102006
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the day i hope not to come came.
the last day..
morning when i woke up. i was like sitting there eating my bread. thinking that today. is the last day i need to wake up so early for school le. today is the last day i can go to school with my friends so early in the morning le. today is my last day studying in the same classrm as my friends le..
sad. really sad. have the urge to cry on the way to school. but i din laa.. lolx.
today is really unexpected.
the sec 4s actually sang e marikita and e school song! thats really so amazing lur. and also touching. at least they finally realise that today is our last day standing at parade square le.. i ll miss our cohort. alot.
sec 1 2 3 also turn arnd look at us and clap to encourage us. hahax. thx to mrsoon. lolx.
its like so sad. to depart. and to leave school. we dont belong there le after we graduate. jilaoshi is right.
e feeling will not be right anymore..
im trying to cherish and appreciate every moment i had with my teachers and friends today. but i feel abit helpless. time just flew too fast..
this morning. my xiaoxiao's hand gone le.. handicapp le.. :( haix. xintong..
my white xiaoxiao..li bie de xin suan.ni dong mahx?
:))
im feeling content right at this moment.
ive got a happy family. ive got mother father brother.
and they are not quarreling or having any cold wars with me or among themselves.
im happy.
ive got nice relatives whom i like.
im happy.
ive got buddies. ive got friends to eat lunch with me. friends who talk craps with me. friends who cares for me.
im happy.
im not too stupid. nor m i not too ugly. but also not too clever. and not too pretty. so ordinary. but. its ok.
im happy.
my results are average. too average i can say. but im ordinary. too ordinary.
having a 15 for l1r5 has reached my expectation.
im happy.
ive got enough money to live. ive got a roof above me. ive got the things i need.
im happy.
we are having peace now. no riots. no chaos. no wars.
im happy.
we can be happy with the lil things which you may not have noticed.
friends. dont frown. look around you.
you can find smth which will make you smile.
(:
idunnoishldcallyouwhat. rokorstranger.
lolx. thisissofunny..count you blessings ppl.x)
haix.
the haze was horrible. i dont like it.. :(
imagine. we can survive a wk without food. 3 days without water. but we cant survive 10 min without air laa.
lolx. so kua zhang.. :X but its kinda true lorx.. damn those ppl who burn e dunno what thing.
its like so fast. olvl is getting nearer and nearer. im scared. im not mentally prepared yet you know. though im not sure if im physically prepared..
graduation day is so near.. just. around the corner..?
7more days.
haix. i dunno what to say menx. its like we are leaving?
i hate to go school now. because i know that whenever i woke up in e morning. one day is gone.
i just flipped through sec1 de school magazine. haokuaioh.. 4yrs le. that time i still so toot. now i guess im more mature le bahx.
ren dou hui zhang da de. bu shi mah?
jilaoshi showed us some flash of grauduating de songs ytd. though we laugh at some stupid scenes laa. but actualli. who knows if we are trying not to cry?
how my life will be when im not gna study with these buddies anymore? how isit like if i can stop carrying my files of hwk everywhr anymore? how will it be if im to be all alone?
dare not think. though this is gna happen so soon.. 40+ days later. and everything will be gone. haix.
wozhendezhangdale. bukeyizaiwannaole.
danshi. zhexiedouzhendefashengdetaikuaile.
hoping for olvl to come faster. yet not..
i will miss you guys..
loyalty0506 :)深深的祝福你..
wonders-
got a really sweet dream again..
i dont know why laa. the third time le.. mayb because after watching the zhouribadiandangbahx..
or maybe because im getting despo..? :X
ytd was children's day. :)
hehe. how i hope im still a kid..
i wanna be stressfree. i wanna be troublefree. i wanna be sadfree..
i wanna recieve children's day prezzie!! :(
chungcheng won the quanminzhengbasai ytd. whee~ dunno why i nearly cried when i watched e replay clip. owell.. too many awful memories. i shouldnt think about it. no more :)
oya! i like the woogashaga de! S6! LOL. i also like that dinosaur one!! S7! yay! they won! gratx menx. you guys deserve it! :)
i cant help but still in a state of depression. i got no more motivation to work hard.
sometimes parents just dont understand us kids. its not like we are not putting in efforts to study. we stayed up late. we sacrifice our tv time. we even slp lesser. but why do we get those shit results still?!
i was like telling my mum that day. i alrdy study until wanna die le. yet i got 16. how to get 8? go die..? :)
i feel like giving up..
youtalkedtome. idunnohowtoreacte.
youshouldntevenreappearinmylife.
notanymore.
i dont need fake hopes.. ty.whoareyou?
huiyi (:
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