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today is cheena valentine's day. :)
:(
:X
haix.
pe?
its fun at first. but i dunno how it turn out to be rough and dirty. ppl were scolding vulgarities and a fight nearly broke out. lolx. i do admit that i nearly scold too. hehe. but luckily i know how to control laa.. its like everyone was so rough. i dont like. esp when you are being dragged and all these. my finger got a small cut. and i dont know how i got that. lolx. i think im getting blur again. -.-
julia sed its the first time she saw me so chor lor. damn it. can i say that i dont like this game? it spoilt my image lur! so diu lian! :( LOL. yea. so she saw me dragging ppl away. -.- cuz ppl were dragging me laa! T-T yea. and i felt really bad after the game. cuz i shouted at sean. i really very angry that time mahx. -.- so really sorry. i apologise! :(
hope the next game will be less aggressive.
apparently i was still wondering in the morning shld i get that prezzie anot. and wth? when i returned to classrm its alrdy on MY table. -.- they left me with no choice. no chance to choose my way. i dont like this.
but wte. thank you denise n sam -my future broinlaw. :)
iseriouslydontthinkishldacceptit.donttellmewerstrangeronceagain.zuishouxidemoshengren?idontwant.
我想我们都太好胜了..
amazing race was ok bahx.. hmm.. though we do feel like giving up halfway laa. but at least we did managed to finish them still.. :) din win. but quite fruitful? in the sense that we do learn smth i guess. hehe. i like the part at katong shopping complex. cuz i ans 2 qns correctly! OMG. :D i feel that at least im not as useless afterall. yay :D
we have some sort of dialogue session in the LT after that. we chatted bout each other lorx.
hey guys. give me some time. i will try me very best to change de.
i promise!
but. i just need some time..
i dont like the feeling of being cheated.
but. sometimes. im helpless somehow. i cant do anything/
meirenkanjiantadegudan.letdistancecontinues..krowtnodevitaini
weird-
why is this world so complicating? or isit im the one who make it so complicated..
thousands of thoughts in me now. i dont know what to do or what to say.
maybe smtimes. its best not to know anything. i would rather stay innocent. but somehow ppl are strange. they dont like to be kept in the dark. yet. the truth is terrible somehow.
julia is getting more sensible hehe. her words sent me into deep thinking. owell. i dont know why laa. feels weird. hmm. hahax. if only. i din heard those mumblings..
should i or not to take that stuff. i dont know. smth is telling me not to. and i blindly followed.. i dont know if my decision is right anot. but i really dunno what to do. i dunno who to consult lur. who actually knows what im trying to say laa.. im so contradicted..
teach me how to protect myself. i dont want to get hurt anymore le..
physically or mentally.
if facing the reality can solve all problems.
i will try to face it bravely.iwilltrytobelieve.miraclesdohappen.
16072006-
hehe. i love today. i guess its the best bday i ever had in my life bahx.. or mayb cuz ive grown up le..?
tada! i got so many prezzies sms and testimonials! :D ty for remembering! ai si ni men le laa! :P
so i shall start off by saying. i finally get to eat cake on my bday! :) after 7 yrs. lolx. if i did not remember wrongly my last bday cake is when i pri3? :X i feel so xingfu when i ate the cake my dad bought. wahahax. :D
i hope this will not end. but guess it will. in 2more hrs and 4more min. :( alright. so i have to admit im getting older. awww. -.- im officially 16. no longer a small kid. cuz i can watch nc16 le! LOL. wte laa. anw i dont watch movie as often. hahax.
so i shall thank alot of ppl here!
thank you..
khang julia charr runling erich tony shikun sean godfrey kaiwen kefan yauho.
ah yes i love that dog. hehe. bet it costs a bomb yea? :X i will hug it whenever i miss you guys! :D
that pencil box is nice. so nice that i bu she de to use can! loves- :)
qinli.
omg that necklace is too chio laa! ty! :)
zhijuan.
LOL. facial mask? hahahahax. i dunno how to use! :P
anw ty! :D
hying.
ty for the stars. hahax. i count le. 180?
zhijun.
ty for that put hp stuff. hehe. i saw my name on it! lolx!
lishi.
belt! how you know i need one! lolx! ty ^^
liqing yongqing.
hehex. ty!
xinying.
heyx! unexpected. but thx! :)
other than these ppl.
chunkiat zhiyu soonfong xinhui qiuyin desmond denise meixuan lynn sengchuan michelle.
so yaa. zong zhi. ty guys for making my day. greatly appreciated.
guess this will be my most unforgettable bday bahx.
ty. :)xingfu.
hehe-
happy birthday erich! :D
yay. the july babies tuo le erich de fu. and we got cake to eat again!! so shuang lur! hahahax.
and of cuz we hafta thank mrgan. helping us again and again. so nice lur he. :) i must find a bf as nice as him nxt time menx. LOL. :P
today has too many unexpected surprise too. ty guys for remembering! :) but sunday is still in 2 days time! :X hahax. but its ok lur. knowing that got ppl remember jiu hao le. :)
july is the best ever can! so many slack days laa! since when is mrloh so gd? oopx. :P may our class win the amazing race thing nxt fri. :D
thank you khang julia charr runling hying erich tony sean shikun kaiwen godfrey kefan yauho qinli zhijun zhijuan. for the prezzies today! ^^loves-<3
shrugs-
mixed emotions. guess theres really so many things happening bahx..
alot of ppl's words seem to send me into deep reflections.
mrshsu: sometimes you will feel lonely. even when you are in a crowd.
mrkwek: life is never fair.
huiying: its never too gd to know someone too well.
hmm. probably this is the cruel reality bahx.
yes. i may be with you guys. but.. i dont feel that i belong le..
i can feel the distance. and its getting bigger. and im too tired of trying to save another one.
i give up.. english oral. think gna flunk it. as always. no confidence. yet had a lil hope that i can get better than last yr.well.. the higher hope you got. the more disappointment you will get. this is life.
today is cool. i love mr gan lur. he drove us out menx! omg omg. the second teacher who drove me out! yay! his car so cozy laa! i so love him can! :) today. mrkwek made me change my views towards him. he may be nice somehow. hehe. i still believe. ren zhi chu xin ben shan! hahax. ty mr n mrs smith! you taught him gd. :)
played predict future de card game. omg plx. theres more sadness than happiness in my love live. -.- haix. hope its not true. mayb like what tony said. future is in our hands. :) im gna make it. a nice one. :)thingsllgetbetter.ihope.
happy birthday charr! :)
7-eleven ^^
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Clothes: tshirt shorts.
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Time: 9.37pm
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Dated one of your best friends: ask them out? yea. :)
Broken the law: jay walk? lolx. :X
Been arrested: uhoh no way.
Been on TV: yupp. :)
Kissed someone you dont know: nooooo.
5 things you are wearing: tshirt shorts earrings clip hairband.
4 things you did today: eat tuition dohwk writeletter. :)
3 things you can hear right now: metypingthislamestufflol listensong singwithitoopx.
1 thing you do when you are bored: fa dai.worldcupfinalscoming!butimnotwatching..-.-
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i dunno why when i try to smile. its ppl's turn to be sad..
and i dunno why they are sad. i dunno how to help. :(
july got alot of ppl bday can. :) yay. happy birthday runling! :D i love her. cuz she let me eat her cake! LOL. and we sang bday song for her. it was then then i realise that the six of us' bdays are in the second semester. :) and runling is the oldest. rofl. yea. she said it herself. shes xingfu. i hope im too.
hehe. alot of stuffs happen this wk. thank god ive hanged through. though abit drained. i think my slping time is getting lesser and lesser for i dunno what reasons.. lolx. and im getting more and more tired. aww. i think my temper is getting worse too. :( i dont want to. but sometimes i just cant control myself. just continue to let me be crazy bahx.. i guess its the only way to stop me. the only way to escape..have been continuously playing clouds just now. again and again. yet. my mood was just as bad. i dont know why i started to weep when i played it halfway. i guess. im just really tired of acting strong. im tired of acting happy. esp when im not.. :(
i once told someone that my hp's inbox is always full. whats the reason? because i was too afraid that sweet memories can only be a past. im afraid i can nv find that back anymore. that person told me to delete them. sweet msges will come back. to think that i believed it. but only to realise that im just too stupid..
i dunno what had happen. but the distance is really getting bigger..
when i tried to save this. i found that i was so helpless.
just plx. teach me what the hell to do.guardian angel.
:)
heys. ty for the 9 juniors who had wrote letters for me. ^^
though not very long. but enough to move me yea. hehe.
i love ppl to write letters for me! :)
ty for letting me know that im not forgotten. at least by the 9 of you.
ty for letting me leave beautiful memories in your heart.
ty for letting me know that im not unnoticeable..
greatly appreciated.
yes. im sweet. i know! :P
thank you for praising me lur! :Di love the nine of you. :)
ponders-i asked it to ring. i asked it to move. i asked it to light up. no. it just wont budge. it just wont ring. it just wont shine. it continues to lie there. lifelessly. motionlessly. darkly. with no expression.this sucks.teach me how to forget.
i dont know how to make you happy.sry.
huiyi (:
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