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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

sry.
sry friens. i noe. smtimes. i can b beri stubborn. smtimes. i can b beri impatient. smtimes. i can b rude. plx. pardon me.. =x
todae i was freakin buey song. cuz. im impatient. i dun like to wait. which is true. i hate ppl hu r late laa. imagine if u r late u r delayin not onli a person de time lorx. but alot of ppl laa. i jux hate it.. it sux plx. n its not e first time since i waited for u. its a few yrs. -.-
nearly cry in skool ytd laa. y. dun bother to rite here.
got bac progress report. 4circled. 2failed. not my fault laa. hu dun wanna pass? ans me laa.. haix.. den was staring at it lorx. was so.. sad.. i made such gd improvement. not a word of praise n a kip up ur gd work. -.- very wat laa. was pengx lorx.. no compliment. all i got bac is i shld improve on dat 4 subj. wth la. hu dun wanna improve. but cuz im stoopid laa. hu can blame me..
cdc was slack bahx. saw my senior. he was damn tanned plx. hahax. den 6pm released. den went hm lorx..
eh. is being gd bad? is being kind bad? y i feel dat ppl r takin me for granted.. i try my bex to cheer ppl up when dey r sad. i try to help ppl when ppl meet prob. but.. no one seems to care. sianx.
realli tired. lie on e bed jux fell aslp lidat laa.. imagine. i was walkin arnd cchms n gmps round n round e whole afternn dae. freak.
dis mornin saw a senior. she ignore me. like im an invisible noob. -.- alot of seniorx r ignoring me laa. ya. i noe. im a nth. -.- wte. inoeidontbelongtocdc. shld i quit. shld i gif up. or not..
dis sux completely..

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9:19 PM


Sunday, August 28, 2005

sianx.
can u believe it.. i took 3+ hr to do my yan jiang ci.. -.-
hell plx. cried. no one noes. :) no one even bother to noe wats happenin. i close every window. n shut myself in e rm n slam e door. no one care.
i couldnt concentrate. dad was blasting his old folks songs. his darling birds was screeching every part of our hm. kitchen. bedrm. storerm. MY bedrm.
wat else can i do? i complain dat i couldnt concentrate. dey r making me headache. all i got bac was silence.
fever. was cumin. dis few daes was like gonna fall sick liao laa. n no one care. n u noe wat. my mum accuse me of not tellin her i not feeling well.. -.- i told her ytd i very giddy. cant stand straight. she jux sae 'orhx. mux b din haf enuff slp.' wow. wat gd parents i haf.. den todae i realli luk so sick laa. den my mum accuse me dat. i was like wth laa.
i cried all alone in my rm. no one noex. everyone tot i was doin my hw. waa. n i cried. very long.. finally.. my tears bother to cum out..
yan jiang gao was soo difficult to rite. or mayb dis is myfurx time riting bahx. argh. sianx. gonna rite my egeog script soon. =x
todae piano was okok.. but stomachache lo.. duno wth i ate rong.. mayb dats jux my luck.. anw. got to hear my piano recordin le.. beginin was not bad laa. but at d end was abit.. ew.. lolx. played rong but couldnt edit lorx. so sad. but nvm laa. exp.. gave my piano cher chers dae prezzie. lolx. he told me dun gif him nxt time. hahax. but i wont feel gd not gifin him. cuz hes a gd cher mahx. dun plan to gif ani cher in my skool ani prezzie. lolx. dun tink deres a gd one. i ll surely gif one to my tuition cher oso.
life sux plx. stil got tons of hw uncomplete. sooo incomplete..
nimeikandaowolianjiadeleihen..

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7:00 PM


Friday, August 26, 2005

over.

4 tests in a wk. pengx. luckily. its all over. :) e mox cham wk is over.. hahax. x) tink i ll fail chem laa. n perhaps physics.. lolx. heck bahx.. i m zhu ding to b stupid. wat else. hahax. got bac emaths n chi n hcl. lolx. all a1.. x) content? yupp. ^^ tink is tyco de bahx. cuz it jux seems dat e difference in e marks gradient of last semester n nw is so bigg laa. :) mayb performance is realli e rong choice for mee since e beginnin..

dis few daes so long nv blog. bz pia-ing. but ll my efforts pay off? lolx.

had been having depression dis few daes.. lolx. sad. sad. realli sad.. luckily i got my piano.. played tong hua. played fur elise. to bring awae my sorrows.. was like wth laa. c smt which i was not suppose to c lorx.. mayb its fate.. for god to let me c dat.. mayb its time. to forget. to erase him. out of my mind. my life. :) rote smt on my foolscap when i was having deeep deppression..

actualli.. i realli wish dat i cud tell u e gd news dat i noe hw to play tong hua le.. hw i wish to share e happiness wit u.. but.. nw i tink dat its not necessary animore. since u haf found ur happiness. i wont stop u.. though i may not b e person to make u smile. seeing u happi i oso content liao. may u b xing fu.. happi owaes.. happifool-

lolx. had been studying till 11 dis few daes. was soo tired lorx. cant concentrate. =x so fast fri liao lorx.. was like on sun after piano kip pray dat tests hurry finish. nw. finish liao. piano lesson again on sun.. hafta do theory.. was like kinda wonderin hw m i gonna hang tru e 3 yrs dat im gonna haf at poly studyin music.. =/ did i made e rong choice of continue to study music? i duno.. but actualli i wanna go jc. i mean.. hu dun wish to? but due to my capability. mayb.. haix. but im gonna mis alot of my friens.. all wanna go jc.. i ll b all alone.. sianx.

nxt wk chers dae le. nxt nxt wk hol le. nxt nxt nxt wk term 4 le. fast.. realli. fast. tink tink i haf been tru bout 9 mths of sec 3 life le. mayb life is like dis bahx. time flies. may we cherish e remainin times together.

we can nv b like b4. cumon. head up. face dis life..

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9:12 PM


Monday, August 22, 2005

oya.
deres debate in our class todae. my grp vs charr de grp. lolx. n we lose. -.- e reason julia n hying gif is deres no gal debatin in our team. dotxx. dis kind of reason oso can. but nvm laa. at least my grp did our bex. ^^ my grp rox kae. x) c dem debate very happi lorx. cuz my grp wat. wahahax. though din win. but we LEARN from exp. hahax. well done erich godfrey shikun n tony!! u guys ROX!! :)
ps. its not ez to b e proposition team of dis topic. it sux..

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9:26 PM



sianx.
i hate bias shit cher. n dat amaths cher of us is such stupid bias. i so buey song laa. everytime gif julia de grp high marks. den todae grp 7 can get at least 17 marks one laa. den grp 6 we shld gif marks lorx. den fcuking asshole cher sae i ll gif dem 15. den dun gif us chance to sae laa. freak laa. do u noe dat 1 mark makes a big difference? somemore its 2 marks. f. even i can b cher. jux get flash from heymaths. pengx. s.
had chi test. okok lorx. 1 word rong liao. 2makrs fly. sianx. hmm. den after dat lunch. walk arnd skool. lolx. den meet alot of ppl laa.. den go bac class. chem!! was doin corr. den suddenly my mind like kinda drift to somewhr laa. dun ask me y. cuz i oso wana noe.. den suddenly very depress laa. haix. suddenly soooo sad. dang lorx. but in d end luckily able to blk out. den on bus tink dao den sad again. argh. :( cumon. smile huiyi..
anw during assembly alot of 3ly. x) rox on.
hmm. tml got egeog test. more sianx..
life. sux.

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6:09 PM


Sunday, August 21, 2005

haix.
watch superstar result de replay. i noe im abit slow. lolx. but bo bian mahx. dat day so late den announce results. =x anw. was freakin buey song laa. hw cum someone hu is more shuai more nice more better lose to someone hu luks kns sing like shit n realli lan dao duno wat words to describe. its jux freakin unfair laa. den someone hu is more chio sing more beautifully lose to someone hu not so chio n sing not nicely. y dis world so cruel one. argh. sux plx. was like kip screamin unfair laa. lucky my dad not at hm. lolx. walao. y junyang out. :( damn e blind associations. sux like shit. too much money isit? gif us laa. -.- go support shit. hell.. e tong hua junyang sing rox. but dat hell sing is like ruining e reputation of nice nice tong hua lorx. pengx. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. dis world completely sux. gd ppl r owaes e loser. wth is dis world gg on?
haix. couldnt finish hw. deres tons.. emaths. egeog. physics. bio. gr8.. duno wat m i gonna do sia.. tml stil got chi test. .. 50 cheng yu. pengx.. tml hafta hand in egeog. walao.. duno my grp finish doin liao anot lorx.. suddenly feel dat we r soo disorganised.. sad..
dang dang dang.
im pissed.
argh.

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4:33 PM


Saturday, August 20, 2005

=D
fun. lolx. went to godfrey de house todae. to do egeog proj. after i finish my tuition. den *yawn* went for tuition which starts at 9am. pengx. woke up at 7+. nw im exhausted plx. lolx. after tuition went to e bus stop n meet tony furx. den he sloww laa. wait for him for 20min. -.- slower den a gal. lolx. den on e busstop i was tryin to study chi laa. den one guy ask me whr i study chi. !! singapore laa duhh. -.- lolx. den i huh him. lolx. den in d end i sae chung cheng. den he ask secondary? i sae yaa. den he ask isit chung cheng sec. den i sianx den sae yaya. den jux nice tony called so i walked off. LOLX. he jux suddenly sit beside mee lehx. scary plxx. den at godfrey de house. furx impression is wow. hahax. mirror everywhr. hahax. c liao abit giddy for me. his rm was quite organise laa. for a guy not bad laa. lolx. den e senery nice lorx. damn nice. hahax. oya. den tony. -.- he was like a noob laa. he sit at his bed. den stare v long lorx. PENGX. his reason was dat he nv had his own rm b4 n he is tryin to feel. ROFL. hahahahahax. i was laughin till pengx lorrx. hahax. den anw whole day was like c tony n godfrey suanin each other. we were wondering how if dey gonna live together. no peace plx. LOLX. had kfc for lunch. fullllll. n we watch 'i robot' too. but switch it off after we finish lunch cuz its too boring? hahax. anw. we din manage to realli finish our proj. sad yea? :( we were mainly playin lorx. oya dat tony go n bluff kl dey all dat his acc got hacked. so stupid lorx. lolx. anw. had a realli fun time. x) played tong hua forbidden luv fur elise on e 'piano' dere. lolx. i tink its smt like an organ bahx? can change to guitar grand piano organ blah blah. coool plx. but i luv my piano still laa. or rather i luv my piano cher de grand piano e mox. :) anw we left at 3+. den i went hm n pia theory lorx. finally manage to finish dem. thank god. BUT. my skool work how? cry jux nw sia. cuz tink got so mani tests n hw n theory. den cant finish was like panicking la.. den mum scold me again. -.- wadde freakin rong is gg on again.. argh. i wan peace. PEACE.
anw. todae was a nice dae. ^^ coool bohx. xD

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9:49 PM


Friday, August 19, 2005

cheap skate.
dats wat my mum scold me when i couldnt finish dinner cuz i not feeling well.
wat an unreasonable mum she is.
fcuk it.
wat more can i sae.
life sux.

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6:35 PM


Tuesday, August 16, 2005

:)
had a realli wonderful dae todae. i luv todae. i luv my class. i luv excursion. i luv my friens. x) wat more can i sae? i enjoy todae. hahax.
clear all e shitox todae. :) finally tink liao den decide not to quarrel wit qy de 'friens'. its a disgrace to bully small children yea? lets b nice. not act. not like dem.. ok nvm. dey might tink deir words not hurting us. but too bad dey did. wte. jux wan silence. :) i dun wan to b childish.
yupp. so we were like playing n tokin crapx at e cha yuan dere. fun. beri fun. hahax. we were yamseng-ing wit e teacups. LOLX. ahhax. :) n taking fotos. :P took so mani fotox plx. hahax. sooo cute. x) den nw hying de new hp left 2batts nia. hahax. n she can onli get e charger nxt wk!! rofl. but our pretty memories r stored inside liao yea? :) may she nv delete dem. n of cuz charr de hp got alot of our de pics too! hahahax. we had so much fun plx. so long ever since we r soooo happi. ^^learn kinda smt dere. bout hw to pour water. LOLX. okok. erm actualli is to pour water from small kettle into e very small teapot den transfer to d another 'pot' den to e cups. had a meaningful dae. :) e guy hu explain to us e history is soooo funny!! hes from china i tink. den he luvs to add eng while he explains. for eg: ta men yao zhe me zuo lai rang ren understand. rofl. hahahax. dats sooo lame plx. pengx. we r suppose to b cultered while handling wit e teapots n e cups laa. n hafta speak very softly. but everyone was like tokin sooo loudly. n laughin here n dere. den so chor lor. hahax. of cuz im not. :P
dis mornin at pe lesson was like duno do wat cuz waiting for mr tay laa. den some go run 2.4 lo. den charr n i was so sianx dat we play wte childhood game we can tink of. den we play chopsticks n duno wat jiu dian ting laa. hahahax. den e last game was charr tryin to kiap my hand. den in d end she clap her hand instead of beatin my hand. LOLX. den she biap biap biap me. OUCH! ROFL. hmm. u noe wat. i grow taller. n fatter! lolx. hahax. 163cm n 45+kg. x) cool plx. n ya. some of my friens retest 2.4 todae. :( c dem like very xing ku lidat heartache laa. run till so cham lorx. =x i lazy rerun. got gold liao laa. content. :) hey guys. jia you for nxt yr kae? sure can get better 1. x) was recording dwn ppl de height n weight. den some i rite taller. some rite lighter. some rite heavier. cuz e cher siaox one laa. tok so fast. -.- dun even gif me time to rite. den tok so soft. rite wat shitox laa. 'sia laa'. rofl. charr's fav quote. :P
hmm. i waited for todae for so long. cuz todae is practically a slackox day yea? whole dae din realli haf lessons. den after skool still can go cha yuan den no need go cdc. :) 1mth din go cdc liao. yet. i got no feelings. :) gr8 yea? wonder if dey got miss me not. :P mayb w/o me r better. hahax.
oya. charr. dun sad laa. :) smile! i send a stupid msg to her to cheer her up lo. lolx. hahax. anw. i saw ur ahem on bus 147 lehx i tink. lolx. den hying dey all sae he was diggin nose or wat. =x lolx. but i din c laa. i trying to study bio on e bux lehx. hahax.
al rite. tml got a bio test. n havent study yet siaa. =x go pia liao lo. u guys oso mux jia you kae? we mux all clinch e bex results. :)
todae rox. (x

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9:13 PM


Sunday, August 14, 2005

argh.
got a sucking fucking asshole freako idiot bitch tagging my tag board. -.-
wat a luck.
hey bitch.
if u cum again n fcuk.
im gonna delete awae all ur posts.
omenx.
stop polluting my board.
fcuk off.
-.-
dang.
i pity ur mum.
to tink dat she hafta suffer living wit u.
gosh.

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4:38 PM


Saturday, August 13, 2005

:)
woke up at nine todae. wheE~ r u jealous? :P rofl. hahahax. it had been so long since i ever woke up later den 8.30. so can u c how tired im? hahax. im deadbeat. *yawn* but yet after e 10+ hr of slp. im still tired.. blehh. im a p-i-g. so wat. lolx.
went for tuition. :) fun? nahx. im hungry truout. :( cuz i kip tinking of e chicken curry my mum cooked. LOLX. yea. den i couldnt concentrate lo. was tinking. den hcl in my stomach mix mix make me stomach groan. lolx. but hey. its over. xD had my mum's chicken curry. e one i luv e mox. hahax. i luv her curry e mox. y? duno. lolx. its e bex on earth i bet. :P delicious! r u jealous? i bet u r. lalala~ went to buy another potato chips todae. omg. dis sux. lolx. not gonna buy dat again. its so tasteless. -.- i shld haf bought e hot n spicy one. xD hot. spicy. yes!! rofl. hahax.
wow. if onli i haf unlimit money. so dat i can go buy new wallet. new bag. new hp. new clothes. new jeans. new piano. new cupboard. new com. n new house!! LOLX. im crazi. hahahax. n if i haf lots money. of cuz i ll wan to watch all e movies which r on nw! :) but. when ll dat b? pengx.
hmm. im happi nw. x) y? duno. but at e same time oso got some kinda sad emotionx. aw. i hate it. u noe wat. i was still tinkin of wat happen last last mon. dat day. was an okok dae. but when returnin hm. she pangsehed me n got on bus wit her nw bex frien. wat m i. -.- after she board e bus. onli one sms wit sry. ... sry no cure.. sry.. u cant heal my wounds.. not animore. yupp. sometimes. we realli hafta let go.. dun c me smile smile. i couldnt bear to glare at u.. esp when u were once my bex frien.. u nv noe e hurt. do u? u nv noe how cruel it is. for me to sae i hate u.. cuz i cant.. haix. e hurt. e scar. e wound. u can nv heal it bac. u got ur life. i got mine. but i nv forgot e fun times b4. but yet. u might haf. wat else can i do? but to cry deep in my heart. whr no one noes. whr no one care. whr no one bother to do aniting. im soo disappointed of u. realli.. is u stupid or i noob. i tink im e one hu is noob n stupid. not u. friens leave me one by one. even my once so gd kor. is me not gd enuff or u got new life? haix.. wat more can i sae. nothing.. cuz dis is reality. dis is fate..
o rite.. wte it is. remem wat my frienster rote.
e gal hu wans to brighten up ur dae. even when she cant brighten up her own.
na shi de wo men. zhi you kuai le..

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9:22 PM


Friday, August 12, 2005

haix.
tired. tired. still tired.. pia chi tys ytd. BUT. todae mdm kee nv cum. -.- in d end waste my time/. pengx.
dis few daes seem like we r still havin hol mood sia. lolx. 5 daes of hol den 2 daes study den another 2 dae of resting. waaaa. cool yea? lolx.
got bac amaths test. i jux pass.. 11/20. freakox? duno.. i din expect myself to score dis.. realli.. i expect myself to get 15 or above one.. julia n hying got higher den me lehx. walao. den i got shit. -.- haix. deprove so much. wat else can i sae? im stupid lorx. =x
suddenly got e urge to eat potato chips jux nw sia. den got dwnstairs buy. den share wit mum n bro. in d end within 15 min gone. -.- pengx laa. $1.50 lehx!! walao.. not cheap lorx. but nvm laa. im gd to my family. :) rofl. im gd to my mei. to my jie. to my dii. n to my kor!! yupyup! so if u r in my family. u r lucky! LOLX.
so sianx. life is as usual as owaes. but everydae is happi. :) duno y? mayb cuz i luv my class. gg to class is a pleasure plx. x) i jux luv 3ly. cuz my friens rox! wahahahax. ^^
everydae is a happi dae. if u learn to appreciate it. yep. so lets celebrate! rofl. : )

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7:21 PM


Thursday, August 11, 2005

im tired..
jux finish doin e chi tys..
damn it..
i spent more den 2 hrs doin.. -.-
n nw im yawnin.
gr8..
gonna haf panda eyes tml..
sianx..
=x

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10:21 PM


Wednesday, August 10, 2005

dang.
omgomg. i havent study finish my chi test. i havent do emaths ws. i havent do physics remedial ws. how? HOW? damn it laa. n wat m i doin nw? watchin tv! walaoeh. y m i soooooo slack? argh.
i hate myself sia. when can i buck up..
=(

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7:13 PM


Tuesday, August 09, 2005

HAPPI BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! ^^
hahax. yep yep. national dae todae. however. i fel dat todae is jux like a public hol. LOLX. but nvm. i stil luv singapore. cuz i haf nv leave dis country for 15yrs. rnt i loyal? LOLX. :)
i wasted toda.e cant complete my hw. or rather shld i sae. i complete not even half. dang. i cham liao lo.. tml still got tuition. took awae half of my dae. how to complete dem? plus still got e chi test. pengx laa.. how? im stress.. argh..
yup. so todae nth much happen. jux feel very slpy all dae. cuz 7am woke up liao. by force. -.- cant slp lorx. parents force me to wake up. wth plx. haix.. den went to slp in d afternn. den gonna fell aslp liao. den kana waken by parents again. to help dem bring tings to blk 60. -.- den go hm. cant slp liao laa. was sweating or wte. den go try n do hw. n ya.. onli manage to finish zuo ye. -.- 3 compre. pengx laa. haix. tink im doom. becum slack again. awwwww.
ihatemyself.

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8:18 PM


Monday, August 08, 2005

east coast park!!
my nitemare place. todae run quite fast i guess. half hr. LOLX. half hr is 'fast' n yet. i onli position 73. -.- tink we sec 3s r all slacking lidat. remem when we were sec 1s n 2s we r running like mad den still forever position 100+ nia. hahax. times r different lo. todae run past some place which seems so familiar to me..
march. 14march. 14march 2005.
the dae which change my life.
from friens. to total strangers.
sad. so? dead.
yupp.. so.. was recalling every part lo. bout whr i got lost. whr i met dem. whr dey tok to mee.. n how pain my feet is. imagine. walk from bedok jetty to mac den to bedok jetty again. hahax. 1 n a half hr sia. pro me yea? lolx. i kip repeating dis todae to liqing runling huiying n i forgot hu. anw tink dey r fed up wit me. im soo noisy. rnt mee? was trying to cover my sorows mahx.. was jumpin all round todae. lolx. oya. dat hying wan me to mention her name in my blog. okie. fine. -.- ty huiying!! for not binging me n get lost in e marine parade estate. LOLX. yaa. though din late. but. oso not early. -.- i wan see e sea lehx.. hahax. but nvm. anw. had tattoos on my arm. nw its still dere. hahax. but partially gone liao. cuz e quality lousy laa. lolx!! dats wat others sae. i dunno. hahax. cuz dis is my furx time putting on tattoos kae. im such a guai kia b4. :P after we run siting bf rain cum dwn. rofl. den hying lq n mee go parkway cuz we were dismissed early. were were window shoppin. c but nv buy. lolx. no money laa. todae spent 6.35bucks. ahhhhhh. pok liao. lolx. pp is so fun. quite laa. hahax. jumpin arnd. c mani red red ppl. lolx. den saw mini toons. went in. buy sweets. $2.40 sia. =x den shopp arnd. window shopp* walk walk walk untill legs gonna break. den finally can settle dwn at burger king n haf our lunch. ^^ cool i luv burger king. xD den went wit huiying to bread tok. den go hm. after bathing i went to scrub my shoes sia. scrub for half hrs. finally cleaner liao. my skin was soaked under water for half hr. all wrinkled liao sia. =x
oya. todae run wit yiting. she can b so fun sia. hahax den we run past a bunch of ppl hu play taiji b4 dat. den dey suddenly put one song ' dang wo men tong zai yi qi..' hahax. den when deres a part whr dey sing 'xiao xixi' den i sing along. den yiting sing 'xiao haha'. rofl dats so funn!! hahahax. realli enjoyed myself. x) den liqing pangseh us n run ahead. lolx. run so fast oso no counted. so i heck. lolx.
btw. our class de guys ave is furx. wheE~ cheer- party!! 3ly jux so rox. :) dey realli run very fast sia. hahax. pro plx. x)
no mood do hw sia. cham. so mani. how to complete dem? argh. i wan slp!! :D
weweresohappidattime. rntwe?

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3:41 PM


Sunday, August 07, 2005

:)
had fun wit e goats ytd. ^^ dey r jux so awfully adorable! xD hahax. drank e goat milk by force. -.- i dun drink milk. not ani kind of milk. my mum jux dun understand. in d end i nearly vomit. thx to her. -.- noe wat.. i pity e old lady hu sit nxt to me. i din realli kip chat wit her lorx. deres jux awkward silence all along. awwww. =x rl was sitting in front of me. den we r like listenin to her all e wae lorx. she can realli tok alott. on e return jorney. e bux is so noisy. hahax. or shld i sae crowded wit happi voices? heard huiying sae dat while on d otehr bus is so quiet as nearly everyone is slpin.. =x after we return to skool. im alrdy tired.damn bloody tired after e long long bus ride. =x somemore e sun so scorhing.
get hm take a nap cuz realli damn tired. den wake up got sore eye. sore throat. headache. pengx laa. zao zhi dao dun wan go slp liao. =x
todae go for piano lesson. i was like draggin my feet on e wae dere. den reach dere. cher ask me dat time isit too nervous.. den i diam diao.. sae ya.. very softly.. den sae anw my fingers cant move.. den he ask isit too cold. den i sae ya.. den he din ask animore.. luckily.. if not hu noes.. i was gonna cry le.. haix. ty god to let me haf such a gd cher..
btw. i haf alrdy learnt hw to play tong hua n forbidden luv. x) jux dat i had memorised part of e forbidden luv but din manage to memorise e tong hua. =x nvm. after i finish memorised e forbidden luv i ll start to memorise tong hua. :) i can alrdy play tong hua quite fluently wit scores. hey. trust me. i can do it yea. ^^
al rite. tink im ending. tml hafta run crosscountry. dang. let me walk truout. : )
i wanna play after dat crosscountry. can i?

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7:02 PM


Saturday, August 06, 2005

headache.
giddy.
sore eye.
sore throat.
feel like vomiting.
dang.
not feeling well!!

dun wan take nap animore. dis is wat i got after waking up.. -.-

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6:56 PM


Friday, August 05, 2005

waaaa
todae fri liao mahx? fast.. jux when i starting to realli appreciate my class. everyting went past like lightning.. =x lolx. got our class tee todae. its cool.. BUT. pink abit.. abit dont fit me.. lolx. voted for grey dat time.. but mayb dat time alot of ppl din cooperate den in d end chosen pink instead.. =x ahh. but nvm la. its jux a clothes. lolx. can wear can liao bahx. den got e badge. walaoeh.. i wan eeyoo.. :( but its wit xinying.. n she wans it. -.- forget it.. grumble so much oso useless. no one care me. -.- everyone ignore me. completely. i gonna buy one. myself. blehh. todae. is ms adri last time teaching us? awwwww. sad. sad. sad. n sad. argh. y mux she go rp.. u noe wat i scared of? i scared dat if she go rp den e new cher cum dun let us slack. :( rofl. hahax. but anw i reali ll gonna miss her lotx. todae do zuo wen in com lab. happi. :) cuz my grp finish doing liao. xD got me arnd. sure can do tings v fast one la. LOLX. okok. im starting to crapox alot nwadaes. guess its e influence of godfrey bahx. lolx. learn to b damn bhb liao. =x wahahahax. oya. todae. -.- dat tony.. go catch a spider. -.- tues i tink. he caught a flying ant. wit 1 wing broken. -.- den dat godfrey play play den put it into e cher's table. pengx. ytd. tony bring a beetle. -.- n feed it wit biscuits n water. -.- den godfrey go shake dat bottle. LOLX. den when i ask tony to let it free. he let it free when deres dwnpour. -.- den todae. a spider appear on rl de table. he go catch it. den put ants into e bottle for it to eat. -.- walaoeh. ridiculous plx. pengx. dotx. faints. hahax. c? our class is jux such simply interesting!!
ahhhh. i pon cdc ytd. :) cool yea? so shuang. or shld i not? i dun care. i dun gif it a damn. x) din bought cdc foto. :) dun feel like wasting money. i pokkai liao. lolx. anw i jux feel extra laa. duno y. duno how to sae. lolx. mayb. i dun even hafta care. its time for me to feel nth i guess.
hmm. wat else happen? todae no tuition. canceled. :) nxt wk thurs den needa go bac skool. shuang!! ty national dae!! i luvv euu!! x) but at hm sianx lehx.. no one crapox wit me. =x so mani hw.. grrr.
tml me class r gg old folks!! wheE~ lets play wit dem!! rofl. hahax. play. later play den no handicap turn handicap. den handicap turn no more capp? pengx. anw we r gonna wear our class teeee~ whoot. :) coool. lolx.
i jux luv my class. alotx. (:

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6:01 PM


Thursday, August 04, 2005

same age.
different status.
y.
why.
y m i dat nth?

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9:58 PM


Wednesday, August 03, 2005

gold gold GOLD!!
wheE~ wahahahax. im high. HIGH. lalala- x) hahax. happi plx. got a gold. lolx. to tink dat i was wrying so much. realli glad. :) can slack nxt yr liao. lolx. hope not much lactic acid ll b produced. or im dead.. =x
ahhhhhhhhhhh. i luv me! i luv 3ly! i luv my bro! yay!

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7:45 PM


Tuesday, August 02, 2005

=x
todae dunno y. c wte show ll cry one.. pathetic. lolx. c e 4.30pm show cry. c tong xin yuan oso cry. pengx la. read storybk oso wan cry. -.- lolx. depression arhx? hahax.
todae. pe is a slack dae!! watch e guys n charr playin volley. siaox one. all so damn pro. lolx. den i sit dere do nth. :) slack me yea? hahax. den after dat ss test. dat mr chua lie to us one. whr got structured?!?! wth la. i go study till i wan die you mei you. you! :) lolx. ya. ytd slight fever den still study.. -.- but luckily todae no more fever cuz i eat medicine liao. hahax. den recess. nth special lorx. as usual eat 2 apollo choco cake. lolx. den after dat hcl. hahax. c julia dat grp funny sia. julia de tone rite. at e bac everytime duno hw to sae. very weird la. LOLX. like very act. wahahahax. :P den after dat. physics. sianx lo. suay suay kana call up. den i blur blur ask huh. hahax. den cher diao me ask me i got do anot. -.- i so guai. of cuz got la. ^^ den she gif us july babies prezzie. eh.. she gif me pouch. -.- indian children those kind de pouch. no use one lorx. she gif godfrey one much more hundred million times better. bias? -.- hell crapox laa. den emaths. wahahax. mrs yap sae thx to me n godfrey hu owaes help her to make her feel happy when cuming to our class. LOLX. wats more to sae? 3 loyalty jux rox plx. xD den eng. ahhax. gif ms adri another ferero roche. or wte u call dat. hahax. cuz she gif e furx one we gif her to her another class. -.- walao. lolx. but nvm. todae lesson was fun. hahax. tok bout coincidence. bout my mum n dad happen to marry on e same dae. :) dats wat i told godfrey one. LOLX. funny plx. i read it in a magazine thousand of daes ago. hahax.
oya. no cdc todae. wheE~ cheer~ party~ LOLX. yea. cuz i alrdy mentally prepared dat i ll get gastric pain again todae. cuz if i dun get to eat aniting at 6pm rite. i ll haf gastric pain. lolx. weird yea? hahax. but yea. thx god. dat no cdc. no need suffer. x) todae is c0ool. yay!
ahhax. thx erich!! for e beeeelated bdae prezzie. hahax. e prezzie more xing fu den me sia. can sit in aeroplane. lolx. hahax. no one believe dat i got no passport. -.-
anw. gtg liao. :)
chill-

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7:36 PM


Monday, August 01, 2005

:(
todae. is not a gd dae.. suay?
whole dae kip kana insulted u noe.. :( i mean joking one nvm la. but horx. walao. i sing oso buey song. -.- sae wat i everytime sing out of tune one. WALAO. whr got so yan zhong.. den sae i sing everytime out of tune still wan me sing wit her. wtf? sae i sing not nice still wan me sing den suan me izit. wth la. nw is i buey song la.. hell crapox. grrrrr
todae creative arts. expected la. as sux as eva. lolx. roll from one end of grand audi to d other. roll so mani times lorx. argh. nw my mind still blur blur. alrdy not feeling well liao still roll so mani times.. -.- wats rong wit me.. xie du zi. headache. no appetite. like wan die lidat. lolx. zheng zhao mahx? lolx. lalala~
tml ss test. havent even touch. dang la. i becum as slack as b4 le.. :( haix. im GUAI kia. lolx. no la. jk. im pai kia? pengx. okok. im lame. im crapox. lolx. im sianx..
argh. i sux. lolx.

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5:53 PM


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