dont explain aniting to me.u r jux tryin to make me feel more worthless.plx.respect me.dont let me hate u.thx..
i saw a six colored rainbow ytd.
red. orange. yellow. green. blue. violet.
whrs d other color?
isit in ur heart? return me plx.
haix..
pengx..haix. jux return from cdc. gastric pain.. =x coz din eat lunch.. lolx.. such a skiny person like me skiped lunch!! omg. i skiped lunch!! so wat? ppl might sae.. -.- in d end gastric pain.. but ytd one more serious.. =/ lolx. yea.hmm. todae reach skool. tryin to learn my ying yong wen. in d end din manage to. lolx. den anw tings forward forward.. hmm pe. run 2.4km. pengx. i run 17+min!! omigod.. but i stil run like siaox lorx. n 17+min.. -.- wth? dis told us dat hard work dun pay off.. den go do 5 pull ups after much effort. after pe whole shirt drenched. =.= den hafta change to cdc clothes after bout half hr.. den take foto!! charlene n runling beside me. x) gd. 3ly. LOLX. hahax. anw. dis yr i at 3rd row! lolx. kana promoted. x) hahax. yea. den 3 of us pose a mei family pose. d mei members din do i tink. lolx. coz dey din stand near us.. =( yea. den kinda fun? duno la. thank god we skiped half hr of egeog. xD gd wat. lolx. although learn less. BUT. v shuang. x) den after skool go for mock oral given by mdm kee. as usual. i flunk dem. =x cher sae i dunno wat wat wat. whr needa improve blah blah. lolx. ya. readin ok. conv sux. lolx. as expected la. c others can response so well.. but i.. haix. den after dat go to cdc rite letters or card or dunno wat to seniors. den i go dere some completed liao. den i hafta rush n din decorated much.. =x lolx. rite for afew seniors hu meant alot to me. xP which means. dey ll owaes remain in my life. x) hahax. ya.. den we go play games. haix. den my watch drop. drop at somewhr in skool. sad plx. its my dar dar. accompany me since pri 5 i tink. but. its not mine in e furx place bahx. so return it to earth.. but.. if anione saw my watch on e ground. plx plx plx.. return to me.. i feel so hurt w/o it.. den.. after dat prize presentation to seniors. yea. seniors din cry lidat. LOLX. hahax. yupp. but aniwae. i ll owaes remem dem.. though might not b able to remem all. at least those i like ll remains in my heart. :)yupp. so todae.. 6.30 den go hm.. tell mum she throw dwn e fone.. -.- like its my fault. yea. might b my fault.. coz she dun allow me go. but yet i go. den she bu shuang.. -.- haix. unreasonable mum. glad dat stephanie got such a nice dad. dunno y i m so unfortunate. but yet. though unfortunate. i stil hafta act content.. -.- so cham plx.i m awae from hm since 6am. n b bac hm at 7.30pm. pengx. dis means dat i m awae from hm for 13hrs while i m at hm for 11hrs nia.. mayb outside world is my second hm bahx. =xdang. i hafta go study test liao.. =/ haix. stresssss.. sux. tata.hey. mayb b a nth. is gd. deres no reason to b a nth. coz i m jux so.
skool!!yea. skool starts todae.. *.* stars arnd me. -yawn- haf been yawnin ever since i woke up. pengx. yea tired..todae is e furx dae of term 3.. n yet. i dun luk forward it at all. y? mayb i haf flunk my exams last semester n dun dare face skool animore? or i got phobia? or.. some special reasons.. but b bac wit friens r smt gd. smt i like. but to study again. it sux. =x gastric nw sia.. eatin dinner. feelin much more better den in skool. y? i duno.. =/ lolx. jux nw pain like duno wat at skool. like wan die dat pain. plxxor.. realli feel like dyin menx. hahax. rl kip sae i m cdc one. of coz act til v real. -.- i dun wan act. n not gonna act animore lorx. y kip get dat ting hang at her mouth.. pengx..hmm. startin of a new term. chers wan us rite reflections.. wat can i rite? rite out y i flunk dem all? even if i rote out y.. chers ll sae i wan amends n not dis crappox excuses. rite? agree? haix. i realli wish i can buck up. i dun wan flunk myself. i wanna b successful.. i dun wan to get luk dwn by my relatives n ______.. =xtired. tired. n tired. i stil wanna slp til late late. i stil wana online whole dae. i stil wanna play n play n play. but. everyting is history liao.. i hafta wait for 1.5yrs to do all i wanna do.. :( sux plx.oral cumin. =x my oral sux.. my readin n pic can b gd. but conv.. cant make it.. lolx. coz i dun dare tok to.. strangers? online tok can. face to face.. er.. eh.. hmm. cant..i m a loser. a failure.. a shi bai zhe. cant do tings well menx.. alot of chers n even principle n vp wan us reflect. lolx. tok ez do difficult menx. rite wat i promise i ll buck up r all shitox. ll we realli do it is another prob.. todae i realise smt.. e uncle hu sold chicken rice in our skool pass awae.. sad plx.. i still remem dat time i buy chicken rice from him.. haix. jux 1 hol lehx.. 1 pathetic short hol.. so mani tings can happen.. tings r owaes so unexpected harx? 1wk later.. our seating plan gonna change again.. sianz plx.. kip changin i kip hafta get used to it. it take time though i get used to new environment kinda ezily.. but. time is needed.. haix.saw juniorx.. alot. den.. sae hi to some.. some dao me.. -.- m i abit sensitive or wat? duno.. anw.. dun wanna care.. dun wna hurtx.. x)yea.. so i gtg la.. may god bless me.. -.-
sianz.. u noe wat? tml is my last dae in heaven.. den i ll b bac to hell n suffer.. -.-mayb. u ll like to b bac at skool. but. i dun wan. y? tink hueva noe me well noe wats my real reason.. i m sick of all e tests n exams.. i jux wanna rot at hm.. like my dis mth of hol. at hm.. i wuld rather do hw whole dae listenin to radio n online whole dae. n of coz.. deres stil one reason.. e reason i dun wanna sae.. anw.. duno hw to face ______ etc.. haix..bac to skool. yea.. i used to luv gg bac to skool. but dis yr is different.. totally different.. theres friens arnd me.. i noe. but.. its jux diff from sec 2.. dis time go bac.. i hafta suffer for bout 1 n half yr.. till o lvl finish.. -.- i cant rest liao sia.. sianx.. i miss sec 2.. i miss 2 ep.. i miss dat time dat no matter hw i slack.. i can stil get ave results.. but dis time.. i cant.. m i givin myself too much stress? i dunno.. dun feel like noe.. nw my frienster n blog is absent of smt i hafta face everydae.. =X lolx. i purposely dun wan put one. hahax.hw.. left heymaths bahx.. anw.. finish readin e storybk.. e feelin it gave me after readin is sad.. alot of emotionx la.. duno y.. =X sometimes ll suddenly put myself into e person's shoes.. hahax. but dat kinda ting.. er.. eh.. hmm.. grow old den sae bahx.. nw. tink oso no use.. x) got alot alot wanna do.. but.. time flies.. hol gonna over.. sufferings gonna. start.. time is runnin out.. =/sux plx..
haix.did nth much ytd.. onli manage to read 2 stories in e bk.. -.- hw to return to lq by todae.. haix.. HAIX..ytd.. while i was eatin lunch.. halfwae.. dad cum hm. dats a dman blooody rare sight. yea. coz his eyes.. while he is doin some work. smt went into his eyes.. den pain dao v pain.. den we go tts [tan tock seng] lorx. =X i was so shock alrdy when my dad so early cum hm.. den my mum rush into my rm to hurry eat my lunch coz needa go tts.. -.- den i was like forcin myself to gobble dwn e porridge. for ur info.. after my bro went ns.. i nearly everdae eat porridge.. bias anot? sometimes lunch eat.. sometimes is dinner eat.. sianx bohx.. anw. sit taxi go. everyting was so bloody rush.. i was scared menx. pray n pray dat nth ll happen. anw duno la. let me tell u guys here tts sux plxxor. pengx. e nurse ask or rather shout at him 'u cum here for wat.' den my dad sae 'eye pain la.' den she sae 'i noe. but u cum for wat.' den my dad sae 'smt went into my eye la.' den e nurse jux kip sayin i noe but y u cum. v ridiculous rite? she tot we like to go? go dere onli get an eye drop n hafta pay 100 bucks. wth is dis world gg on.. -.- den we sit taxi bac. i was. giddy like siaox. went hm. change clothes. coz dat one mght got virus. lolx. coz i everywhr anihow lean. coz no seat. one old man snatch my sit.. -.- nvm lorx.. hes old. let him b.. when deres other place. he pian pian wanna snatch wit me.. -.- bully me lorx. fine. wte. den when i got e seat somehw after dey left or wat. got a guy sit nxt nxt me. den i read my storybk. den a lady cum. her bone smt rong la. lolx. shes e guy's wife.. den after everyting done. dey hold hands walk out of hoispital. walao. so sweet plx. c their age is bout 40+ lorx. stil hold hands! pengx. hahax. damn sweeet you mei you. x) anw i was like lettin my body collaspe. jux let it fall onto e bed. i cant do aniting. lolx. yea. my body so weak.. so fragile.. jux drop onto e bed.. =X yea.. lolx.yupp. hahax. anw. thx glenn. x) sam de frien! i nw den noe. rnt i abit. retard? hahax. glenn is a gal rite? x) wahahahahax. can tease him. ^.- lolx. xD hahax. okok. stop my crappinx.. yup. anw. glenn. u can add me in msn. x) nice to chat wit u. hahax.so i tink alot ytd in e hospital. mayb. i shld learn to cherish e ppl arnd me. hu noes wat happen nxt. jux like in e story. dey can jux die. at ani moment.. haix. sadly to sae. it relali do applies to dis real life. =X sianx. oya. hafta go read storybk liao.. hafta return to lq later.. =/ cyax.b my white cloud can? x)
cry..yea.. i m cryin nw. my dad. shout at me. y m i so weak? i tot i shld b strong? or act strong in front of everyone? y i m owaes so weak.. its not my fault dat his bike cant b sold. its jux his bad luck. wth. my prob mehx? i wanna b numb. but i cant b total numb. i m not a stone. i m a human.. if i m numb. i wont cry. i wont drop my tears. i ll b abnormal. i dun wan. i wan b me. CAN?! no one.. is perfect. geddit? u r not perfect. i is not perfect too. stop comparin me wit anione. if u so pro.. go do urself. solve everyting urself. hell crapx. nth went rite. everyting jux went freakin rong. dis mornin. coz i wana read storybk. told my mum dun disturb me. den she sae ok. in d end she wan me do dis do dat. i bu shuang la of cuz. i protest. push my chair awae. it hit e tv. den my mum suddenly scream or shout or yell. i cant remem. i dun wanna remem anw.. she jux get aniting dats on her hand n threw at me.. wtf? wat m i to her? she ask me go die. wow. die? she realli tink i dare not? i went into rm. stuff myself inside e story.. den suddenly recall wat she sed jux nw. cried. of cux. heart break. my mum. call me. to go. n die. wow.. wat powerful words. at e moment. i realli wan jump dwn. i imagine myself. shout bac at her. n jux climb over e window n prepare to jump dwn. yea. tink i dare not? ocumon. i dare. its jux one moment of pain. n yea. i leave dis world liao. no more sufferings animore. no one can hurt me animore. i wont feel hurt. i no need stand anione de temper animore. i jux die. rest in peace. peace. isnt dat gr8?read e stories in e luv storybk lq lend me. read 2 stories todae. n. as expected. i cried. more den 2 times. e stories. touched me. realli. dat moment. its as if. i can feel their true luv. sometimes realli wonder. does true luv exist? e gals inside e stories. r so xing fu. to me. dey got guys. hu r willin to sacrifice for dem. isnt it sweet? in tibia. one guy. help his gf. n killed e guy. hu atk her. n sed smt to her. 'u got your sorry. and i got my justice. happy?' i was dere. nxt to e gal. feelin so touched. menx. if i was e gal. wow. si er wu han. x) but.. in FM933 de yin yue ri ji. nearly everyone hu rote in. r failure in luv. alot lorx. everydae listen horx. u ll feel scared one. realli. u duno if u shld trust anot. =/ e stories r nice. realli nice.. some have happi endings.. some dont. i haf read 3 stories in e strybk liao. 1 sad endin. d other 2 happi. e sad one realli sad. e happi one not v happi to me. but i feel glad for dem. x) at least. dey found their happiness. hu dun hope for happiness? hu dun wan true luv.. lolx. but not everyone as lucky.. hahax. e stories rox. gonna hurry finish readin e bk. i m so sad nw. coz in my mind. e stories stil dere. its like as if dey had being carved in my life. x) gonna learn from e gals. get wat u wan. dun regret. be a gd gal. guys like gd gal. LOLX. jkjk. x)yea. so. practicalli did nth todae. jux read e stories. eat my awful lunch n dinner n nearly vomit. but no one care as usual. i m jux a loner. i shld imune to dis world menx.. somedae.. haix. jux nw in tibia. told sean n qy dat i wanna hurry grow up n leave dis hm. den dey sae i m realli pissed. lolx. yea. i m not lidat in game. i m owaes lolx here n dere. owaes smiling. but my life. i c no smiles. sometimes. even hafta act. isnt it. tough? sometimes i told myself. hurry grow up n marry awae. no need study. b a housewife can liao. no stress. x) hahax. yea. jux daedream. LOLX. yaa. i wanna b happyfool. but jux e happy. not e fool. can?
dead beat..dis mornin bout 6.25 lidat wake up liao.. coz my bro gg to continue ns le.. oficially on ns service.. hmm. i wan my mum wake me up to send him off.. coz. i dun wanna regret. duno he happi or feeless dat i wake up so early despite me being so tired.. but heck. at least.. i did my part as a sis. tryin to b gd. tryin to b helpful. tryin to b NICE. x)ya.. so nw v tired.. *yawn* jux nw nearly fell aslp.. lolx. ytd.. i follow my dad go find e route to seletar camp.. den biang can die. lolx. e sun so scorchin.. =/ den in d end my dad go rong highwae. pengx. yea. so we hafta go to sengkang den go hougang den bac. which means go one big round la.. actualli jux go from hougang bac. LOLX. but nvm. suan shi da kai yan jie. x) sengkang alot of buildin.. lolx. c dao yan hua liao luan sia.. den when reach hm.. coz e ride 45 min. LOLX. ya.. den dad n mum headache arhx. n giddy lorx.. onli me not. coz i singin in e car wit e radio.. xP lolx. mayb dey giddy coz listen to my singin.. X_xso reach hm.. rest awhile kana force to go c my dad de new motor. -.- which cost 7k.. dats y i din buy ani father's dae prezzie for him.. he spend so much liao lorx. buy for wat. waste money. x) lolx. den he ask me y nv gif him aniting. pengx. hahax. den sae u got ur motor alrdy damn happi liao lo.. my prezzie useless one la. lolx. heck him.den after dat go joggin wit lq n yq. ya.. run to ntuc dere.. -.- lolx. so far? hahax. actualli not far la.. jux dat very far onli la. x) hahax. hafta cross alot of roads bahx. but nvm la. exp. x)eatin lunch nw. lolx. mum jux nw break my dar dar bowl.. -.- crack liao. damn la.. =( my fav bowl lehx.. haix. lolx. no choice. fate? =/ya.. so gotta go read nice nice luv storybk lq lend me one. xP cyaxx. ^^i m useless. x)
guilt..YES. I M GUILTY. fcuk.its ALL my fault.. thx to mE. or all dis ll NV happen.. wtf is rong wit me? nth went rite. but. EVERYTING went rong. freako. sux. mE sux. chan hui yi SUX. if i m suay. if i m realli jinx. LET me b. y involve my frien? hes innocent menx. wtf..yea. tibia. tibia. tibia. mayb i shld quit harx? to stop giving troubles to my friens. its all. my fault.. gr8? mayb. wat xr sae is rite. i m a jinx. sux. it realli sux.hell crapox.. mayb. its my fault to bring harm to my friens? all thx to me. i shldnt even b living rite?arghx. dis sux big time. hafta live in guilt for live.I suck.
dang.my dar dar hol is onli left wit 1wk!! isnt it pathetic.. i havent slack enuff yet!! =( n i hafta return to mugg. pengx. dis sux kae.. n my hw.. argh..hmm. dis few daes. was playin tibia e WHOLE dae. n yet. my lvl. my skillx. got not much difference.. -.- yea. mayb. i m a noob still. after bout 1 yr of playin. i m stil a noob! gosh. pathetic. lolx. yea. cant b bothered wit my hw. mum of coz kip nag la. but got wat choice. i cant control myself.. =/ n of coz. smtimes. realli wonder wats gd bout tibia. hahax. ya.. PAs n PKs everywhr lorx. den when die hafta grief or wte u spell dat. pengx. haix. i m jux bloooody sianz. hu can save me..e short hair me nw is duno hw to sae. hahax. ya. is short hair better or long hair? nvm. i like e mE nw. at least. its mE. x) i try tieing my hair n it falls everywhr.. -.- coz i cut layer. =/ lolx. heck la.. stil got 1 wk for it to grow. LOLX. nvm. dig for hair clips den.. lolx.thurs. piano lesson postponed.. =/ lolx. shld b happi or sad? duno.. nxt wk got 2 lesson.. =( isnt it worser? lolx. i noe deres no such word as worser. but i like to use lehx. cannot harx. xP ya.. so dat dae practicalli is play tibia whole dae after practising my piano. x) mum bu shuang. but i heck. i onli left wit dis few daes to pia my game liao lorx.. :(fri. tuition. after tuition oso pia game. damn. i m gg ceazi over tibia. gosh. can someone pull me out? =/hahax. hope. HOPE. i can survive.. lolx. todae. later gg for tuition. sianx. A maths. sux. i dun like a maths. i like e maths more. x) its much more ezier kae. agree? xD todae hafta ask all my heymaths qn. so MANI duno hw to do u noe. =/ so difficult. wonder which idiot invented heymaths. feel like takin a chopper or dagger or fire sword go kill dat idiot. oopx. fire sword. LOLX. from tibia one. hahax. okok. i m crazi. lolx. yea. its time for tuition. wish me luck. hope i dun fall aslp. x)learnin not to trust..
SRY.all i can do nw. all i can sae nw. all i can try to avoid everyting nw. is a big SRY. i noe. sry cannot cure. but wat else do u expect me to do? cry. enuff? beg. enuff? kneel dwn in front of u. isit ENUFF ANOT? wtf. i was tryin to help. n dis. is wat i deserve. SRY. for being kpo. SRY. for tryin to help. SRY. for making tings more complicated. u tink i wan all these? if ur ans is yes. sry. i tink deres nth we can tok bout. yi dao liang duan. its fine wit me. frankly. i DONT mind. realli.yea. 2 daes din blog. wat can i blog about? i hafta shut up.. i m not angry. coz its my fault. havent i learnt enuff lessons all these 15 yrs? SRY. to myself. i made myself suffer. wats e point. i got no rite to angry. coz DIS is wat i deserve. ritex?mon. act. actin dat nth had eva happen. SMILE. LAUGH. fake.. ALL fake. my bro saw me cry. of coz. he made no attempt of comforting me. as usual. ya. so. i can onli drown myself by doin hw n play games. kip on play n play n play. n ya. got nightmare dat nite. song bohx?tues. went to made myself suffer. i cut my hair. to longer den shoulder length. realli short. den went to rebond. pain like duno wat. but. wat can i do? its not painer den my heart i suppose.. its all SHATTERED. i need time. to heal. like how i m owaes healing myself every now n den. shld i immune to dis harsh world? shld i feel nth. like wat i m nw. jian duan wo de fa. jian duan le qian gua.. cut awae my sorrows.. <-- used to b my senior msn nick.. ya.. cut awae my sorrows when i c my hair fallin to e ground..todae. wed. went out wit ls to compasspoint. din expect it to b so.. BIG. yepp. its big. alot to walk. x) realli happi todae.. tok ALOT to ls.. yea. but yet. time.. is unable to catch up. we onli got dat pathetic few hrs together lorx. hw to catch up e half of yr we had lost? ate at burger king. till i BLOATED. =/ but was fun. realli. so long.. hao jiu.. nv so relaxe n happi le. i jux wanna b happi. isit realli so.. difficult? ya.. so.. we took lrt at sengkang dere.. we r jux so noob plx. everyting blur like siaox. hahax. yea. den ls n i gif our furx time of sitting lrt to each other. LOLX. our di yi ci. hahax. den we took fotox on e lrt. as memory. coz we nv noe when ll b e nxt time we can go out together le bahx.. i suppose.. its fun. e lrt small small one. beri cute plx. x) yea. wit ls. tok tok tok. sort of forget my troubles le bahx. until e moment i reach hm. everyting flash bac.. sianzz. haix.. compasspoint cool plx. duno its so fun. hahax. e lrt ride surely ll b memorable for me. x)listenin to duan fa. yepp. luv e lyrics.. sad sad one.. x) suit my mood. i m jux a nth. ritex?
i m goin to shuddup n dats it. sry.
alone-phew..i finally managed to fix my msn. w/o my bro de help. pro rite? tyty. hahax. no la. actualli is e setting's prob. but we duno whrs e prob. so duno wat to do. den ytd i kip anihw try. den FINALLY can liao. wheE~ ytd kip nudge ls. LOLX. but her com cant c lehx. duno y. winks can c nudge cannot c? strange.. n yea. ls lynn n somemore ppl got into ndp. gratx! xD hahax. but its tough.. v tough. lolx. heard my mum sae. imagine kip standin under e sun n cant move? or move like a robot. gosh. gonna b black chao ta plx. x)ya.. later got piano.. dun feel like gg. coz stomache.. dang plx. everytime stomachache. -.- nw here pain. later dere pain. PENGX. forever damn bloody pain. -.- gonna take my stomache n box a few times. yi du gong du? lolx. yucks. disgusting. lolx. ya.. so tryin to do physics paper ytd. TRY. in d end. aLOT duno hw to do plx. dead menx. kan lai hafta go skool read ppl ans liao.. =/ pathetic plx. haix. ll mrs indra ask me drop physics? =(ytd cuzzin kor help us buy le digital camera. do u noe hw happi m i?! hahax. finally i got a digital camera!! woot~ can take lotsa lotsa fotos of e SKY. OCEAN. n MYSELF. dotxx. hahax. myself? er.. eh.. hmm. lolx. later u guys puke.. =/ hahax.ya.. so was playin tibia whole dae ytd. as usual. lolx. din manage to do much stuff. i m concluded to bDEAD.
crapx.i cant go online animore. dont miss me. -.- u noe y. my com dun let me sign in to msn beta. but it force me to dl it. since it dont let me sign in. dl for wat? sae wat mux dl to continue. wtf ritex? nth goes rite for me dis few daes. it jux sux. dats life. life nv dont sux. it owaes sux.yea. i luv ytd de zero hero. its e bex show eva. i jux luv e ending. coz it rox. ending rox. x) v exciting lorx. e ending so nice can? lolx. ya. nth much happen dis few daes. jux hw n tibia n hw n tibia. dats MY life. boring harx? no choice. live ur life. -.- ytd was lishi's bdae. duno wat to gif her sia. in d end gif her smt i do myself. kinda small. but its e thoughts dat counts yea? lolx. ppl get more mature is not a gd ting. coz dey ll began to tink dat tings r getting more childish. lolx. den dis childish dat childish. duno wat prezzie to buy liao la. todae is caroline de bdae liao. x) hahax. so mani ppl bdae. of coz mine is cumin soon too. LOLX. xP yea. hahax.did not finish much hw. stil left bout half lorx. sianz. n 2 wks of hol jux gone. -.- sianz you mei you. YOU. haiz. later gonna go lvl up my charac. i mux live well. x) lolx. n of coz. TRY to complete my hw since tuition is cancelled todae. x) hying so happi when i told her tuition cancelled. liqing oso. lolx. i got so mani heymaths qn duno lorx. if i dun go n ask e cher. means 1 more hw cant b completed. more sianz u noe. =( walao. my msn.. no msn how to chat wit my dar dar friens?!?!?!?! freak u la. argh. dis sux big time can. =.= gonna try to fix it.. my bro playin lorx. cant even ask him. sianzzz
wtf is rong todae..argh. todae damn bloody suay u noe.. mornin.. wake up eye still sore.. bloody sucky. den lunch my bro eat awae my lunch. damn rite? den my mum tell me eat another one which is not so nice. wth ritex? i mean its ok la.. i not v tiao shi lorx.. but my mum din scold him. coz shes BIAS. if i were e one hu eat rong lunch. i ll b kana scolded like siaoz liao lorx. y lidat? jux coz he jux returned from tekong? -.- n u noe wat. he told my mum he not eatin dinner. den my mum sae ok.. but u noe wat? she alrdy cooked his. -.- den my mum cum into my rm n nag at me. sae wat alrdy bought curry. CURRY? omg. dats rare plx. my mum dun buy gd stuffs ever since he go ns. noe wat we eat nearly everydae? poridge. wow! hw NICE. -.- hw DELICIOUS. dotxx. dont understand wats e difference btw boi n gal. isit rong to born as gal? pengx. sucky BIAS.todae go bras plaza wit mum. go buy tys.. -.- lolx. den tryin to find stuffs to buy for ls cumin bdae. but duno wat to buy. pengx. aniwae.. bout 1 bk. x) did nth much todae.. wasted another dae.. haiz.. lolx. tryin to do amaths de heymaths.. but got stuck. -.- do till i headache menx. den cum play tibia. lolx. jux nw nearly scared till cry.. coz of e stupid lucera. tryin to pk me.. -.- damn bloody sucky lorx.. ytd. was a cool dae. can c e beautiful sea. my favourite sea. u duno hw cool it is to b able to c e sea everydae. si er wu han.. x) feel e breeze. feel e light. feel e cloud. soooo shuang. hahax. yea. ytd de graduation was a success i suppose.. all so shuai. LOLX. ya.. v shuai. v tann mature de gan jue. hahax. i mean its like after u suffer in tekong.. u ll noe hw to appreciate e tings arnd u.. i c dem suffer till i understand. :P yea.. dey beri cool plx. esp when dey [ bout 1000+ ppl ] throw their cap together.. so sad.. yet so glad.. x) hahax. dat kind of seperation de gan jue is damn bloody sad.. jux like dat drama nite.. everyone started huggin each other.. lolx. imagine. 19-20yrs old de guys hug each other.. hahax. yea. den after dat i go help my bro buy mac. n myself. he ate alot plx. i onli ate $4 de student meal. but he dun wan. he wan extra value meal n cheeseburger. aniwae. its total $7. n my mum let him.. -.- BIAS again.. hate dis..dis sux. fcuk.. -.-yea. so todae. was a bloody suay dae. it sux
wth menx!!sore eye.. =/ ouchie ouch.. damn pain you mei you.. haiz. later gg tekong. witness my bro ns graduation! wheE~ my last visit to tekong.. unless.. nxt time my bf go den i go. LOLX. but. dat ll b forever. hahax.yupp. so ytd. kinda fun. but dat sokyee late for bout 15min menx. wait for her can die. X_x hahax. den michelle sokyee n me took neoprints. lolx. i stil like bugis one more.. hahax. yea. so took 2 times.. menx. i m sooo broke.. my mum onli gif me $6.. n i spend it all.. -.- hahax. lunch i bloated lorx. eat e mac till i so fullll. hahax. yea. damn bloody full. i stil like burger king. LOLX. but tm dun haf burger king.. =( but nvm. tm got MINI TOONS. whoot~ so nice plx. e nice nice sweetie. waaa. x) hahax. n nice nice toy toy doggie! hahax. cool plx. ^.- ya. den we walk arnd tm lorx. til 2+ den go sy de house. lolx. so far.. hahax. ya.. den in d end is watch ck play tibia. pengX. -.- hahax. get to explore sy de rm. LOLX. shes lucki we din raid her rm. x) hahax. den 4+ we go hm liao. while michelle go kenz de house. for mp3 purpose. lolx. hahax. luckily luckily. i reach hm jux in d time. pheww. if not surely kana strangle by mum. lolx. not so kua zhang la. but kana scolded like hell la. X_x hahax. yea. ytd was fun.. x) oya. nightwind is bac. ^^ lucera.. tibia. to fight war.. =/ i hate wars.. cant there eva b peace in dis world. wats e point of fighting n dying n fighting n dying. even if u win. no honor lorx. pengx. jux to fight bac justice? =/ lolx. like wat we did last time.. but.. haizzdid nth ytd. mum wans me to finish smt b4 i go tekong. sianzzzz. stil hafta practise piano. stil hafta do hw.. haiz.my comm de screen horx. tink gonna spoil menx. kip shaking one. den can suddenly change color. =/ menx.. horrible plx. scary. lolx. better dun explode in frnt fo me. hahax.gtg do my stuffs liao.. =/ cyaxx. x)
hurt.. X_xlolx. hahax.. read tru my testimonials my friens once rote for me. sweet. nice. happy. xing fu. but nw? it jux seems like we r drifting.. drift to somewhr veri veri far.. somewhr far whr i duno whr.. hmm. c my hp inbox. er.. sometimes got e urge to delete everyting inside. so dat memories can b erased like e msges. poof. can everyting b dat ez? it takes a life to forget. =/ i laugh when i saw e funny testis my friens rote. but got e urge to cry oso. soooo sadd plx. within bout a few mths. we rarely tok. turn from friens. to close friens. to bex friens. to a total stranger.. hahax. time changes a person fast sia. agree? lolx. memories fadee.. ll u fade too? =/dis mornin horx. duno whr pain la. duno is stomach pain or gastric pain.. last nite oso.. last night my dad sae is gastric pain.. but i tink is stitch. but.. i sit at e table whole dae lorx.. din even move dao. y got stitch? pengx.. dis mornin 7am kana call up by mum to bathe n eat breakfast.. -.- 7am sia. den my vision blur like duno wat.. lolx. den after bathin stomachache like siaoz. somewhr arnd e stomach pain la.. pain till i cry.. -.- e tears jux flow out. lolx.. can imagine hw pain? haix. den my dad ask isit food poisonin or wat. den my mum sae NO hurryly. wth.. den my dad ask me isit xie du zi. den my mum oso hurry sae NO. wth.. den i sae 'u wan me tell u hw mani times? y u kip denying?!' den i go bac to my rm.. den lie on e bed pain till cry.. is heart pain or realli stomach pain? dunno..jux nw piano.. okok la. luv piano lesson in my cher hm. i luv his house. i luv his piano. i luv dat rm. AIR CONDITION ONE. hahax. soo liang u noe. soo coool n shuang. x) yupp. n u noe wat? my performance is postponed!! wheE~ i so happi like siaoz.. hahax. so shuang u noe.. i hate performance. i hate being on stagge. dont ask me y. coz it sux.so ya.. got stuck on 1 maths qn dis mornin. tink for bout half hr still no ans.. -.- den go read comic. LOLX. hahax. x) no choice. i m born stupid. cant blame me for duno hw to do stuffs. xPyupp. tired liao.. hahax. gtg. hafta rite michelle's letter. oya btw. i gg TM tml!! wheE~ hope to c ani friens dere. hahax. tm tm tm!! xD wheE~ wit michelle n sy. ya.. hahax. x) we r gonna hav fun. r we? x)
CRAZYi m gg to go crazy!! i do e a maths tys do till i sot diao lorx. so damn difficult.. so bloody idiot one. dunno wth it is riting. dunno wth it is askin. dunno wth is gg on. -.- argh. headache plx. i do till i stare at e qn for bout half hr. stil.. no ans.. =/ tou beri pain.. ahhhh. )=todae din realli do aniting. din manage to finish much stuff. was online-ing e whole dae zuo bo. haiz. tinkin stil so mani hw.. sianz 3/4..oya. i haf been tinkin bout dis matter for days. shld i cut short my hair? shld i cut my hair till shoulder length or those realli short till no need tie dat kind? confuse plx. haiz.. beri luan lorx. my mum wan me cut till those beri short kind. den i wan can tie one. aiya.. shld i let fate decide for me? )=sianz. nth much to blog bout todae. so shall end here bahx.tata~ life sianzz
='(lolx. cried alot todae.. =/ nono. is cry alot nwadaes. lolx. hahax. mayb i turn weak again. dong bu dong jiu ku.. ytd nite. cry to slp. lolx. duno lehx. had a long chat wit xr. den wit mum. yea. feel alot alot better. mayb.. ppl r born to reflect on demselves. heard xr sae u guy [u noe hu] r guilty. o cumon. no need feel guilty. feel guilty for wat? its not ur fault lorx.. wats dere to blame? if realli hafta blame. can onli blame ourselves. if we got zi ge. we surely can get into comm de. but.. we dont haf. since u guys can. hang on. dont gif up. u guys can do it de. x) erm. ya.. so chat wit my mum. or rather she dun let me slp wan me tok to her.. -.- but nvm. gou tong lorx.. ya.. so. everyting okok.. den cry to slp again. jux like last fri. after.. so ya.. i ll b strong. trust me kae..ya. todae cry alot.. not coz bout dat animore la. its e mtv my cuzzin send me. sooo sad.. cried. duno y lehx. watch see listen den cry. beri touchin n sadd.. got 3 mtv. which oso means i cried 3 times.. =/ hahax.. ya.. den jux nw watch e tong yi wu yan xia. duno y i cry oso.. jux noe dat e touchin scene.. n e part when wendy got 2 more hrs to live.. but still died.. taught us dat 2hrs can mean alot.. yepp. mayb.. watch tv rnt bad afterall harx. at least it taught us bout life.. life sux. x)so todae.. hmm. completed e bukit panjang de e maths paper. kinda ez. hahax. not i bhb la.. but realli much more ezier den our skool de. hahax. ytd celes oso msg me dat our skool paper so difficult! hahax. dat explain y we culdnt score. -.- yepp. lolx.hmm. damn bloddy hot nw. e sun is shining on me nw. bloody hot plxx. X_x sunset de sun is hot!! pengx.lolx.. i so sianz nww. argh. dun wan do hw.. sick of e sight of it. but if din finish dem.. i cant go out! argh.. no choice.. haftaa piaa. but furx. watch tv!!tata~ xDnot gonna cry animore.. at least i hope. x)
hmm.i haf LOTSA coments bout ytd de KOREAN dance performance. menx. it sux. -.- i duno wth its all bout plx. i was like.. u call dis a korean dance? wth does it concerns bout e korean? pengx. it sux. wit e blastin 'music'.. it totally ll leave a deep impression on me. coz dis is e worst performance i saw.. -.- got a gal inside sae wat stupid shito like i m no feelin, close e door n blah blah. pengx. in d end tahan till 9.30 lidat. regret for gg. waste my precious time lorx. den dey wear till so.. 'koreanish'.. which means not korean at all. dotxx. i jux noe dey r like wan kiss den e gals like raping e guy lidat. PENGX. walao. dis is crazi. =/ sux sux sux. argh. disgustin. gross. YUCKS. feel glad. geel proud of urself. feel relieve. dat u NO NEED suffer. yaa. so actualli plan to go to compasspoint todae de. at arnd sengkang dere. but lq de dad dun allow. in d end we go bugis lorx. e same old place. -.- yea. in d end 10.30 go.. 1.30 go bac liao. nth to shop one la. hahax. got sick of dere liao. kip gg dere. within dis 2 mths i alrdy go dere 3 times. SIANZ. hahax. i wanna go to somewhr new. x) m i turnin rebellious? jux coz i wana go to new place. to haf more exp. isit rong to do so? tink my mum dun like me gg out. haix. so todae havin lunch at burger king. *yum yum* its so niceeE plxx. x) but while eatin half wae horx. got one conman cum n sit beside liqing lehx. n den took out one brand e cKelvin or dunno wat la. a brand. he ask us from wat skool den yq sae Raffles girls. LOLX. so dman farnie plx. den he sae wat normal price is $129. but nw coz e perfume havent sold in market yet. so their boss wan dem to sell $59.90 onli. den ll gif a hangten shirt. den he wan us buy den sae wat for father's dae. -.- den he c us like dun wan lidat. den he sae BUT todae we givin promotion we let u buy one get one free. so we ll haf 2 sets. pengx. den he c us like dun wan de face horx. den he sae he ll oso gif us e sample. he sae e business so gd dat left e 3 sets onli. walaoeh. wat a big fat lie. in d end we sae we din bring enuff money tml den go buy from him. lolx. hahax. he tot we 3yr old kid mehx. wanna cheat us.. -.- blehx. i m not dat stupid although i m a noob. x)todae spend bout $7 sia. ex. lolx $4 on student meal. $3 on coleslaw for my mum. lolx. i m broke again.. how to save bac my money?! =( no pocket money during june hol lorx. so sad plxx. haix.. =/yea. so din complete much stuff todae. mum dun let me cum online. wan me do hw.. -.- sianz. my life is realli hw hw n homework? X_x hmm. but i heck. realli dun feel like doin. i stil wana slack. hahax.ok la. i wanna watch tv le. x)
lolx.nw. i m listenin to ou de yang de songs. hahax. he sing not bad la. but qy sae he sound gay. -.- not realli la. i tink his song beri lively. hahax. n sweet. x) but i stil like jay jay n jay compared to him. LOLX. hahax.later go lq de house. to do card for tuition cher. lolx. i draw smt liao. but havent outiline. later ask dem like anot den trace lorx. bi jing wat i draw is not nice. to some ppl. but to me. its perfect. coz its drawn by ME. wahahahax. x) i m crazi. lolx.stil got stomachache lehx. xie du zi a few daes liao. my mum kip sae u mux xie more den 3 times den suan xie du zi. pengx. i noe my own health lorx. dun believe me.. one dae i dehydrate den she regret its all too LATE. pengx. argh.. beri pain.. X_xlater tonite gg to e dance performance. dang. better not pain. or i go bang head liao. hahax. yea. its so late. i hate gg out at nite. its eerie. its scary. u nv noe wats those idiotic guys r doin. starin at u when u walk past dem. its so.. gross.. dats y i dont wear skirt one. den my mum everytime sae me tomboy or wat shitox. hahax. coz i owaes wear jeans. x) but hu cares. i hate those guys de yan shen. i noe i no sheng cai oso la. but argh.. nvm. ytd go watch e piano concert by Barry Snyder. yep. its nice. hes pro. but to sae e truth. i dun understand wats hes playin. i jux noe hes playin piano. pengx. hahax. i noe i m bad la. coz i relli duno hw to appreciate such stuffs de.. later go watch dance oso same de lorx. ytd u duno hw hard i force myself not to yawn.. blehx.. hes pro. realli imagine he memorixe over 10+ pieces n play dem w/o scores. woot~ dats pro. damn pro. compared to me. hehe. i sux. x) realli. i got stage fright one. once on stage. i can forgot everyting de. n once i panic. dats gone. all my hardwork ll poof wit e time. lolx. hes realli exppressivo. can suddenly ppp den suddenly fff one. pengs. scary u noe. got one guy sit in front of me chiok diao. hahahax. he shock diao lorx. when he suddenly play so loud. hahax. emotional? hmm.. duno lehx. my own view on pianist is dat guys play piano better den gals. don ask me y. dats jux my instincts. yea. n obviously. i dont play well.. hahax. recently learnin e hanon.. den my hands so small den i stretch till so cham.. so pain.. but my piano cher no need stretch.. hands jux nice fit e octave.. -.- but mayb wat my mum sae is true. hardwork ll pay. hmm.. mayb bahx. but realli pain. my arm de muscles pain like dunno wat when i practise e hanon. lolx. exercise bahx.. later gonna practise again. i dont believe i cant do it. ^.-hahax. yea. so.. hmm. finished e 'to kill e mockingbird' de reflections liao. wheE~ it jux seems like i m doin elit lorx. hahax. mayb i m born to rite crapx e bex. hahax. but stil got essay lehx. essays cant rite crapx one.. =/ haizz. sianzz. i stil got tons of hw havent do lorx. i haf onli completed pathetic 2 hw. compre n reflections. -.- its sooo pathetic. hw to finish dem all b4 skool reopen? haixxyea.. so i hafta go pratise my hanon liao. tata- x)
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