x)listenin to angmoh songs nw. strange harx. i usualli like to listen to chi song ritex? hahax. but nvm. as long as eng songs oso sad sad den ok liao. so shuang u noe. listenin to e 'welcum to my life' den sing wit it. shuang diao liao. hahax. sianz like siaoz..aniwae.. thx peepx out dere hu owaes cheer me up. hahax. as long as i in RL happi can liao ritex? ^^ dont wry la. wo kan kai le. tink alot dis few daes.. tinkin wats mine is mine. wats not mine.. ll NV b mine.. so wat for sad? wat for cry? wat for grumble? its all fate.. its ur loss for not wanting me ritex? ^.- lolx. so bhb.. hahax.yupp. stomachache dis few daes.. damn lorx.. dunno eat rong wat.. hao xiang food poisoning lidat lehx.. sianz 3/4.. pain like wanna die lidat. lolx. arghh.. paining nw.. damn la.. later i go concert better dun pain.. =/ dis few daes nite hatfa kip gg out. todae go watch piano concert. tml go watch e dance performance.. -.- sianzz lorx.. ll i fall aslp? better not. lolx.. ytd i beri guai. i go do hw. LOLX. ya.. finish e damn compre. hmm.. u noe wat? e compre damn chim.. i spent whole afternn doin. in d end. e whole dae i onli manage to do one ting. n dats compre. LOLX. hahax. pathetic i noe..ytd o lvl chi. alot of ppl sae cant get A1.. -.- aiyoo. mux haf confidence mahx. but as long as u guys haf tried ur bex. its ok de la. its OVER. x) focus on ur other subj lorx.. hahax. all e bex for sec 4x. hmm. nth much happen ytd. ytd was such a boring dae. *yawn* lolx. hahax. woke up damn early todae.. 7+ awake. WIDE AWAKE. =/ in d end wake up on com lorx. can tell dad bu shuang. but hu cares. x)ok la. hafta go bathe liao.. cyax. wish mee luckk. no more stomachache plxxx. =(
raindrops..big raindrops. small raindrops. medium size raindrops. drop drop drop. yea. heavy rain nw. rainin cats n dogs. can rain horse n cows? lolx. thunderstorm. lao tian zai ku qi. cry? for hu? u or me?dis past few daes were sickening borin. cry to slp. x) gd. at least dis shows dat i m not a stone. i got feelings one. i dun haf blackheart. x) lalala~ din do much stuffs.. din touch dao hw. sianzz. finish re-riting michelle's letter. den play com games. realise one stupid game which likes to lag n hang my com.. -.- isketch. pengx.. dun like dis game. dunno hw to draw. n dunno hw to c ppl drawins. all sux.hmm. realli borin k. nxt wk seems like a bz wk for me. every nite gg out lidat. =/ nite.. er.. scary.. i dun like to go out at nite. fear. phobia. haiz. dark..i realise smt. my bro gonna graduate from ns soon. den he ll no need go bac tekong liao. BUT. still hafta continue ns. but is in singapore. hmm. ya.. so.. he might b able to cum bac hm everydae. to use com till late nite. den i no need so early slp liao. YAY. lolx. boring. cant life b more meaningful for me? yepp. life is meaningless for me. x) wats e point of living? my point of living is to hang on. i got too mani tings i havent do. but it jux seems dat i dun haf ability to do dem. even if i wan. i cant. lolx. chim rite? x) so.. except hw. my point of livin is still hw. hw. n HOMEWORK. wat else?i m crazi. i dunno wat i m doin n wat i m sayin. menx. can u save me? =/ sianz. lend me ur shoulder lehx. i wan cry.can i?
hi..b happi. i ll try. i ll b. i mux b. smile? SMILE. x)ytd. went to skool. feel like pon. but u tink can mehx. anw saw a beautiful rainbow in e mornin. unexpected ritex? its so nice.. so long nv c a rainbow le. its so fade. yet so beautiful.. haiz. den listen to e string quatet till i nearly slp.. =/ okok. i dunno hw to appreciate dis kinda tings one. i oso dunno hw to appreciate dance. but i appreciate dramas. dramas? er.. mayb i ll change mi mindset.. after skool i went recycle plant. kinda fun. came to noe a doggie. 7mthx old onli. her name is called julie. xD hahax. its so cute plx. get to play wit it for bout 10 min bahx. hahax. yea. everyting went so well till i reach skool. actualli dun wan go cdc one. coz late le mahx. plus i got tuition. but in d end still went. yea. den sec 4x step dwn. new comm go up. i got no comments. dun feel like bloggin here even if i haf.. i mean wats e point. later ppl tot i jealous coz i m not in it. but.. ok fine. aniwae. i agree wit a person. 'u make us suspect our own ability'.. i regreted so much. for not listenin to my mum. obviously wat my mum scolded me everydae at d end of rehersals came true. she mux b so happi of herself nw. she got it rite. x) but nvm. no more burden le. mayb d end of dis yr. or nxt yr. wonengzoudeanxinle. yinweiwomeiyoufudan. wobuxuyaozaijianchi. wonengfangshou. wonengfangqi. yinweiwoyimeiyoujixudeliyou. since passion is gone. wats e point of holding on? x) so yupp. after cdc go tuition lorx. gastric lorx. expected one. den buy 2 bread as my dinner den go tuition. till 9 lehx. pengx lorx. how hard i pray for it to end soon menx. in d end reach hm at near 9.40 lidat. den bath den eat abit den online 5 min den slp.so todae. erm. ya. dun feel like gg skool. duno hw to mian dui ppl. no gan jue aniwae. but yet. i ll smile. i hafta. x) lalala~ go skool assembly lorx. sianz 3/4. den hol hw distribution. dotxx. hate it. den go bac class clean classrm. den afternn go hm fetch mum to skool for parent cher meetin. yea. den my mum was tokin a whole lot of crapx to mdm kee. make me so lao kui.. lolx. auntie lidat one. no choice.. =/ yea. so wait for bus 40 can die. wait til i nearly hot till die. lolx. ya. so here i m bloggin. feelin so bloody restless. mum wan me do hol hw liao. but i heck la. wanna rest till enuff furx. hahax. but ll it ever b enuff? xP sianz. results so lan. can die. l1r5 25 in my report bk. pengx. dis wk is jux so bloody suay plx? mayb i m doom to b an ordinary person forever. so. let me b. me = not worth it. pinfanhuoxushifu.
tired..dunno y.. todae v tired lidat lehx.. den kip sneezing.. den fa dou.. dont tell me i m gonna fall sick soon.. NOOOOOO!! =/jux finish eatin dinner.. sianz. eating e same ting every wk.. wanna vomit menx.. pengx.jux nw do e zuo wen. sianzz lorx. i rite luv story. den in d end e guy died.. walao. sadd plx.. hahax. but let me rite e story in turn not beri nice liao lorx.. lolx. i kip rerite n rerite.. later still hafta edit.. hahax. phobia of zuo wen menx. dun feel like doin.. alot of hol hw u noe.. bio got 10 essay qn lehx. pengx. chi got so mani stuffs to do.. a maths oso.. argh.. siandedhaiz. todae.. kana e form for parent cher meetin ting. duno y i kana e green one. strange? den rl got yellow. den she cry la. i mean wats e point of cryin over spilled beans. wats so sad bout. if i wan cry. i ll swallow my tears lorx. i ll nv show it to anione. not nv la.. is kinda rare.. hahax. aniwae.. i sae her cry. duno shld i go comfort her anot. coz i noe i ll kana scolded. coz i got e green form. not e yellow.. sure sae i tokin crapx coz i got e green form.. yeayea.. den i dunno hw to comfort her.. realli.. everytime i try to comfort her.. she ll sweep awae my hand. wats her prob menx. does she noe it hurts me? not her. obviously she duno.. den i noe i still hafta do my part as my frien. den i go sae dun need cry one la. den u noe wat? she glare at me. wtf. she glare me till i nearly wanna cry lorx.. even julia sae to me she glare like she wanna kill me lidat. wtf wtf wtf. wats her prob. did i owe her aniting last life? did i de zui her? y owaes lidat. i tink we r realli drifting apart.. if its not coz i treat her as my sec 1- frien... haiz. forget it.. makes me haf e urge of cryin again.. todae alot of ppl bdae lehx. got 3 ppl i noe bdae todae. happi bdae to dem bahx.but todae i v suay.. lolx.. haiz..i go watch tv le.. tata..
menx.u noe wat? theres homework alrdy! when i havent slack enuff. =( lolx. if theres jux some exercise to do. fine. but its ZUO WEN! wth. i alrdy nearly fail zuo wn during e mid yr exam lorx. nw e sight of zuowen makes me scared liao shitox.. =.= phobia plxx.. sianz. luckily its postponed to thurs. if not i die sia.. tml hafta hand in chem ws. n here i m slackin off. argh. sianzz. dun feel like doin lorx. to me its like after e exams horx. everyting i ONCE noe is thrown to e back of my head. somewhr deeeep. whr i might not b able to search it bac.. lolx.haiz. jux nw horx. went pp to buy bagg wit ls. BUT. dun haf e ones we like. so too bad lorx. den we met lynn n plan to go bugis together. but in d end she cant go n left me n ls gg alone lorx. in d end we walk arnd e bugis village for bout 1+hr.. -.- in d end i anihw choose one bag n buy lorx. den dat ls sae hao we buy e same brand same type one. but in d end she dun wan.. -.- dotxx. but i got myself a black black bagg. yea.. actualli wan e ns green one. or e brown one. but got one dot one dot like fa mei those kind. den decide change to black lorx. white dirty v ezily mahx.. =/ haiz. so here goes one dae.oya. can u ever guess wats my L1R5?! 27!!!! xD pro ritex?! thank you thank you. lolx. yep. i won my bro by 1o+marks sia. damn pro. x)) when i told my mum she hafta go for e parents teachers meeting horx. she ask y. den i tell her my L1R5 den she diaox me. X_x hahax. i m jux too pro. xD lolx.. pengz.hmm.. todae i damn forgetful sia. i forgot to bring my food for recess. n i forgot to bring umbrella. n my dar dar water bottle.. walao.. i thirst like siaoz todae lorx. n of coz hungry like siaoz. hahax.todae hying beri angry. in d end i oso tink til i angry. bout our pri skool life. yea. it sux. sux totally. nightmare. yupp. a nightmaree which is finally over. dont u tink i dont tok bout pri skool life as often? coz jux dun feel like it. if u ever kana boycott. n if u ever kana pangseh. u ll noe hw we feel.. bex class doesnt mean theres no mean ppl. mean ppl r EVERRWHR. thats y i dun like to b too close to v clever ppl. u ll nv noe wat they r up to. dont tell me pri skool peepx de minds r innocent. sry. i dont believe. after i haf suffered like shitox. it sux. no fun. crapox.haiz. ytd morning cry. finally after so long cry de chu lai le. tink of my results. my friens. my life. cry. u noe. not ez to cry out loud lehx. i was cryin in my rm alone. lonely. bro was sitting at e com table when i sniff sniff go online. lolx. tink he noe i jux cried. but as usual he heck me. yupp. expected. no one care me in dis family. wonder wats dis world gg to. nth goes rite. damn havent do hw yet. arghx. blog nxt time. tata
pimpleE!!!!!menx. jux realise deres a pimple on my face. n dis one hurts. menx. dont tell me its gonna b those big big kind. -.- damn la. sianz boh. =/todae was another boring dae.. walk arnd my home. but my home so small lorx. so walk lai walk qu is onli dat small lil space for me to walk.. haiz. surf net den play gb WHOLE dae. den play n surf till my eyes blur diao.. nw tired plx.. i kip kana thrash one. ya la. me noob. x) hahax. but i dun care. it is to kill my time. not wat. hey. peepx wit gb. add me k? my username: 'happyfool'. hahax. cool ritex. ^.- lolx. i realise jewels r so fun. can earn aLOT of gp one. LOLX. hahax. nw my noob charac wooden hammer liao. wheE~ fast ritex? hahax. lolx.. okok. i noe i m so lame. lets SKIP topic bahx.wanted to do e hol hw e A maths tys de. BUT. i forgot all e formulas liao.. =/ so stare at it beri long. den go bac computer table n play gb. LOLX. hahax. i m sooo SLACK rite? x) learn from me worx. xP hahax. wait til june hol de tuition den do liao la. nw forgot EVERYTING hw to do.. sianzz..wat to do NOW? menx.. i m jux so bored..
boring..hmm.. wat a totally boring dae.. i hope theres smt for me to mug nw.. to kip me awae from tinkin of smt which can n ll affect my mood. i jux wanna b happi. bring bac my innocence can? haiz..
jux nw i tok to my bob doggie.. yupp. its a toy.. lolx. can u imagine.. i m so lonely til i hafta tok to my toy.. -.-actualli no la.. i jux luk at e toy n listen to e radio.. alone.. in e rm wit 4 walls facing me.. onli veri long. no one chat wit me. sianz like shito.. den eyes oso tired mahx.. play gb til sianz.. play tibia no friens inside chat wit me.. play maple cant get in.. can u imagine wat a life i m living in? i m TRAPPED in dis ting called LIFE. boring..jux nw go piano cher hm to haf piano lesson. waseh. his rm cool plx. realli cool.. coz air condition de mahx. xD hahax. den i oso dunno y.. todae play e piano kip hit rong notex.. =/ sianzzden cher poor ting sia. nearly bei wo qi si. hahax.. x))noe wat.. jux nw michelle told me dat she din recieve e letter i send her.. menx.. how?! ll dat ting reach dat person den? i put it into e same mail box.. but diff dae la.. how harx? PRAY hard.. i can rerite michelle's letter.. but i cant redo e card sia.. argH.. help me pray oso lehx.. thx.. =/i need lotsa luck. its v impt to me..ytd went to watch dat dhs de drama.. all i can sae is.. cchms de drama is stil e bex.. x) mayb coz dey got opera n dance which i dunno how to appreciate la.. coz i onli noe drama mahx.. me noob n dun understand opera lorx.. i onli noe inside got 'dong dong QIANG'. xP so din realli enjoy myself ytd.. plus.. someone dao me.. yepp. i waited for her after e show.. though during e show she pretend she ting bu dao ME.. at least dats wat i tink.. coz my voice is kinda loud lorx.. den she walk off so damn fast after she came out of e toilet.. leaving me tryin to chase after her.. wtf is dis gg on.. pang seh? den saw ls.. yep.. tink she go support her friens in dhs bahx.. or is her friens ask her go n support.. heck.. in d end.. i stand at e bus stop alone.. all alone.. luking at e starless nite.. everyone used strange expressions lukin at me lorx.. coz mayb my hair v luan bahx.. hu cares.. sheng min zhe yang gao su wo. wo shi gu du de.. mei ren li wo.. mei ren zai hu wo. wo zhi shi ge mo sheng ren.. shi nian yi hou. wo bu ren shi ni. ni bu ren shi wo. yin wei.. shi jian hui chong dan yi qie.. tong yi mahx? dis is life..realised.. mani of my friens r drifting awae from me. x) but do i care? hmm.. u tink lehx? i becum kinda quiet liao lehx.. if u noe me well.. i scared too talkative ll scare ppl awae sia.. lolx.. is my face realli dat scary? hw cum pl meet me liao dare not tok to me one? walaoeh.. sadded plxx.. X_xdis suxx.. hmm.. hope.. i wont b lonely. dun wan to b miss lonely sia.. =/dotxX
wow..jux finished readin 'i believe you'.. beri nice.. jux like 'destiny's cries' lidat.. dis story sooo nice.. but i dun understand e endin.. okok.. i m stoopid i confess.. =/ but at least it makes me cry k. x) but tears din drop dwn. i wan to b strong k. i dun care if its act or real. jux b strong.. beri nice. hey peepx. go chec it out. tell me wat e ending means if u read liao.. coz i bo doh u noe? hahax.. but tink he got wake up la.. go to e link n find 'i believe you' n go read e story. same author as destiny's cries. beri beri nice. u wont regret after readin.. unless u r as stoopid as me dat u dun understand den i ya kou wu yan lorx.. xP jux angry at e gal charac inside.. kip scoldin e f word n smokes.. =/ den somemore e guy stil like her.. -.- lolx.. kan bu chu lorx.. whr got guys nwadaes wan dis kind of gal? tot all guys wan chio gals? lolx.. who noes.. alrdy got one person i noe prove me rong. not all guys wan chio gals. as long as her charac is gd shes his everyting. x) he gave me hope.hmm.. zuo bo-ing nw.. duno wat to do.. online whole dae liao.. jux nw go practise piano like wan die lorx. no strength.. like still sad sad lidat.. haiz.. hit e note v cham.. den june stil hafta go perform.. -.- kana force by cher lorx.. ask him can dont go perform but c other ppl perform den he sae NO. =( so cruel to reject such an innocent cute gal like me rite?! lolx.. jkjk. den hafta go record e pieces into a cd.. -.- wat if i played rong? damn la.. stress plx.. lolx.. if onli.. i m a realli normal kid. x) wit normal grades. wit normal family. hahax. but.. dis world ll not normal is everyone is normal. ^.-yep.. jux kana force to drink bai kai shui by mum.. den kana scolded.. -.- coz i nv drink water e whole dae liao.. lolx. actualli cant blame me one u noe. coz i got drink one can drink.. den not thirsty coz e glucose n.. okok.. stop stop.. ya.. so not thirsty hw to drink.. wan die of bloating mehx.. -.- later stil hafta go to dunman high.. sianzz plxx. hw i wish i can jux stuff myself at hm n day dream whole dae.. n luk at e trees outside e window.. n feel e breeze. x) so relaxeE.. hahaxhmm.. todae sat liao worx.. so fast.. tink dat ting reach e mail box le bahx.. erm ok. hope dat person wont xiang wai wai. its realli jux a bdae prezzie. nth more.. jux wat a frien wanna gif a frien. to make herself not guilty not sad n to forget. x) i jux wanna let dis b an end. may everyting b wat i wish.. n hope. can it works? can i believe? lolx. too bad theres no guy hu ll sae e word 'believe me' to me. but. hu cares.. i m a loner. jux lonely. ^^okok. let me stop all e crapx here.. hope i ll haf a wonderful dae.. n u too.tata.. idlu
moann?do i haf e rite to moan? cry? wanna cry.. hw i hope i can finally cry out loud after a few wks of acting strong.. i realli wish dat i can hide someowhr in a corner n cry.. cry out my heart.. but i cant.. i can onli smile n laugh fakely. x) dis is life..bio failed. wheE~ yepp.. fail 3 subj.. fail bio todae.. u noe wat.. i actualli passed my bio.. 50/100.. but u noe wat.. one marked rongly.. n deduct 1mark.. in d end.. 49/100.. menx.. do u noe how impt is dat one mark? it not onli change my grade.. but oso changed me from pass to faill.. fail? wtf? do i even haf e rite to sae dis word.. e subj i haf confidence in failed! woot~ i rox.. ya rite.. noe wat.. e moment when i noe i lost 1 mark.. is e moment when my bunny is struggling to stay alive. BUT. it gif up.. n of coz.. it left me alone in dis world.. its gone. it died at 9.15-9.20 lidat.. gr8? e moment its gone. my hapiness is gone.. u might b tinkin y isit so coincidence.. yea.. tings r owaes so qiao.. it left me suffering alone.. i cant cry.. cant..coach carter.. nice. splendid.. realli marvellous.. bball rox k. x) waseh.. e basketballers inside damn shuai kae. xD sooo shuai. hahax. if dis is real.. hw gd ll it b. xP yea. vvvvv nice. go watch. its e bex. hahax.jux nw after watchin coach carter.. rl julia hying charr n me or suntec dere shopp.. window shoppin la.. we alrdy broke liao lorx.. hw to reali shopp.. xP so mani adidas shop dere sia.. lolx.. i luv mini toons bex. x) n converse shop.. n e wallet shop.. LOLX. hahax. hmm.. oya.. saw zc n other ppl on e wae when we r finding e food court.. yepp.. menx. hes soo gdd plx. he cum out n find me coz i call him he din notice.. den in d end he cum out sia. waseh.. bu kui shi my kor kor. xD ya.. my bex korr.. hu treat me e bex.. hahax. x) dats y i sae.. got kor is e bex.. ^^ jux nw funny sia.. dat julia n runling jealous! LOLX. yep. v happi to haf such a kor. so XING FU!! x)) hahax. ya.. hope he realli did well for his mid yr..hmm.. burger king beri nice.. no wonder my rl bro like to go dere eat.. lolx.. eat till i full full sia.. student meal.. hahax. den charr n julia duno go buy $6 plus de.. LOLX. hahax. xP den after we finish eatin dat notti charr go spit small pieces of ice on huiying. hahax.. huiying suay sia. kana bash by e icee.. xDwaseh.. jux finish watchin e channel 8 7pm de show.. so u can c hw long i took to rite dis post.. xP dat show damn nice.. damn sweet.. BUT.. e ending suxx.. n i nearly CRY! my eyes filled wit tears when i saw dem luv each other but dun wanna choose.. e 3 ppl arhx.. haiz.. kinda sad.. but glad dey din do e selfish side of luv. x) learn alot of stuffs from dis show bahx. when u luv someone.. u ll wish dat he or she is happi instead of ownin he or she when u cant own his or her heart. x) learn to let go to treasure. theres miracle in luv but u hafta believe in it. wats luv.. wen shi jian qing wei he wu arhx..hmm.. haiz. tml nite still hafta go dunman high to watch their drama.. -.- y shld cchms go when dey din cum for our performance?! >:( lolx.. yepp.. but since its free.. y not. hahax. glad my mum let me go.. but aiya.. tml sure kana scolded one la.. as usual.. numb? ought to.. tml my bro cum bac! woot~ c hu reach hm earlier. xP tink he ll reach earlier la.. hahaxyepp. i ll try to b happi.. let go might b e bex choice.. fang shou.. hmm.. jux nw i was tinkin lehx.. mayb.. i shldnt post dat stuff.. i scared i ll regret.. i scared.. i scared dat person ll.. er.. ok nvm.. hope we r still friens lorx.. hope at least e ting inside wont go into e bin bin.. coz i spend one whole sat doin de lehx.. =/ lolx. yep. so.. duno la..i ll b content.. coz i wanna b happi.. no matter hw suxx my results.. i promise.. i ll still b e happyfool in ur eyes.. x)
thunderstorm nw.. 'cryin for me? duno.. e furx paper i got todae alrdy destinied me dat i wont get gd results todae. n yea.. i m rite.. e maths jux pass.. -.- wth.. to tink dat i got suck high expectations on it.. haiz.. hcl.. section A was gd.. but section B suxx. total sux.. B3 for hcl.. sux ritex. all thx to my paper 1.. haiz.. ming zhong zhu ding.. den physics.. faill.. expected.. but.. i realli din expect so mani ppl to pass though dey jux jux pass.. bout 50+.. yea.. was shock.. i fail wit flying colorx.. yea. 43/100.. wheE~ it ROTX my world.. x) fake smile? dis suxx.. tml got bac bio.. can i even pass? plx.. let e ans b a yes.. i hafta pass.. noe wat m i tellin myself when i got bac e physics paper? ll mrs indra ask me to drop physics.. none of my physics test haf ever pass.. gratx? haiz.. realli hafta face reality.. cant escape.. zhu ding de.. mayb i shld realli ask myself dis qn.. did i realli try my bex.. did i realli work VVVVV beri hard? i did try my bex.. at least i hope.. i nearly gif up hope on studyin.. realli.. but.. in d end i study.. i realli did.. but..i alrdy v sad la lorx when i return hm jux nw.. no tears.. yay.. i haf becum strong.. x) sianzz.. chat wit ls jux nw. feel much more better.. yepp.. indeed shes my bex budd n sis.. x) luv her lotsa.. nearly cry jux nw.. coz.. aiya.. nvm.. life is jux not as ez as i m tinkin when i m young.. its much more complicated.. hafta study.. hafta learn ppl de feeling.. hafta suffer ppl de attitude.. argh.. haiz.. told ls dat i duno wat rong haf i done last life. y born in dis pathetic family of me.. haiz. may i hurry hurry grow up. find a guy jia le. den no need study.. somemore can leave dat pathetic home. wheE~ cool.. hahax.. yep.. i go deliever smt todae.. dunno y.. like got a kind of gan jue not wanting me to send.. ll aniting happen? eh.. dunno.. aniwae.. rain v big jux nw.. den i shelter julia in d end half of my body WET.. luckily charr de certificate not WET.. hahax. yea.. coz its in my dar dar chem file.. x) ll all e bad luck of todae end rite nw? i wanna enjoy myself tml.. can i? lolx.. my bro sat nite den cum bac.. hmm.. he still sick i suppose.. he arhx.. kiam pa.. sick dun wan go c doctor.. -.- noe y? he sae waste time coz he wanna play com game.. -.- hes an idioy ritex.. -.- den he cough non stop stil wan play.. dotxx.. e biscuits from his camp in ns is damn delicious menx.. i took it to skool to eat.. share wit julia rl n hying.. lolx.. hahax.. nice can.. lolx.. julia n hying can take forever n nv b able to eat e biscuits again! coz dey dun haf siblings hu ll go ns! LOLX. xP yepp.. so bring e biscuits to hl todae.. wahahahax. hahax.. hmm.. may everyting went smooth tml.. n forever. dont let me wait till yi qian nian yi hou.. can?
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dis sux big time. got bac 9 damn results of mine.. yea. i flunk them. wheE~ they rotx my socks k. DOTX.
hw i hope i can stop fake laughin. its jux sooo fake. argh. luckily.. julia was nxt to me. cheering me up. haizz.. den gr8.. gastric pain! wth plx. pain til i cry.. =/ first cry bcoz of e damn results.. but i told myself not to let my tears drop in front of my friens. so yea. my tears evaporate or wte u call.. it din drop. x) but gastric pain til i wanna cry lorx.. den julia lend me her hand to grip.. menx. thx to her.. luv her sia. x) yea. wat a bad dae.. a maths. sux. though pass.. sry sry peepx.. i jux haf too high expectations for myself la.. for my both maths n hcl.. but often.. these r e ones which disappoint me e mox.. haiz..
chem. thank god. i din fail.. its jux soo close to fail.. luckily.. but.. i did study.. i realli did.. i realli did try my bex.. my vv bex.. but.. god likes to make fun of ppl. ritex? got bac 3 paper todae. 2 paper on mon. n 3 paper on tues. failed my ss.. haiz.. i m destinied to fail for my ss.. since sec 1.. lolx.. resigned to fate plx. den.. e geog. THANK GOD I PASS. yepp.. luckily i got remem e agriculture ting. lolx.. coz my map reading got onli 1/10.. -.- suxx.. n to tink of it.. i spend half hr on map readin n got 1 mark. n another half hr on agriculture n got 15/20. yep. x) mayb i m a farmer last life? :O lolxx.hmm.. my paper 1 for eng n chi suxx. sux totally. din expect myself to get dat result.. esp hcl. somemore i lost to her. wth. nw onli my eng n maths win her. crapx? i jux cant stand her attitude when she dont bother to teach me when i ask her qn. jux reply 'i dunno'.. dotx. so selfish.. she last life mux haf been a fishmonger. den in d end her marks soo high.. suxx..haiz. my emaths paper 1.. x) okok la. but mayb can do better one. realli.. jux hope tml de paper 2 can get better.. but i doubt so.. physics tml.. gr8.. jux hope i dont get single digit marks.. bex is 40+.. but its impossible. though its stil pass.. but 40+ i m content le.. realli.. but.. tml i cham.. haiz. fri go watch coach carter. bball de movie. i wonder if i can enjoy it.. after i receive bac ALL my results.. wish me luck k? haiz.. todae wed rite.. my bro go camp liao.. in ns. n my sufferings oso start liao. lolx.. he fri end camp. i fri finish receivin results.. lolx.. so coincidence.. dat time mid yr exam oso lidat.. he finish his 7dae trainin i oso finish my exams.. xD yepp. i believe we can both hang tru.btw. i change my blogskinn liao. nice rite? i spend bout 2 daes trying to change e pic n edit much of it. yep it rox ritex? x)all e bex for me. tml ll b e worst dae for me..i jux wanna b happy..
haiz.yepp.. cl listenin compre todae.. after it. its all over.. finally? but recieve my pathetic results.. my mood is gone.. all poof-haf i not tried my bex. tings r gettin worse as time goes by. time can chong dan yi qie? realli? den let me b bac e real happi me plx.. i jux wanna b happi.. jux pure happiness..julia read my inbox todae sia.. den let me recall those happi or sad moments shld i sae.. anw.. e whole debrief i was like dyin lorx.. wan cry but cant. pathetic plxx. i dun wan feel hurt. i jux wan smile. i jux wan laugh. i jux wan b e rl me. when i m not hurt at all.. e wounds r hard to heal.. not ez k. not as ez as u tink. it sux.my dad jux nw called e sucker. n sae he wan buy e 7k useless metal jnk motorcycles. yep. its uesless. yepp.. its jux a junk. cant my dad ever learn to b content? he alrdy got 2 motorcycles le lorx. wat else he expect. y wan one more. n hey. 7k. $7000!! hello? 7k? wtf. use 7k to buy a junk metal. isit worth it? jux bcoz its blue color. o cum on.. stop being so idiot. wake up menx. when i jux wan buy smt i like. or smt i need. he dun allow. y can he buy smt which is so uselsess? ok fine. mayb he likes it. but wat bout me? i wan buy a forever friends bear for myself. i kana scolded. i use my own money oso cant. wtf is dis world becumin into? y is he so jian? our family alrdy not rich. can sae poor. n he stil fork out dat precious 7k? okok. i m not being money face. but.. realli.. w/0 money.. u cant survive. agree? whenever i wanna buy a drink. a can of drink. a tibit or wte shito. i ll consider hw not rich i m. n hw broke. n mayb i can save e lil money up n save myself in e future. but y cant my dad tink dat wae? n e worst part is my mum allows.. gr8.. wtf is these adults tinkin? dey wan die? dey go demselves lorx. y drag me into dis world n suffer? i haf enuff.. realli.. cant dey c me hurt everydae. everytime. everywhr? gr8. this incident shall let me hate him forever. hate? sry. i dont wish to use dis word. but theres no other words to describe those hatrad. haiz.can i poof wit e money? i jux wanna poof into e thin air. whr sufferings can stop. zuo ren zhen nan..
haf u ever truly LUV someone b4?once.. a guy fall in luv wit a gal hu works as a cashier in a shop. [<--smt like 24hr de shop eg. 7-11] he ll visit e shop everydae w/o fail n to jux buy smt.. moxly a loaf of bread.. [-.-] jux to seE her.. as daes go by.. they became more n more familiar wit each other n close la of coz.. den their conv grows too.. when e gal is feelin down.. moody or bored. e guy ll owaes b dere for her to cheer her up. chat wit her. e gal feels dat e guy might haf fallen in herself.. BUt she alrdy got bf.. [:(] one dae.. finally e guy confess to her. [0o] jux so coincidently a machine which contains doll doll for ppl to put in money n try their luck to pick dat kind arrived outside her shop earlier dat dae. n dat gal like e dolls inside alot. e gal duno hw to reject e guy. in d end she call e guy to pick 100 dolls for her. n he is onli limited to pick onli 1 doll per dae.. den perhaps she ll consider accepting him. actualli.. her intention is jux to let time drift e guy de feeling to her awae.. [so cruell.. X_x] she tot dat time can slowly make him forget her. or to wash awae e feeling.. to her.. 100 dolls ll at least take e guy 3+ mths. see furx bahx.after dat dae.. e guy went to e shop n pick one doll everydae. sometimes.. hes lucky. 1 or 2 tries gotcha e doll.. hwever. sometimes its not.. he ll even borrow money from his frien when he has used up his pocket money to jux pick up dat pathetic doll.. [dotx] he ll still try to tok to e gal. tryin to b like as b4.. when dey can chat happily n joke wit each other. hwever.. e gal tries to siam him. n wont tok much. n onli kip e relationship as workers n customers.. [:'(]suay suay one dae.. e gal quarrel wit her bf hu is overseas.. bcoz he did not wanna cum bac to celebrate bdae wit her.. den.. e guy went to e machine as usual. but dis time he ask e gal if she can allow him pick 2 dolls dat day.. however.. e attitude gal shouted a NO to him.. n shoo him off.. [walao..] after picking up one doll.. e guy turn his back n return home sadly..from dat day onwards.. e guy stop gg to e shop to pick dolls.. nor did he buy e one loaf of bread from e shop animore.. [!!] e gal began to wonder y. but shes oso relieve dat e guy finally stop bothering her.. [suxx] as time goes by.. she began to worried.. n miss his back view.. e familiar back view hu owaes tryin his migh to pick up e dolls.. oftenly.. she ll peep outside to find e back view. to no avail.. finally.. she culd not resist [tahan?] animore n ask e guy's friens hu ll sometimes accompany him to e shop.. their expression is strange.. sad sad lidat. dey brought her to e guy's house.. dey open e door of e guy's rm.. in e rm.. were mani mani wooly wooly dolls.. but on e bed.. lies e guy.. jux den.. e guy's mum gave her a letter e guy rote. [o0]"if u got e chance of readin this letter. it shows that my operation had failed.. remem dat dae when i ask u i wanna pick 2 dolls? its bcoz i m onli left wit 2 dolls to 100. although i noe dat even if i got e 100 dolls.. u ll stil not even consider me.. but its ok.. i jux wanna prove to myself n everyone dat i haf once.. truly luv b4.." [X_x sweet plx..]e truth is dat e guy had some spinal cord de disease.. n hafta haf an operation which has onli 50% of chances to succeed.. [=/] that dae when e guy wanna pick 2 dolls. is e day b4 e operation. he was worried dat e operation ll fail n wish to get e 100 dolls n pass to her personally.. But.. [..]e letter is ritten by him b4 e operation.. after reading e letter.. tears flood e gal's eyes. luking at e 99 dolls in e rm.. e nxt dae.. e gal return to his house.. n place e 100th doll on e guy's hand hu is nw a vegetable..e drop of tear flow dwn from his cheek.. [menx.. saddddD..]
x)life is so boring plx.. after exams.. stil haf e tot of stil got wat hw i havent do.. -.- LOLX. den no hw dunno do wat.. surf net surf till i sianz diao lorx.. lettme use alot of singlish n teochew or hokkien in dis post bahx. ^.- bo bian. too sianz..u jia ba bue? wa jia liao. LOLX. ok dis is lame. xP hahax. but beri fun lorx. i zuo bo-ing nw sia. jin sianz. lolx lolx. wit dis language tink i ll fail eng .. touch woodd~ u zai bo. wa gang deng lai. e ti beri hott sia. nw my kor bang fir de cd in wa com yin wei my com de speaker bi his dua xia. xD u zai xi mi shi XDD? not smile onli worx. oso can mean xiao ding dang. or xiao ding dong. hahahax.. i ytd tell sokyee den she laugh like siaoz. LOLX. x) ok la. mai yong dis language liao. later sure got jin zue lang bu understand. xPmenx. so sianzz.. jux nw go yell sianz in tibia den take dwn e screenie.. kk.. i m lame i noe. no need remind me.. lolx. sianz 1/2. o0. dis reminds me of 1/2 yuan fen. hahax. but too bad da jie ju liao.. nw nth to watch. no scv.. no vcd.. : (haiz.. type dis boring post. if u oso boring den dun read liao la. get lost nw.hmm.. ytd i rote michelle de letter liao.. did smt i kinda proud of oso.. but.. ok nvm.. anw i spend one whole mornin doin dat.. =/ hope.. er.. ok nvm.sianz.. okok.. dun wan make u guys more sianz.. i go type luv story i heard on radio de in another post bahx..tata
YOXXXwheee~ its finally over. OVer. ovER. OVER!! can u believe it? finally harx? i waited for dis dae like.. mths? lolx. x)) realli v happi. so carefree? xD so cheerful. so shuang. so song. lolx. okok.. i m getting more n more chor lor i noe.. =/ hahax. one+ wk din blog le. miss me ritex? i noe la. lolx! xD hahax.. okok.. i m jux being zi lian.. lucky i dun haf camera fone ritex? if not it ll b flooded wit me pics. ^^" hahax. i m jux being lame. but isnt dat gd? bring laughter to everyone. ppl smile. ppl laugh. it realli do brights up ur dae. agree? x) learn to smile. it brings happiness for ur dae.. hahax. i m crazi typin crapx. xDhmm.. i realli suffer alot dis wk.. =/ not onli me la.. all my friens too.. x) but hey peeps. we suffered tru. we hang til nw. lets jux celebrate! heck hw badly we had done! hahax. xD vv happi la. i was like crazi after e exams.. kip saein its finally over.. hahax. but e truth is. i realli m happi.. x) can i sae dat dis is e furx time i studied so hard? e furx time i work so hard for my exams.. after i haf slacken for bout half a yr.. yepp.. half a yr..haf u eva wonder.. y dis yr pass so fast? i wonder.. it jux seems like i m still in my sec 2 life.. realli.. isit bcoz of e rehersals which make my life so bz so chong shi til i forgot time flies? it jux seems like i m still wit lishi.. gg recess wit her.. copy hw wit her every mornin, recess, n after skool.. go toilet n 'camp' inside.. sit at e bus stop tok crapx.. menx.. n of coz e wonderful times wit my ex classmates.. everyting jux went so fast dat i began to wonder if i m in dream.. bu zhi bu jue zhong.. i hang over in sec 3 life for half a yr le.. x) pro ritex.. lolx.. though my results suxx.. friens r gd. x) i luv my friens. i luv my class. though its full of gua kiax.. =/ which dont realli transform me into pai kia. xD i m stil semi guai kiax.. LOLX.todae went bugis. wit ls, lynn, hying n rl. fun? yepp.. i luv todae.. noe wat.. i stil cant believe everyting is over le.. menx.. tinkin hw hard i try to mugger every nite.. but stil nth gets inside.. lolx.. rhymes? xP hahax. yupp.. we took neoprints. we shop for bags.. but din buy.. lolx.. jux window shoppin.. lolx. anw. everyting jux went gd. roxxx. we tok mani jokes on bux. it jux seems like we r still sec 2 menx.. argh.. memories play bac.. haiz.. anw our neoprints roxx. wan me to show u? gif me ur scanner den i scan into my com to let u c lo.. hahax. but buy me a scanner furx!! xP dis time our neoprint is jux so damn cool. COOL. realli. x) i luv it.saw aLOT of ppl todae.. hahax.. but onli afew juniors of mine.. lolx.. whrs my pri skool friens?! hw cum din go bugis one.. lolx. mayb dey go suntec? or much more cooler places? i go bugis to take neoprint onli la.. e place i luv e mox is stil tm.. wats tm? its TAMPANIES MALL. xDD noe y? coz got mini toons n precious moments. n mani mani tings which i like. xD n mac. x)) but bugis oso got i noe. but no mini toons for me to buy sweets.. lolx.. i got sweet teeth plx.. hahax.time flies.. hmm.. do u eva believe hard work pays off? if i pass for all my exams.. i ll believe.. LOLX. but dats impossible one lorx.. my physics n bio n a maths alrdy cham liao lorx.. haiz..i m gonna play play n play on dis few daes. dont stop me! xDits OVERfinally.
hey u.yea.. tml start exam liao.. n wat m i doin nw? online. -.- y rnt i muggin? haiz. to sae da truth. i realli scared.. cox i m slackin dis few daes.. hw to score well to prove to my mum dat i can do it? is dis mission impossible? u ask me? i ask hu..m i being more n more attitude as daes goes by? duno.. but hey. realli sry if i dao u.. lolx. coz alot of tings happen recently la.. even i m tinkin y tings happen when i got no time to care. hmph. disturb me when i studyin u noe.. study half wae ll tink y is dis happenin to me. lolx! ok i m being lame. ^^' but i can b vvvvv crazi sometimes. x)) for example todae? hahax. i was laughin n tokin lame lamee stuffs all dae. y?! duno.. jux feel like tokin. jux feel like screamin sometimes. jux feel like cryin. x)) but dont wry.. i haf cried enuff last wk. wont ever cry le.. even if i wan cry. i ll swallow my tears. ewww.. xPtings r hard for sec 3s.. mayb i not not pei to b sec 3 rite? y rnt i retain to b sec 2.. =( i miss sec 2 life.. when i can slack whole daee.. but at least wont faill.. haizz.. tings change.. ppl change.. dont understand.. isit realli so ez to change a person's attitude? isit so ez to stop tokin to u or v leng dan to u e nxt dae when he or she was laughin n tokin crapx n chattin wit u? i duno.. jux wondering.. mayb time is goin to bring new ppl to my life bahx. i m not as lucky as one of my frien.. when new ppl owaes appear in her life when she need dem.. i can onli wait.. wait? lolx.. might as well gif up.. ezier. wont waste time.. waste time? lolx. rnt i wastin my time nw? =.=ahem. u noe wat?! i m v proud of myself. noe y? coz i finish alot of my mid yrr paper during e longgg wkend. x)) so shuang.. furx time? no la.. i last time is guai kia de remem? hahax. jux dunno y nw turn pai kia everytime either mornin or reach skool le den do. xP aniwae realli v happi n qing song de gan jue when u finish aloottt of stuffs.. got man zu gan u noe? ^^life sux. still e same word.. i m not being wat wat wat la.. jux dunno y.. tink it suits me life. x)) but i ll try to live my life to e fullest.. concentrate on studies bahx. ^^ score well furx den sae? dats wat my mum owaes sae.. -.- if onli i can pass all my mid yr.. den i can fly!! lolx. crapx.. hahax.. noe wats my physics CA marks? 35/100.. rox ritex? =.=" yeayea.. i m jux trying to luk at e 'bright' side of life.. dun understand.. hw cum no matter hw hard i try.. i can nv get wat i deserve.. sianz.. my com is laggin.. -.- duno for wat.. later den chec virus la.. nw.. onli feel like scoldin throw everyting into dis blogg.. to feel better? duno la.. heck.. life stil hafta get on harx. so.. might as well stop grumbling. x))bex wishes for me. thx ^^'
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