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Menx.. got a maths test todae.. n as expected.. I flunk it.. furx time in my life haf I ever rush til I nearly die.. neck nearly break.. n yet.. stil duno hw to do.. n cant finish.. gr8..
Tink I gonna fail it.. fail fail fail bahx.. I gif up.. menx.. dis few wks is as if I haf given up my life.. don study for tests n play n play n slack.. wat e hell has happened to me.. lolx
Mondae.. okok la.. finally return to skool.. but stil haf abit of hol mood.. mondae is e dae we r officially changed place.. menx.. gonna miss e fun I had at e bac.. hmm.. durin eng lesson we read bout e duno wat its cruel to b kind.. lolx.. ya.. cruel.. when u r kind.. u tends to kana bullied.. u tend to kana taken for granted.. u tend to kana fooled.. lolx.. sianded.. but hey.. I m not kind.. xP I m evillllllll.. xD during pc mrs indra wan to tok bout breakin up.. dotx.. she wan us to THINK n IMAGINE.. gosh.. lolx.. don she noe dat its so sad n hurtful to think recall or even imagine.. aniwae.. in d end we tok crapx a lot.. haha.. den she sae dat it seems dat we had fun discussin it.. lolx! Haha.. its not fun to tok bout break ups.. its fun dat we tok lotsa crapx.. x)
Tues.. hmm.. got 3 tests.. -.- english emaths n oral.. n guess wat.. I m flunkin all of dem.. gr8? Lolx.. tink I m flunkin my life as well.. nth jux went rite.. everyting starts to get dwn slope sia.. everyting r jux rong.. got pe.. we play hand ball.. erm.. okok la.. we lost.. =/ but nvm.. its jux a game.. as least we score not bad too.. x) haha.. den after dat.. we use e ball to play like bball n aim e hole.. n guess wat??!! I shoot 4 times n 3 times get in.. xD menx.. I was jumpin wit joy.. wahahahax.. xP
Wed.. amaths test.. flunk.. after dat.. stay in skool til late.. den went to friens hm.. to san xin bahx u can sae.. aniwae.. nth much happen le.. dad's bdae.. onli made a card for him.. menx.. guilty..
My life is jux so borin harx.. boring life.. tml rehersals.. haiz.. I hate hate hate.. I hope I can escape reality menx..
coz reality is cruell..
stil headache.. =/todae is my dar dar mei de bdae.. xD HAPPY BIRTHDAE SOKYEE!! xD hahahmm.. gif her e prezzie todae after my piano lesson.. menx.. saw her.. finally in rl.. x) she luks chio.. dman chio.. wahahahax.. dats y is my sis.. lolx! haha.. no la.. all my bro n sis r shuai ge n chio gals de.. xD all my sis soooo chio.. menx.. stress you mei you.. realli feel like bangin head on wall.. bang head~ ouch* haha.. lolx..shes a cute gal menx.. x) took fotox wit her.. er.. i luk like shito in both foto we took.. so.. pointless showin u guys.. later u guys puke hw? i no money pay medical billx for u guys sia.. haha.. xP i like todae.. todae is my happi dae.. xD dunno y.. so long nv so happi le.. mayb i finish my hw le bahx.. haha.. but horx.. got 4 tests.. e maths.. a maths.. oral.. bio? haiz.. stress up by sec 3.. gonna break dwn lidat.. ahhhhhmm.. i luk like charcoal after e sports meet sia.. n reaalli black.. tann? e fotox i took wit mei is like i m advertising hei ren ya gao lidat.. lolx.. face soooo black.. ew.. yucks.. dat dae aftr sports meet i go to e beach opp e stadium dere lehx.. haha.. wit hying n lq.. menx.. den i stare at e nice nice sea for soo long.. x) realli a v nice sight.. too bad dat time rl nightwind outing din haf time to appreciate e sea.. haha.. den we started pickin sea shellx.. lolx! we r like siaoz cha bo pickin nice nice sea shells evreywhr.. but horx.. alot got holes de.. lolx.. i was findin a big big one.. those tv shows everytime a guy found a big nice sea shell den gif it to e one he likes.. den e gal ll put it at her ear n listen to e waves.. lolx! er.. i crappin.. haha.. in rl is impossible to find a factastic sea shells.. lolx.. haha.. but dat dae realli happi.. although not under moonlight but under sunlight.. its enuff.. haha.. at least can find bac those peaceful de gan jue.. x)oya.. my horoscope sae dat i might offend someone hu is impt to me.. hey peepx.. everyone of u r impt to me.. which means dat.. i might offend anione of u.. don angry wit me k? i like to tok crapx.. jux treat wte i sae as crapx plx.. don care me.. ignore me.. ty.. x) i apologise here furx.. coz.. i m blur.. =/
menx..
headache.. shivering.. not feeling well menx..
biang.. tink i got heat stroke le.. gr8.. damn thirsty lorx.. kip stuffin myself wit water but i stil vv thirty.. hw.. menx.. head v heavy lidat.. v giddy lidat.. argh.. menx.. hw cum i owaes so weak de.. sianz..
may i recover fast.. cant afford to lost ani more time.. X_x
woot~i luv todae.. i ll miss todae.. x) todae is e four skool combine sports meet.. e 4 skools r dunman high ngee ann temasek n of coz chung cheng main.. x) it is a gr8 sucess i can sae bahx i tink.. haha.. jux duno y dis yr we r so much less enthu.. mayb we r older le or wat? cheer so soft lorx.. not like last yr when we sream til throat explode.. haha.. lucky todae weather not v hot.. lolx.. but aniwae.. i stil turn charcoal.. =/ coz e clouds move awae at bout 11+-12+.. lolx.. den i was shivering.. dunno y lehx.. my leg was so pain lorx.. like kana scorch lidat.. while i was sitting dere shiverin.. like v cold lidat.. =/ mum sae i gonna fever soon.. lolx.. shld i b glad.. or sad? i used to pray dat i ll fall sick soon.. but nw.. too much burdens r on me.. can i haf e time to drop sick? sianzhmm.. aniwae.. todae is a v fun dae.. we cheer till so... haha.. my dat section is like onli me n 2-3 of my friens cheer n shout like siao cha bo.. haha.. but we were havin fun bahx.. xP den e kallang wave.. e lower sec peepx v wat lorx.. we were like doin den onli a few of dem stand up n do.. not united at all.. dis yr.. e feeling dis sports meet gif me is dat.. we r not as enthu as e past yrs.. tink so la.. haha.. coz i onli got sports meet at sec 2.. coz when i sec 1 dat time got sars.. =/ den dis yr not as enthu le.. but aniwae.. everyone is worth an applause! haha.. for makin dis sports meet a sucess.. haha.. furx time in dis yr haf i been so crazi shouting like siaoz.. i was like kip shouting jia you jia you.. lolx! xP finally i haf returned to last time de happi huiyi.. hahai luv todae.. todae jux rox! i ll miss dis..
wow..one wk din blog.. >< tues.. war break out.. it all started in e mornin.. i tot was a happi dae.. a happi startin.. but.. it all turn out rong.. haiz.. war started.. peace.. all i wan is peace.. but peace talk fails.. sianded.. dun understand y dis world is lidat de.. everyone is so selfish.. theft cases happen during war.. dis is jux so sadd.. selfish.. cant believe it lorx.. dis is jux so.. aniwae.. lolx.. of coz i got sacrifice.. lolx.. aniwae.. i left at bout 3+.. coz got cdc.. i dat time reali hope i can pon skool lorx.. i realli dun wan go.. but.. wu chacha ll cum find me.. ll bug me.. -.- aniwae.. everyting jux don turn out rite.. i was still so shock when i went to e bus stop.. e bus came too early den i miss lorx.. therefore i waited there for 15+min.. during dat time.. i was like lukin blankly in front.. din bother to tie up my hair wearin skool pe tshirt.. i was like kip recallin wat had jux happen.. it jux kip flash bac.. cant believe everyting.. lolx.. alot of ppl walk past me staring at me.. coz whr got ppl so late den go skool de.. haha.. aniwae.. i was so.. duno hw to sae.. nearly cry on bux.. okok.. i sot sot.. i noe.. but hey.. my tear din drop! xP I M STRONG! lalalawed thurs fri cdc camp.. camp is whr we learnt alot of stuffs.. yea.. i learn alot.. in fact dis one wk i learn alot.. aniwae.. i can b v stubborn sometimes i noe.. i scolded vulgar.. so sry.. coz.. alot of tings happen mahx.. den i stil cant recover.. i need a v long time to heal.. so sry peepx.. aniwae.. my junior rox! x) haha.. grp 1 rox!! haha.. so sry i cry.. lolx! scared u guys to death sia.. told u guys dun make spoil my grp make de star liao mahx.. -.- somemore throw so hard.. break liao obvious dat i ll cry rite.. aniwae.. sry la horx.. dat time realli ji dong.. coz v long nv so happi le.. i like dat united de gan jue u noe.. haha.. but dat sec destroy everyting lorx.. understand how i feel?sat n sun.. hmm.. okok la.. pia homework.. but stil din pia finish.. in d end go skool copy chem.. -.- feel so guilty u noe.. aniwae.. i spend my time on computers again.. tink i realli got addicted to my dar dar com.. =/ lolx.. den its oso my fault dat i din complete my hw bahx.. my mum throw temper at me.. for? duno.. jux bcoz i din reply her when she ask me do tings? dat time i was on tibia hunting someone mahx.. but i got do wat she ask me to do! jux dat i din sae orhx.. does dat matter? she can ignore me when i ask her smt.. completely ignore as in not even do or sae later i help.. not ani.. i did wat she ask me to do.. not enuff? i dun understand my mum.. i jux duno y.. ppl de parents is teach their own children to help others.. to b kind caring helpful responsible n to respect everyone.. but hw cum my parents is diff de? everytime i help ppl ll sure kana scolded by my mum de.. she ll owaes scold me kpo.. n let me tell u.. i got scolded everytime.. responsibilty.. sometimes i cant cope stress in rehersals.. mum wans me quit cdc.. force me to quit.. as in scold till i wan cry dat type.. i told her dat i cant jux quit.. its hard for them to find one more actress to replace me.. she dun care me.. she jux wan me quit.. but.. i heck her n hang on.. i wld rather die. respect.. she wans me to respect her.. when she dun even teach me to respect others.. hw cum everyting i m havin nw.. i m doin nw.. is all i learn myself de? y my parents lidat de? teach my to b selfish.. yes.. i noe dat dis world is cruel.. but dat doesnt mean i hafta b selfish coz nearly everyone is selfish.. i jux dun understand..mum ignore me.. throw my bowl.. throw my stuffs.. hear e noise of my stuffs being thrown is jux like my heart is shattering.. i m not cryin.. not even a drop of tear.. i m numb.. i m living in hell.. not home. learn alot dis 1 wk.. i learn to tink more bout hw others feel.. learn hw to take care of ppl.. noe not to b dat stubborn.. learn to let go.. learnt to forget.. learn dat nth is fair.. learn dat my family is jux air.. dey don exist
hiitodae is 14 march.. wat dae isit? lolx. mondae.. x) lolx.. i tokin crapx.. =/todae go east coast.. yawn~ i walk all e wae.. noobx rite.. all my fault to waste everyone's time.. =( n horx.. i got lost.. argh.. all my fault.. hw i wish i din go.. hw gr8 can it b.. x) agree wit me is ur onli choice.. lolxhmm.. wat a hot dae.. aniwae.. i wanna anounce smt.. i m damn broke.. n realli broke.. bring $13 out.. return onli $1+.. -.- gr8.. luckily i borrow some money from my mum b4 i go out todae.. or else no money pay e taxi fare.. lolx.. a nooby me.. wa lao.. i realli hate todae.. i m jux so chu chou among everyone.. i luk like shit n i act like noobx.. diaoded.. walk til me.. nvm.. lolx. i realli feel bad.. guilty.. n somemore i bu ci er bie sia.. no choice.. too late.. hafta get hm.. if not mum ll scold me..kana scolded in e mornin.. when i told her dat i might b gg east coast.. she scold me cheap.. -.- wats dere gonna do wit cheap? i was like bloody angry.. den i ignore her.. continue do my homework.. den she jux kip kajiao me.. wat a mum.. shld i feel glad or sad.. haiztink dat e bad luck is still dere lehx.. hw.. haix.. i m jux so shi bai.. haiz.. tink of e bright side of life bahx.. x) may everyting goes rite from nw on.. may i forget wat happens b4 todae.. let me start afresh.. i can do it? haha
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hmm.. dis whole wk realli damn damn damn suayded.. n hey.. its true.. nth went rite.. ><
duno when dis wk.. rl ask me y i wont angry wit her one.. coz i waited for her for half hr.. lolx! den i nearly gastric.. [coz din eat much durin lunch.. <.>] den i nearly kana scolded by mum.. lolx.. den she ask me y i din scold her.. she sae she waiting for me to scold.. lolx! shes so bo liao rite.. haha.. whr got ppl so kiam pa 1.. dotx.. aniwae i din scold la.. jux wan her to treat me smt to eat.. xP but jk onli la.. she wont ever treat me.. coz she owaes ll sae she poorer den me.. -.- which is d opp.. lolx..
haiz.. got bac 6 tests dis wk.. 3 fail.. 3 jux pass.. wow.. wat gd results i got harx.. haiz.. rnt suppose to blog dis.. since i promise dat onli happi tings r allowded to b up here.. but jux to tell u guys y i got no confidence in myself.. as u can c.. i believe in myself each time u guys tell me to haf confidence.. after every tests.. i was glad.. i was happi.. i feel confidence.. i told myself dat i ll sure get gd marks.. coz.. i got study.. coz i remem all i haf revised.. coz e paper is ez.. coz i believe wat my friens told me.. haf confidence..
hweva.. it all turns out rong.. n vvvvv rong.. e marks i got bac is not wat i haf expected.. i m below class ave of coz.. furx time in my life haf i eva failed so mani tests.. furx time in my life haf i failed all e tests in 1 row.. furx time in my life haf i got a C5 for my hcl.. furx time in my life haf a cher hu rite improve ur hcl in my progress report.. furx time..
wat to do? i tot i could pass dem wit flying colors.. but each time i believe in myself.. i fall deeper.. can u understand how i feel? i couldnt believe in myself animore.. but.. i ll still stay strong.. but i ll nv gonna haf confidence animore.. coz.. i m a loser.. happi?
nth much happen dis few daes..
or rather.. too mani unhappi tings happen.. but.. no one can tel my troubles.. lolx! i wont tell anione aniwae..
dis few daes kip nightmare sia.. everytime wake up so scared.. wats happenin? bad omen? for wat? haiz.. hw.. every nite i ll like wake up half wae shivering wit fear.. hw.. it realli seems to me dat die wk ll happen smt.. but wat?? i realli v scared.. but.. wat else can i do..todae chat wit julia for bout 45min lidat.. lolx.. long time nv chat wit gd old frien.. haha.. came to realise alot of tings.. noe more bout each other.. tok bout pri skool dat time de memories.. bout hw unfairly m i bein treated by e skool last time.. bout alot of our friens.. bout pri 6 de class gatherin.. lolx! we v bo liao horx.. haha.. but realli happi when we sae out wat is happenin arnd us.. when we tell each other bout our small secrets.. actuali oso not secret la.. lolx! jux smt which if we din sae u wont noe..sianz.. alot of hw todae.. gg to go do soon leoya.. got e maths test todae.. wish me all e bex!! xD haha.. but i owaes got confidence it turns out to b.. hmm.. aniwae.. try to luk at e bright side of life bahx..pray.. dis wk de bad luck shall stops here..
yox.. xPsoooooooo sryyyy.. so long nv blog.. =/coz dis wk damn bz.. 4tests!! ='( but at least i manage to survive tru it.. x) jux pray for me dat i ll get a b3 for my physics dis time or i hafta retest again.. again n again till i can get a b3.. lolx! no choice.. cher sae de.. n horx.. so sianz de lorx.. tues n wed i cant use internet!! aw.. dats y i din blog.. i was like damn sad n shock.. cant chat wit friens.. cant play tibia after my 4tests.. but aniwae.. i survive tru it.. mayb dats when i learn to appreciate wat i haf nw.. x)nxt wk got another test.. e maths.. haiz.. i fail for my emaths quiz menx.. but i not sad.. dun ask me y.. mayb i numb le bahx.. or mayb i gif up? lolx.. but i ll still try my v bex nxt wed.. so may everyone's god bless me.. lolx.. xP at least dis time i mux pass la.. but i tink ll at least pass bahx.. as for jux pass or pass v well.. hard to sae worx.. haha..hmm.. ytd.. go take e stupid maths olympic screenin test.. sianz lorx.. y got my name on e list?! argh.. somemore is compulsory.. kaoz.. i noe my own ability de lorx.. i noe i sux lorx.. its jux a waste of time for me to go dere.. but nvm la.. treat it as an exp? lolx.. [trying to lie myself] hmm.. ez some i realli dunno.. some i lazy go find out.. lolx.. coz no time mahx.. jux skip n skip lorx.. but when deres still left some time after i finish doin.. i go bac do e ones i duno or lazy do de.. den amazinly.. i manage to solve some.. as for correct or rong... hu noes.. xP but e bac ones no time sia.. 50min.. ahhhh.. for 29qn.. enuff time anot? i dunno lehx.. aniwae to me not enuff.. lolx! hahahmm.. wat else happen.. mon.. c last yr de sec 4 get bac results.. heard lq sae got one gal cry.. but i din c anione cry.. lolx.. mayb my eye smt rong.. =/ aiya.. i oso dun wan c.. c le ll sad wit dem de.. ='( but tink my seniors did quite well bahx.. all pro kids.. tues.. cdc.. haiz.. mani tings happen.. dat day i realli gonna break up.. someone dun wan serious of e pailian.. hw to expect me to act cai pai well? plus i jux wan quickly pailian over den i wan study my physics.. but.. forget it.. onli happi tings r allowded to b ritten here.. x)wed.. woot.. 4tests over!! xD haha.. but.. ahhhh.. cant use internet.. smt happen to my blk de connection system i tink.. i jux noe e moment i reach hm happily wanna on com.. my bro tell me cant use internet for 3 daes.. menx.. in d end i oso din do much hw.. lolx!thurx.. woot!! half dae.. xD damn happi dae.. went to hying's hm to watch movie.. calld e windstruck.. dat movie sooo nice!! i m gonna watch it again later.. xP coz at hying de hm dey kip kajiao me.. in d end all my emotions gone.. plus i din manage to c some.. coz dey kip suan e movie.. -.- for example when e feng che flyin.. den dey all sae so fake.. -.- i so sad lorx.. den dey trying to make me laugh.. diaoz.. den omegod.. everyting is jux so sweeet!! e guy sae when u dun c me arnd.. i ll b e wind.. aw.. den when he die.. he is e wind in e rm lorx.. all e feng che turn.. awawaw.. sooo sad.. but horx. i like e part when deir hand got cuff together or wte u call dat.. lolx.. den dey slp holdin hands together! awawaw.. so sweet.. okok.. i dun wan sae animore le.. later lynn gonna sae wat le.. -.-fri.. e maths olympic ting lorx.. n.. my rl bro take bac a lvl results.. haiz.. wat u tink? later got tuition.. sianz.. oshit.. mum naggin at me le.. =/ cyax
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