i decided smt le.. i shall blog onli happi tings here.. i dun u guys to noe my sadness animore.. xP hmm.. ytd i do smt.. but dun wan tell u.. haha.. when time is ripe i might tell my bex friens.. but jux not nw.. coz i m not prepared?todae recieve bac physics.. hmm.. wont tell u if i fail or not.. but aniwae.. i m content alrdy.. at least.. i din get 0.. ppl mux learn to b content.. or dey ll nv b happi.. therefore.. i m learnin to.. tryin to.. forcing myself to.. lolx.. nth much happen todae actualli.. jux dat i m jumpin arnd everytime.. stay cheerful!! yuppie.. ^^ lolx.. ytd rain!! yay.. finally!! xD i was cheering lorx when i saw it rain.. haha.. den my mum scold me crazi.. -.- den sae wat dis kind of rain cant go out.. or ll fall ill n dunno wat la.. lolx.. cheer oso need lecture.. -.- diaoded.. haha.. aniwae.. may it rain somemore.. so dat e grass can b green again.. x) e lively green is at least nicer den e dying brown bahx.. haha.. ^^hmm.. n wat else.. ahha.. i goin arnd to add testi for my friens.. lolx.. coz i bo liao mahx.. haha.. but dey nv rite bac de lehx.. sianz la.. onli 2 testi nw.. sianded.. lolx.. but oso dare not ask other ppl to add for me.. like kinda bhb lidat.. lolx.. unless dose close friens den kip naggg at dem to add.. but still kinda useless.. -.- dat lynn for example.. ask me rite for her in d end whrs mine??!! xP haha.. ok la.. i noe u bz.. understand.. wont force u la.. lolx.. ok la.. v late le.. gonna slp soon.. nitex peepx.. ^.-
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvv tired.. a maths test over.. gr8.. i dunno hw to do e last qn.. -.- n guess wat??!! i forgot to do e bonus qn!!! damn.. feel like bangin wall sia.. no wonder i was wondering wat m i suppose to do nw.. diaoded.. wanan noe smt? i failed my valency test again!! woot.. noe y??!! all careless.. damn.. i c e cher mark my paper den heartache lorx.. den cher kip say careless.. haiz.. ming zhong zhu ding.. dis time got improve la.. 6/10.. lolx.. 4 careless onli.. lucky.. lolx.. den e cher c me ke lian sae no need copy e valency table.. hahaha.. lolx.. but i tink i ll stil rite.. coz it seems kinda unfair to otherx.. lolx.. den can shun bian revise test bahx.. tml 2 tests.. sianded lorx.. i hate it when deres 2 tests a dae.. i can go crazi sia.. dis mornin vvvv slpy sia.. but din slp while eatin bread la.. lolx.. haha.. coz dis time de bread got cream.. i dun wan kana smudge by it animore.. xP aniwae.. i v slpy.. den i tryin to mke myself awake lorx.. den i jump here jump dere.. lolx.. haha.. i noe i crazi.. lolx.. my frien oso tot i crazi ask me y todae so happi.. den i sae i not happi la.. jux tryin to make myself wake up.. lolx.. lame rite? haha.. but i still slpy after dat.. seems dat e method is kinda useless.. lolx.. hmm.. i still havent overcome e sadness of my death in tibia.. yaya.. i noe i sot.. but.. stil got fear.. i fear of loggin in n fear of dying again.. hu noes wat ll i lose nxt.. dragg shield? or crown arm? haiz.. oso.. fear of goin into tibia.com n luk at my own pg.. e death list.. haiz.. sad sad sad sad.. at skool horx.. e moment which i died is sooooo vivid.. jux kip flashin bac.. haiz.. i jux hope i can erase my memory.. n live again.. w/o all e bad memories presence.. but.. its nv.. lolx.. sianded.. havent start revisin.. cham le la.. 2 subj lehx.. gr8.. haiz.. oya.. todae is chi de valentine's dae lehx.. ^^ haha.. me wish everyone you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu bahx.. x)
suay dae.. i cry n cry n cry.. but wats e point.. i scream scream n scream.. but useless.. can u get bac my exp? can u get bac my fs? can u get bac my skillx? can u get bac my 1 mth of hard earned exp? my blood? my sweat? NO.. U CANT.. so.. wats e point.. yes.. exp can get bac.. skillx can get bac.. fs can get bac.. but my sweat? my blood? let me tell u.. it takes foreva to get bac.. which means.. NV!! damn.. i died in tibia.. mayb u noe.. or u can guessed it.. i noe wat ll u sae.. 'come on.. its jux a game..' but so wat? it let me c e ugly side of ppl.. allied guild? so wat? i was dere dyin.. n dere he was standin dere.. when i red.. den cum n stand dere waiting to take my loot? wtf.. allied guild? sry.. i dont believe anione animore.. learn to trust? RONG.. learn to distrust.. i spend so mani efforts.. n dats wat i got.. haiz.. i realli wanna gif up le.. i wish.. i hope.. but.. i cant..chem de valency test fail again.. 5/10.. mayb u ll sae pass wat.. BUT..my cher sae passin mark is 7/10.. haiz.. zao zhi dao i cheat.. so mani of my friens cheat lorx.. den dey pass wit flyin colors.. no need retest animore.. while me.. hafta re study n retest.. n retest n retest.. but i alrdy try my bex le.. dunno y my memory sux.. haiz..
jux nw play piano.. i jux feel like slammin e notes.. i was so sad.. so angry.. so fed up.. so jue wang.. i jux pray.. i can jux gif up.. gif up on my studies.. gif up on my games.. gif up on myself.. gif up on my life.. woot.. dat ll b sooooo gd.. so shuang.. so hopeless.. no hope.. ll not lose hope.. ll not b sad.. iznt dat gd? yea.. agree wit me bahx..
dis few daes dunno y.. sun so hot.. alot of place everydae kana burn.. sad.. so smoky.. ='( haiz.. but my cuzzin sae a few more daes later ll break e singapore hottest day record.. coz 1979 de record is 35 daes din rain.. lolx.. den i tell him let it b more hot a few more daes bahx.. den can break e record n form a new record! lolx.. me v badd.. but of coz if dun break oso nvm.. jux hurry rain.. i c e grass at e field oso kek sim.. e grass so brownn.. wither le.. =( haiz.. like gonna die lidat.. if got on realli big big rain.. hope dey ll survive bac.. =)
horoscope sae i dis wk ll b lucky.. ll meet n get along v well wit friens.. haiz.. but.. m i lucky? nope i m not.. can i get along v well wit my friens? hope so bahx.. me dis person so straightforward.. sometimes even when i offend dao ppl i oso dunno.. dats e blur me.. xP
haiz.. i todae is realli in e worst mood.. xi wang ming tian hui geng hao.. tml cdc.. damn.. i m scared.. damn.. i dun wanna act.. damn.. sure kana scolded.. damn.. come on.. actin sux.. damn.. let me go.. damn.. gif me up.. damn.. me sux plxxor..
hope u read dis post.. so sry if u tink i haf done aniting rong or haf done aniting to upset u.. jux ignore wat i sae k? i m jux angry at e moment onli.. aniwae.. i nw oso forgot wat i bu shuang bout u.. i noe u wont believe me.. but.. if u dun trust me.. forget it..
alone-hihi.. x)yep yep.. tell u one gd news.. i got one more gor!! xD haha.. nw i got 4 gor! one is zy [my v furx gor], zc, xw n nw fj! xD yay.. lolx.. me lame i noe.. but i dun care la.. haha.. jux nw gastric pain.. gr8.. -.- dis teach u guys a lesson.. nv skip lunch!! lolx.. actuali i din skip la.. but eat onli a small lil burger.. haha.. coz mrs tan 1.40 lidat den let us go.. den i 1.30 got rehersal.. den i onli buy dat burger den dash to rehersal le lorx.. everyting so rush.. siandedoya!! i enable my GPRS le!! yay!! cum on peepx.. send ur pics or fotos or cute cute stuffs to me!! send everyting to me!! xD haha.. todae i v crazi.. lolx.. i go take foto using my frien's de camera fone den send to my own fone.. lolx.. i v bo liao sia.. haha.. but dis is e bex foto i took i suppose.. haha.. xP but still v gross.. =.= dis 2 daes i might b kinda moody.. so i apologise u guys here la.. tinkin bout e physics n e rehersals ting.. den v fed up la.. not fed up la.. mayb v sad.. mayb not v sad.. but gif up le.. lolx.. i can garantee u dat i ll get a single digit for dis time de physics test.. total 28 marks.. sianz sianz.. gonna fail e furx physics test dis yr.. gratx? haiz.. but probably.. at least.. i pass for d other tests bahx.. feel content bahx.. x) hafta live on even though life sux.. sianz.. nxt wk still got 3 more tests.. kaoz.. hope i can tahan bahx.. if not.. e last resort.. gif up..
gr8.. i kana accuse by parents.. sux.. everyting jux sux.. my parents bo liao go in my bdrm n luk at my stuffs.. den dey saw a piece empty at e bottom of my piano.. den dey ask me y lidat n hw i make or pluck or do wte to it.. wtf? y dey so sure is me? yes.. i play piano.. n i hate e sight of it.. but dat doesnt mean i ll b so damn free to find smt n pluck it out lorx.. sux sux sux.. i m not d onli one hu goes in n out of e bdrm since my whole family owaes walk in n out.. n somemore.. e piano is near e entrance into e bdrm.. high poosibility culd b one of dem too mahx.. y is deir furx thought to b me? gd tings not me.. bad tings e furx person dey tot of is me.. wtf? i m gettin annoyed lorx.. y even my own parents dont trust me? if dey dont trust me.. hw m i gonna expect others to trust me since dey gif birth to me.. since we r blood related.. crapo.. i hate it.. hate hate hate.. gr8. y dey like to fill me wit hatred.. is dat wat dey realli wan? when i ask dem in wat waes i can get dat piece off.. dey sae hw i noe.. wtf.. y is every bad stuffs me.. a bad yr.. gr8.. my life is ruin.. i hate it when i scold too mani vulgars.. but realli sry.. i lost control.. i jux cant take it.. mayb.. perhapss.. one dae.. i ll put everyting dwn n jux leave dis world.. mayb dis is wat dey jux wan.. let me grant dem deir wishes.. life is 'gr8'.. live w/o it n u rox..
happi chi new yr!x) got alot of feelings.. emotional wk.. came to realise alot of tings.. thx sam n his frien.. i ll try.. try.. try.. to let go.. perhaps.. mayb.. let go.. is a jie tuo.. nxt mon.. valentine's dae.. x) n frienship dae.. since me no bf.. i gonna by prezzie for my bex frien.. xD okok.. me nao les.. xP haa.. a prezzie for souvenior bahx.. dis wk.. chi new yr.. to me.. its jux a holidae.. a hol.. whn my dad is at hm.. hu restrict me to use com.. i hate hol when hes arnd.. i got no new yr de mood lorx.. dunno y.. mayb dats bcoz i cant get hongbao bahx.. n dis yr.. i din go chinatwn too.. lolx.. i havent touch ani hw.. sianz.. so slack nwadaes.. i jux wonder if i study n work so hard nw.. wat can i get when i grow up? mayb e job i choose might not even haf aniting related to studies.. so wats e point..ytd.. 12+ den slp.. coz chattin on fone.. or rather kana suan again on fone.. everytym lidat.. sianz.. nwadaes kinda sad.. kinda moodless.. plus his insults i realli v bu shuang le.. not mood swing la horx.. mayb is my parents.. aniwae.. i slp late.. mum scold me.. sae dat i ll definitely fail or wte shit.. shito.. crapo.. angry.. hate it..life sux.. i hate my life.. if i dun born in dis world.. hw gd can it b.. no stress.. no feelin.. jux silence.. peace..
yay!! hooray!! performance over.. woosh.. xDhaha.. overall shld b quite a success bahx.. x) heard my friens sae dat dey nearly slpt.. but got awaken by my ju.. hahaha.. lolx.. means our ju v gd la.. den v happi lorx.. lolx.. ope nxt yr not i act again.. -.- lolx.. i wna watch performance sia.. n not to perform for others.. xPi m bac to happi cheerful de me.. x) lolx.. havent touch ani hw yet.. havent do aniting.. lolx.. i m wastin my life.. but hu cares.. life sux.. but still hafta live on harx? so no choice.. accept fate.. accept destiny.. so izit we r e ones hu rite our own destiny? or destiny had alrdy rote for us? lolx.. i m jux tokin crapx.. finally finally i remem to gif lynn e class foto to scan.. lolx.. xP.. sry la horx.. forgetful me kip forgettin to gif lynn.. lolx.. i luk suckin inside e fotox again.. -.- no choice.. tink i m not born to luk gd in aniwhr.. lolx.. sy mistaken me as ls.. n mistaen ls as me.. den sae duno wat la.. tink shes jux conforting.. sae wat.. aiya.. forget it.. lolx.. i dun care la.. i noe myself.. ^^sianded.. nwadaes i v blur.. it jux seems dat my memory is erased.. lolx.. i kip forgettin tings.. it is jux as if i m living in d dream.. even my vision is blur.. gosh.. lolx.. aniwae.. i wish everyone an early happi chinese new yr!! xD
hi.. duno y.. wonder y.. ponderin y.. i m sad.. v sad.. y harx.. dun ask me.. coz i m searchin for e ans too..i cried ytd.. erm.. naonao.. i din cry.. my tears din drop.. i manage to force e tears bac when its gonna drop.. i haf learnt to b strong.. x)i realli hate dramas nw.. i hate dis cumin tues.. i hate it.. noe y? cox of dat stupid performance.. y ask me to perform wat shit.. i m stress menx.. real stress.. hey cum on chers.. dun sae dat we r selected bcoz we r e bex actors among e cdc.. dont try to fool me.. for ur info.. i was not chosen in e furx place.. i was jux a substitution.. aniwae.. i dun care much.. jux stop usin dat we r e bex n tryin to gif me stress.. i noe myself.. i dont act well plx.. my actin sux.. but aniwae.. since i was given e job.. i try to act well.. i realli got try.. realli.. but do u believe? no u dont.. tryin to ask me if itis dat i dun wish to sae dat idiot stupid lines den i sae dat e script is not gd? haiz.. since dats wat u tink.. sry.. i got no choice.. i accept fate.. u wan me sae dose stupid lines.. fine.. i sae.. i act.. fine.. wan me die? fine.. sure.. cant i eva settle dwn n celebrate cny? last yr is lidat.. dis yr oso lidat.. come on.. my actin skillx sux plx.. stop askin me to act.. i m sick of not being myself.. todae dunno y oso sianz sianz lidat.. no mood.. haiz.. havent finish hw.. =/since passion is gone.. wats e point of holdin on.. helpless.. i gif up.. let me go plx..
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