Sunday, November 28, 2004
A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It's bugging me........
(In the papers the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived.The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke down, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
adapted from ppl's blog.. so sweet huh..
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8:13 AM
Friday, November 26, 2004
wa.. finally find tym to blog liao.. heex.. coz e last few daes i m bz playin tibia.. xD.. den nw.. my 'bro' [xw] go overseas.. den no one online to chat wit me.. x'(.. lolx.. he todae go japan.. so shuang lor.. til 3rd dec den cum bac.. den 7th dec go overseas again.. lolx.. dis tym 28th dec den cum bac.. x'(.. sad.. but nvm.. wish him yi lu shun feng al e wae dere n al e wae bac.. x)..
wa.. to tink of dat.. i haf 3 bros nw.. x).. my furx kor is zy.. sec bro is zc.. third is xw.. xD.. haha.. lolx.. i m so xing fu!! xD.. haha.. lolx.. me so lame.. aniwae.. v sianz nwdaes..
lynn bluff me de.. she sae she ll cum online todae.. n cya me again on fri.. den todae fri mah.. din c her online.. x(.. lolx.. so bad arh.. aniwae.. ytd.. i clean up rm.. kip al my sec2 de tb.. so luan.. haha.. den pick out my bro sec3 de tb.. oli afew.. lolx.. den aiyo.. nxt whole wk not at hm.. sianz.. n sianz.. xi ju ying.. omg lor.. 9am to 6pm!! omg.. lolx.. sianz la.. one of my seniors stil sae dat its v fun.. er.. i doubt so.. i cant play.. n i cant do hw.. sianz.. n guess wat? i havent touch my hw!! o god.. help.. lolx.. sianz sianz.. to tink bout it.. one more mth.. oli??! ahhhh.. i dun wan skool reopen.. i dun wan.. i dun wan my new class.. haiz..
todae.. go for cdc rehersal.. but in d end.. din do much.. coz our ju de ppl v lil.. cant pai too much.. lolx.. den cdc.. den.. go hm.. den.. haiz.. cdc late let us go.. n guess wat.. i kana scolded by mum once again.. wtf? sry.. i dun wan scold vulgar de.. but my mum realli.. v ridiculous lor.. at e bus stop waitin for e bus.. den she cal n scold liao.. wadde.. den reach hm.. she v fierce.. glare at me.. den i saw e fone bills.. n guess hw much isit? $76.12.. i was.. so damn shock.. den my mum scold me for smsin e whole dae.. den i was lyk.. i din exceed my sms.. my outgoin calls oli 13min plus.. n somemore my plan is 100min free outgoin de.. den totally free incumin.. wadde hell? did i exceed? no i din!! ahhh.. den i cal n ask hying de dad.. coz i buy dat fone from her de mah.. jux coz its HUIYING'S DAD.. but i was rong.. n damn rong.. i cal her.. n noe wat he sae? its al on e paper which ur mum sign!! i was lyk.. er.. afta he shows us e hp.. he gifs my mum to sign e paper den let me take e hp n go hm.. wa.. so dis is wat a gd sellor.. wtf.. sry.. kip scoldin vulgar.. jux bu shuang.. n he denies al e problems nw.. i hate him.. lyk daughter lyk father.. both treat me e same while i trust dem.. so much.. mayb i m rong.. n v damn rong.. i hate dem..
tml piano lesson.. sianz.. surely kana scolded again.. haiz.. cant i haf a dae of peace..
i hate dis world..
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9:14 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
isit wed todae? er.. ya.. shld b.. lolx.. i haf lost track of tym..
haf been playin tioo much dis few daes.. n.. i realli mean alot.. if its for myself.. den ok lor.. i noe my own limits.. when its tym to stop i ll.. BUT.. jux bcoz of someone i hafta help.. n cant rest.. ahhhh.. realli tired.. physically n mentally.. todae mornin.. flu.. wa kow.. sickenin.. den 7 wake up cant slp bac.. den go practise piano lor.. den.. nw v free.. haha.. aiya.. havent pack rm.. lolx.. hafta go pack liao.. aniwae.. let me finish my words.. lynn go grandma's hm.. hmm.. no one chat wit me liao.. haiz.. nvm.. i play tibia lor.. haha.. aiya.. jux finish tuition hw.. yay.. lolx.. aiya.. i go pack my rm le.. free den tel u more.. x)
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3:33 PM
Monday, November 22, 2004
wa.. me so early todae.. lolx.. nah.. actualli i woke up half hr ago.. haha.. bout 8am.. aiyo.. v late liao.. coz i usually slpt til oli 7.30-7.45am.. mayb todae e sun not dat bright.. got covered by dark clouds.. lolx..
aniwae.. jux nw watchin my bunny feedin 'milk?' to its babies.. ow.. pain.. aniwae.. ytd alot of babies rolls out.. hahaha.. den heard my parents sae dat e parents of e babies jux kip lukin at it.. coz shu shou wu ce mah.. cant do aniting.. but if u follow deir eyes u can find dem.. omenx.. e power of luv.. hahaha.. okok.. i noe i m lame.. but its lyk a big n sweet family lor.. so makin ppl envious.. x)
wonder if my family is lidat anot.. nah.. dey wont.. dey probably ll jux heck care.. w/o me dey r much more free.. no nid let me spend deir money.. money money.. is dat wat e real society is fightin for? sick of life..
phew.. later goin to liqing hm!! woooooow.. so cool.. actualli plannin to go library de.. but den.. mayb wed den go liao.. coz hafta do bk review mah.. sianz lor.. haha.. wonder wat can i do at her hm.. haha.. chat? yea.. aiya.. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi.. lolx..
haiz.. my piano cher got one concert.. den i hafta go.. or rather.. i wanna go.. or rather.. i haf alrdy promise him to go.. bcoz.. i m his student.. lolx.. but no one wanna go wit me.. so sad.. my mum cant make it.. coz dad at hm.. ls dun wanna go.. coz its ex.. but hello?? dis tym e concert is v grand lor.. got ballet choir n instruments performance lor.. hw can u dun expect e price to b ex.. 18bucks oli mah..
haiz.. sometyms realli wonderin if ls n i r driftin apart.. i tot dat class camp we can get together more.. i tot dat we can b more close.. but.. none of e games grp i can b wit her.. or rather.. d other organisers dun allow us to b together.. sae wat interact more wit others.. yeayea.. but.. we diff class nxt yr.. somemore diff blks liao.. cant dey jux let us stae together more.. i noe myself dat sec 3 life is horrible.. we definitely got no tym to go out together lyk dis yr.. haiz.. realli sad.. heard from carmen dat ls n her went to library last fri.. i was lyk.. 'WAT??!!'.. y din she ask me out? i was so.. shock.. dun tel me dat we r realli driftin apart.. i can feel dat.. but i hope its jux my imagination lor.. i dun wish it to b true.. but.. dat is oli deceivin myself.. saw one person de blog rite b4..
i noe dat we ll nv b as close again. face it. we ll nv. as much as we want. its hardly posible. obstacles ll cum our wae. preventin us from bondin. n u guys sure to get ur own friens too. hold bac. nv do. jux go on n make new friens. i wont mind if u get someone to replace my seat durin recess. it ll b sad. but i dun wan u guys to b sad. get someone to take my place. mayb it ll make u feel more complete.
lolx.. its so sad..
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8:29 AM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
me here once again.. another borin dae..
ytd nite.. my bunny gif birth.. to 5 babies.. ew.. cute.. haha.. den e cage got hole mah.. den dey kiprollin out.. aiyo.. v scary leh.. coz u ll nv noe if it is under ur feet anot.. lolx..
todae is another borin dae.. play tibia alot.. n my alot realli means alot.. haha.. but i still cant raise rank.. coz nth for me to kill.. so damn slow lor.. den hafta bid rms.. haha.. actuali i oso dunno wats so gd for biddin rms.. jux for fun lor.. haha.. but its ex.. nvm la ck n i share cost.. plus i m a money saver.. wont die de.. haha.. x).. jux nw help ck raise rank.. in d end i din help myself to raise.. lolx.. den my frien al wonderin y m i stil stuck at lvl 5.. diaoz.. sianz..
todae tryin to finish up my theory..but i failed.. lolx.. partially is bcoz i dun feel lyk doin.. den i do half wae i go surf net.. den i go play tibia.. lolx.. oya.. den play gb wit zc.. kip lost.. todae i m v blur to sae e truth.. i dunno wat m i doin.. haha.. aniwae. i jux idle arnd my hm.. den kip usin com.. den heard my mum sae my dad is scoldin me n my bro in e kitchen.. but hu cares..
jux finish readin lynn's blog.. sometyms realli envy her.. got such a nice n xing fu de family.. her daddy stil brin her out.. n eat breakfast.. n watch movie.. wa kow.. wonderin when ll my dad eva do dat to me.. haiz.. somemore her dad stil lets her mum went out wit her friens.. my dad ll NV.. n it is a NV lor.. n her dad stil play games wit her.. wa kow.. so gd.. my dad.. ll.. he ll play wit me.. but i can nv win.. or else he ll sae me cheat or wte.. lolx.. adults.. can nv admit dey lost.. hmph.. aniwae.. envy her.. x)
borin dae.. borin life.. sianzation.. my life sux.. sick of life.. i dun wan new class..
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9:54 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
feel nth nw..
dis mornin quarrel wit my mum on e wae to piano.. jux bcoz i dun wish to ans her a vv lame quest.. i m jux followin her.. lyk wat she owaes did to me.. [ignore me..] but hey.. i din ignore her.. i m much betta den her.. i sae dat i dun wanna ans oli.. such a ridiculous ans she expect me to ans her? no wae.. den she whole dae bu shuang me.. lyk i care lidat.. jux nw i finish eatin dinner den she eat.. she 'throw' her bowl onto e dinin table.. ok la.. not throw.. jux made a v loud noise to show dat she is v bu shuang.. den wte bowl she take she ll 'throw'.. wadde heaven.. she tink i scared of her? letme tel u.. NO WAE menx.. den afta i eat i go wash dish mah.. den i oso 'throw' my bowl.. hu cares.. i dun care.. i heck care.. i haf enuff.. my tolerance has its limits..
dis mornin piano.. i whole dae blur blur de.. dunno wats arnd me.. afta e camp i haf been lidat.. so moody.. ha.. i m sick soon.. headache.. giddy.. smtyms cold smtyms hot.. wats up wit me? argh.. den of coz.. i got scolded by cher.. but i tink he can c dat i m actin strangely todae.. den din realli scold me.. i oso no feelins de leh.. he din scold me i oso lidat.. lyk v numb or v tired or wte i oso dunno..
i woke up at 7.30 todae.. den i v tired.. i tel my mum.. [b4 quarrel].. den she sae dat i slp til so l8 stil sae slpy.. er.. 7.30am leh.. not pm lor.. v late meh? my friens can slp til 9+ 10+ or even 12+.. but y cant i.. i m gonna sick soon.. y dey jux cant tel.. y dey jux cant concern me more.. care bout me leh..
when i nid u.. u r not dere.. but when i haf found my wae out.. u r dere.. actin lyk u care.. get lost.. i hate u.. n I DUN NID U ANIMORE!! x'(
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6:24 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
haiz.. vvvvvv sad nw.. aniwae.. e last few daes e blogs r abit confusin.. i m gonna re blog..
furx dae.. mondae..
i hafta meet wit d other organisers at 8am at e broadrick busstop.. guess wat.. in d end.. i reach dere half hr early.. wa.. den me so lonely dere.. lolx.. n den.. guess wat more ridiculous.. dl was somewhr near me.. but he din cum out n cal me.. wa kow.. den me so scared dere.. den ck reach.. wa.. his parents so sweet.. unlyk him.. jkjk.. haha.. den.. we [dl ck me] walk to e main gate of our skool to meet toto.. den guess wat.. e gate is not opened!! lolx.. den.. we climbed in lor.. haha.. den my leg nw got bruises.. ;p.. aniwae.. its fun.. haha.. b4 i get in.. e 3 guys go in n put ourbelongins.. coz i dare not climb.. den.. zc arrived.. i play wit his bb while waiting for dem.. den in d end.. zc dun wanna climb in.. den i hafta.. coz i hafta go in n help toto wit e camp ting.. ok lor.. climb den climb.. haha.. den gues wat.. i made it!! haha.. so happy.. den dl n zc go take chickens.. afta awhile.. zy reached.. den ck go help him take e bbq pit.. den toto n i in e classrm.. haha.. den toto sae ghost story.. lolx.. den.. aiya.. aniwae.. lets forward abit.. den zy reached e classrm.. den ck n toto go pay e deposit of our lunch.. den later.. dey came bac.. everyone cums bac.. den we go make water bombs.. den so wet.. lolx.. ahha.. den we go cal mac delivery.. wa kow.. $5.70 leh.. haha.. but zy pay for me e 70 cents.. he so gd.. haha.. but i ll return him la.. when skool reopens.. den.. we play water guns.. haha.. in d end.. we play til we r damn wet.. hahaha.. so FUN.. hmm.. den its tym for everyone to meet up.. den we go dwn n take attendance.. den not mani ppl.. oya.. den ms tay wan a cher to luk afta us durin overnite.. hmm.. den cant find lor.. den we so anxious.. coz if no chers means we cant stae overnite.. ahhhhh.. but luckily.. ms tay stae.. we saved us!! haha.. hmm.. den we bbq in e concourse.. wa.. so much smoke..den everywhr is so misty.. hmm.. durin e evenin.. e bbq no more firestarter.. den dey go buy.. aniwae.. ls n i go bac class to find cups n blah blah.. aftaal.. everyting went on smoothly bah.. joyce n i stnad at e railing dere.. we listen to songs n chat lor.. den lukin at e nite senery.. so cool.. but v dark.. realli dark.. afta e bbq.. i oli eat one crabstick one fishcake one chicken wing one hotdog 3 fishballs.. lolx.. dats my dinner.. aniwae.. i got gastric pain at e midnite.. oya.. we share bunks wit e guys.. haha.. so cozy.. yea.. haha.. den we cant get to slp.. coz.. NOISY.. lolx.. yea.. quite.. coz nite liaomah.. den everywhr so silent.. den got abit of noise ll seems to b noisy.. haha.. ls n i go outside watch e stars n chat.. den lynn came.. den we chat.. den we go bac our bunks.. den we play com lor.. cool.. aiwae.. i slp less den one hr on e furx nite.. coz.. too energetic liao.. haha.. den midnite.. zy zc lynn ls n i go concourse.. we go dere find smt to eat.. coz i gonna gastric.. den we sae abit ghost story.. haha.. den i was sneezin al e wae tru out e whole nite.. den luckily lynn gif me eat her medicine.. thx so much lynn.. i feel alot betta afta dat.. den lynn share her slpin bag wit us as blanket.. so damn cozy n warm menx.. haha..
second dae.. tuesdae..
woke up at bout 5+am.. so sianz lor.. aftaal i slpt less den one hr.. lolx.. den tired.. but.. jux cant get to slp lor.. hm.. den ls lynn n i go watch stars at e staircase of e lake.. cool.. e nite is so peaceful lor.. e stars shifted.. hmm.. everyting is jux so gr8.. den we go bac to slp.. den i woke up at 6.. den i wanna go watch sun rise..but e sun havent rise.. den i go bac into our bunks.. den 6.10 i go out.. omenx.. e sun alrdy cumx out.. i missed.. ahhh.. hmm.. dis is a fun dae.. i luv dat dae.. coz i m at skool e whole dae.. w/o seein my parents.. cool.. n somemore..wit my friens.. my gd n bex friens.. hmm.. we play sports game in e mornin.. soccer.. ahhh.. in d end i so lousy aftaal.. lolx.. den go bac to our bunks.. den while dey r watchin cartoons.. i m in cdc.. audition.. sianz.. den finally can go bac to my bunks.. den i go eat lunch.. hmm.. den.. we play water games.. haha.. so shuang.. i got wet.. coz ck pour 2 cups of cold water on my back.. diaoz.. so cold lor.. hmph.. den he die lor.. i got water gun.. cant let him haf a moment of peace.. haha.. realli fun.. but we messed up e floors of e 32 classrm blk.. den kana scolded by uncle.. lolx.. den we shifted to below to play.. haha.. fun.. but in d end.. we hafta pick up everyting.. lolx.. oya.. n guess wat.. my slippers turn into 4 pieces.. drop out.. lolx.. spoil liao.. haiz..my fav slippers leh.. hmm.. den we go bathe.. lynn n ls return.. den i borrow ls's slippers.. wa.. v slippery leh.. on my wae to bathe hor.. i nearly fell.. den i held onto e wall.. phew.. hmm.. den.. oya.. go find mr ang.. den he wanna noe ore bout our camp.. den tel him.. den he restrict dis restrict dat.. in d end.. we diff bunks from e guys.. den nite walk cant go cca blk.. aniwae.. stil got.. dun feel lyk ritin dwn.. den we eat dinner n watch show.. e snow angel.. omenx.. so romantic n sweet.. haha.. den we go play mother candle.. smt happen.. smt bad la.. den i v scared.. oya.. b4 dat.. ls fell dwn.. coz of her slippers mah.. aiyo.. den we go bac to class.. saw e terrible ting.. aniwae.. continue.. i dun wanna sae.. den empathy award.. kk.. skip.. haha.. i din get aniting la.. coz i nth special.. den go play mother candle.. dis one i dun wish to elaborate more.. coz.. i dun lyk dis game.. nxt.. nite walk.. ahha.. i v scared dat tym.. aniwae.. chat wit zy dere.. den watch e ppl walkin towards e station.. haha.. dey luk terrified.. lolx.. haha.. den.. we watch e senery.. tryin to divert our attention.. from bein scared la.. den we watch dl n zc.. ck n toto.. lolx.. c hw dey scare dem.. haha.. quite farni.. den my station is e last station.. so sianz dere.. hmm.. den finally e nite walk finish liao.. den we go bac to our bunk.. den i slpt at bout 1+am.. slpt immediately coz too tired..
third dae.. wednesdae.. last dae of camp..
woke up at bout 7.30am.. tot its stil 6+am.. haha.. coz e bunk is dark.. den i cant c e light from outside.. lolx.. den woke up.. wa.. pz alrdy woke up.. cool har.. early bird.. haha.. she go wit kor to take our breakfast.. roti prata.. cool.. i luv dis.. haha.. dmm.. den everyone is stil slpin lor.. den i go outside.. wa.. e sky so damn bright liao.. haha.. den i quickly go bac.. coz i saw alot of upper sec ppl.. den i go bac into e bunks n watch dem slp.. coz i cant gfet bac to slp liao.. den.. i go out again.. tryin to shine e sunshine.. den saw doughnut.. he haf bio n chem test i tink.. den afta wishin hm al e bex.. i go in again.. lolx.. i try to wake dem up.. coz outside v bright liao mah.. haha.. dey so poor ting.. coz i dun let dem slp.. heex.. hmm.. den.. we go eat breakfast.. den i go bac to bunks.. to play? yea.. tink so.. den l8r lamoz cum bac den we watch snow angel.. wa kow.. so exciting.. so sweet again.. haha.. den.. we din do much stuffs.. we jux kip stayin in e bunks.. play cards n watch shows.. so shaung lor.. haha.. den aftann play treasure hunt.. not v fun la.. coz v last min.. hmm.. den.. we take fotos.. wit my camera.. den v late liao.. den we go bac w/o helpin e lamoz to clear up.. so sry.. coz.. b4 dat.. my mum caled me n scold me for not returnin hm yet.. den i sae stil got stuffs to do.. den she throw dwn my fone..m i nearly cried.. haiz.. den.. i rushed hm.. so sry for dem.. haf to rush wit me.. haiz.. i nearly cried at e busstop.. den ls sae dat she ll nv cry at e busstop.. wat does dat mean? i dunno.. den i sae i din cry.. as long as my tears did not roll dwn from my eyes.. i m not cryin.. den she sae nth else.. as wat i haf expected.. my mum ignore me.. my dad diao me.. me cold war wit my bro.. wa.. my whole family hate me.. i rots.. haiz.. sad.. i cried on e wae hm.. tinkin bout e class camp.. our last.. v last.. den we ll haf to walk seperate waes.. i m so.. sad.. so moody e whole dae.. til todae.. no mood..
i m realli gonna miss 2ep'04.. miss everyone.. 2ep 13143344520..
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8:33 AM
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
nw at class camp.. sry.. cant blog ytd.. coz too tired.. haha.. coz e furx nite i slpt less den hr mah.. u ask me y? i oso dunno.. lolx.. aniwae.. its real fun.. but sad.. its gonna end soon.. todae is e last dae.. of our class camp.. cant bear.. nxt yr onwards.. we r in diff class liao.. sad.. sad.. v sad.. but quite bo liao dese daes.. haha.. watchin tv.. play poker cards.. den uno.. haha.. seems lyk returnin to childhood tyms.. kinda miss dose tyms.. so relaxin.. so.. shuang..
ytd.. i m e station master wit zy.. kinda.. or rather v scared.. e skool is so silent menx.. eerie? hmm.. kinda bah.. 4th floor of e new blk leh.. oli we 2leh.. wa kow.. kip breathin so deeply tryin to relac myself.. haha.. den do nth up dere.. which make me more scared.. u noe y.. coz i ll jux kip imaginin scary stuffs.. lyk can hear footsteps.. or wte.. my station is e last station.. so sianz lor.. hafta wait for dem for so long.. dey cant find us.. diaoz.. so ez lor.. we stil got put bombs mah.. dey can follow e noise de mah.. haha.. aniwae.. everyting went successfully.. no one c aniting.. u noe wat e aniting meanx.. but.. nite walk shld b fun.. but dere isnt scary lor.. which makes it not v fun.. haiz..
oya.. b4 dat.. we played mother candle.. sianz game.. foul? i tot its jux a game.. so y i care so much.. jux abit bu shuang? yea.. mayb.. haiz.. dats ppl.. selfish wae.. haha.. okok.. mayb i m too sensitive.. aniwae.. v fun aftaal.. dun feel lyk goin hm.. sianz.. i stil wanna play on.. n play.. n haf lotsa fun.. n nv b stress.. x) may my wish cum true.. ;p
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2:33 PM
Monday, November 15, 2004
yox.. i m at e class camp nw.. =) so fun todae.. damn fun.. but woke up at 6am todae.. early har?? nw i so tired.. i m in e geo rm.. sharin rm wit e guys.. so 'cozy'.. haha.. lolx.. aniwae.. i believe dat its fun.. n its real fun.. todae rox.. haha.. we bbq.. jux nw.. den e smoke.. er.. haha.. nw my face stinks.. lolx.. jkjk.. den e smell of e prawns stinks.. haha.. okok.. dun sae liao.. if not get bash by lynn.. coz she is e one hu bbq e prawns!! lolx.. jux finish bathin.. so late nw har.. haha.. e nite senery in skool is scary but nice.. e light ll jux flicker n switch on its own menx.. scary? yea.. kinda.. nw lynn n ls is playin icy tower.. rl is playin n explorin miniclips.. haha.. n wat m i doin?? i m bloggin!! lolx.. lame.. aniwae.. todae jux rox.. i dun tink dat i can fall aslp.. coz.. i.. jux cant.. lolx.. mayb i ll tml.. c if i can hang on.. haha.. nth to type liao.. tml den type more.. x)
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10:37 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
hey!! guess wat?? no nid go for e meetin liao!! wooooooow.. haha.. coz alot of ppl cant make it.. lolx..
ytd nite.. i pace up n dwn.. den jump here jump dere.. coz i v scared mah.. my dad is in e rm.. den i pace n jump outside e rm.. wonderin if i dare to go in n ask anot.. den afta pacin up n dwn n jumpin arnd.. i stil dare not go in.. den i go n ask lynn if i shld even ask anot.. den she sae yes.. n she sae she ll pray for me!! haha.. thx lynn!! aniwae.. i succeeded in persuadin my dad.. but heard my mum sae dat hes scoldin me in e rm afta i jump awae.. okok.. dun sae i crazi owaes jumpin arnd.. haha.. but too bad.. i m dat crazi.. lolx.. den he is scoldin me IN e rm?? siaoz.. but too bad i din hear it.. so i dun care.. in d end guess wat?? haha.. e meetin is canceled!! yay.. woooow.. haha.me so happy.. coz my dad sure cant scold me le.. haha.. he wanna find chance to scold me?? NO WAE menx.. hahaha..
todae i so happi when i woke up.. den i kip tinkin bout class camp.. hahahaha.. tml is camp liao.. haha.. m i excited?? YES I M!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. cant wait cant wait.. bu den hor.. i got a feelin dat i dun wan e camp so fast.. so fast cum means so fast go.. isnt it saddenin.. haiz.. camp rox camp rox.. 2 empathy rox!! 1314.. x)
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8:23 AM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
woooooooow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! piano lesson finally over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so cool har.. haha.. i can finally play wit al my might.. n to put dwn al my burdens.. yay.. isnt dat gr8.. hahaha..
tdae go piano lesson alone.. mum din go wit me.. phew.. freedom? mayb.. sort of.. aniwae.. on e mrt.. nth to do.. den luk arnd lor.. saw 2 couples opp me.. got one is chi de couple.. e gal is slpin on e guy's shoulder.. n e guy is lyin on her head.. den dey hold hands together n slp.. gosh.. so sweet!! haha.. den d other malay couple.. i saw e guy gif e gal a rose.. wow.. dat rose is big.. haha.. aniwae.. e gal is smiling so happily n smellin dat rose.. lyk so xing fu lidat.. wa kow.. so romantic.. haha.. okok.. dun sae liao.. later u ll feel goosebumps.. haha.. aniwae dey r realli sweet.. dey gif ppl a kind of impression dat dey r so fortunate n blessed.. haha.. hmm.. den reach piano cher de hm.. i m lyk draggin myself to go lor.. so sianz.. i dun wanna go.. but i hafta.. haiz.. but.. luckily.. todae e cher's mood is gd.. not as bad as wed.. although i did not a gr8 job.. but at least i din get a scoldin.. haha.. isnt dat gr8?? YES.. haha..
listenin to e song in joyce's blog nw.. so damn suit my mood too.. but i m gonna throw al my troubles awae.. n stay as happi as i culd.. one more dae.. woooow..
haiz.. tml got class camp meetin.. wonderin if i can go anot.. sure cant de lor.. but hu noes.. lets pray for miracles lor.. haiz.. if i failed persuadin my dad [*choy choy.. TOUCH WOOD!!].. i might not even able to go to e class camp.. sad har.. hafta pray real hard.. pray pray.. can help me pray anot? thx.. x) i nid lotsa gd lucks menx.. so much we do.. r jux suppose for e class.. so.. help k? thx.. heex..
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1:31 PM
Friday, November 12, 2004
jux finish tuition.. learn quite lotsa stuffs todae.. proud of myself har.. haha.. do some of e maths hol quest at tuition.. cool.. haha.. but.. i din manage to finish.. lolx.. lq reminded me todae dat deres stilmaths wb!! gosh.. i haf cleaned forgotten dat.. diaoz.. as wat lynn had said.. we r gonna haf fun til nxt wed.. den we ll hafta buck up ndo e hol hw liao... ='(
dis mornin go skool.. last meetin.. ck sae 8 am.. in d end hes e latest hu reached.. diaoz.. somemore hafta let us wait for so long.. aniwae.. we discuss n discuss.. n continue to discuss.. lolx.. den we go cca blk.. i wanna c e specimens my friens once told me mah.. curious.. den go c.. omenx.. e specimens r jux incredibly disgustin.. but cool at e same tym.. guess wat i saw.. a bunny.. argh.. hw can dey b so.. cruel.. its jux a small life.. n of coz i saw other small lives.. lyk.. maggots.. snakes.. starfish.. bees.. bettles.. cicks. ducklings.. mice.. n more.. aniwae.. e old cca blk is jux realli kinda scary.. went up to e fifth floor.. e balconey.. omenx.. e senery rox.. so.. NICE.. haha.. dats e bex part of out skool bah.. can c e stars at night.. wow.. cool.. but hafta c if we dare to go up n c e stars at nite anot.. lolx..
todae go tuition.. as e same as e jux past tues.. saw one of my pri skool frien.. same tuition.. wonder wat e hell is she doin dere.. den realise dat is one of my friens de mum intro her dere de.. wtf.. saw her sae a word hi.. she lyk diao me.. wtf? but she did reply.. dats ok.. but e style her eye luk at me make me bu shuang u noe.. den nvm.. class end liao.. i sae bye to her.. she ignore me.. wtf? yea.. wtf.. okok.. dun sae me vulgar.. jux realli bu shuang at her attitude menx.. she tot she real pro? c hus more pro here..
haiz.. tml stil got piano lesson.. dun feel lyk goin.. fear?? yea.. haiz.. afta dat wed.. i kana scolded til i nearly cried.. i dun feel aniting towards playin piano nw.. jux hope dat tml is a fast dae.. hurry off n i can play wit al my might til wed.. hooray.. b patient.. n WAIT bah..
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7:02 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
angry nw.. frustrated.. bu fu qi.. bu shuang.. ani words u can describe a fumin person can b used on me nw..
i cant believe it.. mayb.. i haf made e rong choice huh? i shld haf protest real hard dat tym.. den i can go to my dream skool.. n not here.. in dis sucker skool n suffer.. wtf.. if oli.. i can stop my cousin to rite dwn dis skool de code.. if oli i can score betta.. or.. score lousier.. den.. i no nid cum to dis skool.. n suffer.. by some of e terrible horrible chers.. n e ridiculous rules.. den.. i can enjoy my life.. my precious teenage life!! but y cant i.. tym flies.. i realli wanna enjoy!!
guess y m i so angry..
coz.. coz.. i jux heard from joyce dat my nxt yr de classrm is in old blk.. old blk???!!! eh.. ok.. i m not v angry over dat.. coz at least got free de lockers.. but.. guess wat.. its at e forthfloor once again.. wtf?? yea.. its WTF.. haven we suffer enuff dis 2 yrs??!! or is e skool blind dat dey cant c wat we r sufferin?? old blk.. OLD blk.. argh.. n guess wat.. rp md n jt is in new blk!!!!!!!!! oli ly not????? wa kow.. dis skool sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux.. world is unfair.. nth is fair.. dis world jux sux.. sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux.. my life sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux.. wadde heaven.. no nid console me.. i surrender.. no matter hw we fight.. its useless.. totally useless rite..
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1:58 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
haiz.. me here again.. jux nw quarrel wit my mum.. nono.. she started it out furx..
eatin dinner.. i jux said dat y she cooked e small prawns.. den i eat liao v giddy.. lyk wanna vomit lidat.. i cant stand dat smell menx.. she, my mum.. shld noe dat i hate seafood mah.. stil gif me e whole bowl of rice wit dat prawns.. god.. i jux so damn giddy lor.. lyk e world is spinnin.. yea yea.. e world is spinnin.. lolx.. but.. dis tym i CAN feel it.. lolx.. den she scold me.. compare me wit my other frien.. sae she eat WHITE porridge.. n nv grumble.. den i grumble so much.. wa kow.. white porridge is so much much betta lor.. at least its not smt which ll make me feel sick.. AHHHH.. den dis tym.. i nearly explode.. i wan to.. coz i alrdy v sick liao.. so unwell.. den she jux kip rantin nxt to me.. wadde hell.. e window is jux nxt to me lor.. if i realli cant stand it i ll jump dwn menx.. but too bad for her.. i havent jump.. sad huh.. yea.. m i a burden to u?? jux sae so if i m.. den i cant stand it.. i jux shout at her.. 'OK FINE.. PPL DE CHILDREN SO GUAI SO GD.. GO HAF DEM AS UR DAUGHTER LA.. GO N GIF BIRTH TO DEM LA.. Y BRIN ME TO DIS WORLD N SUFFER??!!!!'.. wadde hell.. luckily i stop myself afta dat.. if not.. hu noes wadde heaven ll happen.. cant stand it cant stand it.. shld i sit dwn instead?? lolx.. lame..
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6:35 PM
jux return from piano.. guess wat.. i got scolded again.. haiz.. shi bai..
dis morni wake up.. den stil v tired.. wonderin y.. normally i ll feel so energetic.. aniwae.. woke up.. brush teeth wash face eat bread.. as owaes.. den go msn.. chat wit frien.. den.. aiya.. forgot liao.. aniwae.. i go n attempt to do e maths hol hw.. but stuck.. lolx.. haha.. guess my mind is rustin liao afta e one mth break.. tink dat i realli did it.. coz i promise myself to throw awae everyting n play wit al my might afta exams.. haha..
den go piano.. sianz.. v tired.. plus rainin.. plus e sun suddenly so bright.. aniwae.. i afternn is owaes v tired de.. coz no energy liao.. den reach cher de hm.. den.. can tel hes in bad mood.. den i TRY not to make him angry.. or try to save myself.. but too bad.. i cant.. i failed doin dat.. den kip kana scolded.. act? yea.. i m actin again.. i try to SMILE.. although my tears is gonna drop at ani tym.. haiz.. but i force bac my tears.. i wanna b brave.. i haf to.. i dun wanna b weak.. sad har.. mayb i m not brave at al.. jux actin to b brave.. ow.. my life turns into actin.. i jux wanna b myself.. its jux a small small wish huh? cant ppl jux grant my wish.. stop scoldin me.. i noe i m stupid.. dun nida show me dat.. sry.. if i realli piss u off.. i dun wish to.. haiz.. ='(
aniwae.. actualli suppose to go to skool to do e name tag ting for e class camp de.. but when my lesson finish.. dey finish doin le.. wooooow.. coz no nidda go bac.. haha.. coz if i kip goin bac skool.. sure kana scolded by mum.. y??!! i dunno.. lolx..
5 more daes.. yay!! so happi.. coz i can get out of my hm.. finally.. no nidda c my mum n dad.. haha.. okok.. u may sae i m bad.. but no choice.. dey force me to de.. i cant even haf my own privacy.. when a guy caled my hm.. dey ll b lyk.. omg??!! isit her bf?? gosh.. wats e heaven.. dont dey haf brains?? argh.. aniwae.. i m not gona let dem spoil my mood.. i wanna live my life.. coz its my life!!
omenx.. so giddy nw.. hope i dun get sick.. i hafta hang on.. i wanna enjoy my class camp.. =)
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3:09 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
sianz.. so lonely at hm again.. luckily mum return liao..
dis mornin go swimmin.. lolx.. wat a rush.. i last min den remem dat i forgot to brin goggles.. n wats more anxious is dat i dunno wh i put it.. lolx.. go wit ls rl.. furx.. i meet rl.. den go ls dere.. den we take bus n go to e kallang swimmin complex.. quite silence on e wae dere.. din tok much.. mayb.. its e last outin we can go together.. i mean we 3.. haiz.. aniwae.. swim so mani laps todae.. lolx.. i deprove damn lots.. so kinda sad? yea.. haiz.. i swim til e middle den got abit cramps or wat.. coz i forgot to do warm up exercise.. heex.. den so xin ku.. but.. luckily i survive.. rl n me tryin to teach ls to swim again.. me to to stae as further as her.. lolx.. coz i kana kiked by her last tym when i tryin to teach her.. ouch.. pain xia.. lolx.. aniwae.. realli swim mani laps todae.. tired n sleepy nw.. waste too much energy.. wonder hw i survive durin e tuition l8r..
ytd.. play gb e whole nite.. tryin to raise my rank.. so can thrash zc todae.. lolx.. den met a guy.. in gb la.. wans me to b his.. gf? eh.. er.. hmm.. dunno hw to sae.. aniwae i jux din agree la.. coz i m single.. lolx.. aniwae.. singapore is real small.. his skool is tkss.. n mine is chmss.. wa.. so close xia.. so surprise? yea.. kinda bah..
so sianz.. so sianz.. havent touch hw again.. diaoz.. dead for sure dis hol.. class camp.. 6 more daes.. horray hooray.. cant wait.. pray pray.. everyting ll b fine.. everyting ll b a happin memories.. u jux rox menx 2empathy.. x)
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2:32 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
woooow!! i changed my blogskin!! haha.. isit cool?? yea i noe itis.. lolx.. jux luv it menx.. coz i edit so much of it.. haha.. i changed e pic n e colors n nearly everyting!! woooow.. haha.. so cute menx.. although lynn sae its not me.. haha.. but i lyk it aniwae.. lolx..
v tirin todae.. furx.. go bank wit mum.. den waited for dat person toserve us for bout 2 hrs.. 2hrs!! omy.. can u imagine?? waste my precious tym.. den go another bank wit mum.. dis tym 1hr.. no seat!! diaoz.. den in d end guess wat?? my mum forgot to brin smt which is needed for smt to do wit e bank.. argh.. den hafta walk bac hm.. wadde.. den dat 1hr of queue is wasted.. wadde heaven!! argh.. 'scolded' my mum.. den kana scolded bac by her.. sae i not filial again.. wa.. use dat big word again.. i jux sae her y lidat.. coz b4 goin out.. i forgot to brin wallet.. den kana scolded by her.. den dis tym she forgot to brion such an important ting!! omenx.. hw can.. den.. go make new specs.. half frame.. so ex.. so heart pain.. i wan my dat type de.. same type de la.. but dun haf.. haiz.. den e cheap ones al v o biang de.. den choose e half frame.. dunno if it suits me.. hafta wear dat for 2 yrs.. 2yrs!! haiz.. i mux realli take gr8 care of it menx.. but i wan totally framless.. but dat one more ex.. $120+.. god.. so damn ex.. heart more pain.. haiz.. my mum sae dat i can make frameless de.. if i go n work durin hol.. den go make usin my own hard earned money.. diaoz.. its damn impossible for me to go work lor.. my dis hol is damn pack lor.. if got cdc rehersal [cross fingers].. den i sure NO TYM.. argh.. sianz.. did not touch ani hw todae again.. sianz.. tml stil got tuition.. AHHHHH!! i wanna explode liao..
somebody save me..
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5:56 PM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
so sianz at hm.. do nth.. lolx.. so wasted rite.. haiz.. no choice.. me too slack..
todae.. play gb in d mornin.. lolx.. but b4 dat.. i finish my theory.. yippiee.. lolx.. finally.. aniwae.. tues got piano lesson again.. haiz.. den straight afta dat gtg for my tuition.. omenx.. i m sufferin dis holidae.. suay xia.. but no choice.. for my future.. i haf to work hard.. lolx.. pray dat i ll not slack lor.. haha.. din touch ani hw todae.. eh.. mayb got touch.. but dun bother to do.. hahaha.. lame.. i was readin tru e draft i rote for my friens for e farewell letter ting.. den its lyk so sad lor.. it seems to me dat hol havent start yet.. at e moment i was readin tru.. memories flood back.. haiz.. somemore i went bac to skool so mani tyms last wk.. c some of my friens.. heex.. so not dat lonely as i m NW.. haiz.. dis wk is a bz wk menx.. mon gotto accompany my mum go dunno whr.. tues whole dae out to lessons.. wed.. hopefully can go do some sports exercise.. thurs deepavali.. dad at hm.. cant do aniting fun.. fridae.. tuition again.. sianz.. den sat.. piano lesson again.. diaoz.. den sun.. tidy my camp de bag.. den mon.. WooooW!! cool.. i luv dat dae.. hahaha.. was chattin wit lynn jux nw.. den i remem dat camp is jux nxt wk.. omy.. nxt wk?? hahahahaha.. so DAMN cool.. hahaha.. cant wait cant wait cant wait.. hahaha.. 7 more daes.. nxt sun i ll b so damn happi.. i can forget bout e piano lesson.. n play e whole sun mon tues n wed!! woooow.. isnt dat cool? hahaha.. may we haf GR8 fun.. heex.. aniwae.. i jux played gb e whole aftann.. wooow.. i win so mani rounds.. haha.. mux continue to train hard.. to thrash kor n ck.. muahahahaha.. jux wait n c.. ;p
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3:23 PM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
so proud of myself todae.. guess wat.. i did a gd deed todae.. hooray.. haha.. lolx.. i sae til lyk i nv done a gd deed for a long tym.. haha.. but dis tym i feel weird..
todae.. go piano lesson.. everyting went so fast.. d oli ting dat is slow is tym.. wonder y.. hol de tym is so damn slow.. haiz.. i jux cant wait.. til class camp.. den i ll b so happi til siaoz dat tym.. tym.. lyks to b a rival to me.. everytym zuo4 dui4 wit me.. when i wan it to slow dwn.. it ll fasten.. when i wan it to fly faster.. it ll slow dwn.. wadde heaven.. n i believe.. dat e tym ll once again fly faster durin e camp.. haiz.. y cant it jux let me enjoy wat i wan.. b4 i got no chance.. haiz.. i did a gd job todae.. quite bah.. cher din scold me.. n joke it me.. phew.. den on e wae hm.. take mrt.. at furx.. not mani ppl.. den as more stops.. mroe ppl.. DEN.. an old auntie.. stand rite in front of me.. den i was lyk tokin to my mum half wae.. haha.. aniwae.. i stop my mum n ask her.. shld i gif my seat to her? haha.. den i stand up n gif her my seat.. lolx.. den everyone is lyk starin at me.. den i luk out at e senery.. pretendin i dunno.. lolx.. but v happy at myself.. coz.. i did smt rite.. n i did e rite ting which no one in e mrt did.. hmm.. wonderin smtyms.. mayb.. ppl r realli selfish in nature.. but i stil believe dat 'ren zhi chu, xing ben shan'..
todae at hm.. cant log in to maplestory.. v fedup lor.. dunno wadde heaven my com goes rong.. haiz.. tink i haf to gif up on dat game bah.. lolx.. aniwae.. i play bejeweled minsweep n checkers wit one of my msn friens.. coz he noes dat i cant get into e game den v sianz.. haha.. thx loads!! heex.. den afta playin.. i hafta go do chores lor.. i tidy my cupboard.. take out al d unwanted clothes.. n fold e rest neatly bac into e cupboard.. haha.. den.. i tidy e sofa.. coz my family al throw bks newspaper advertisements paper dere.. diaoz.. den i finally tidy finish.. den i go help my mum to remove e shells from e hard boil eggs.. phew.. wow.. c.. i so guai todae.. haha.. lolx.. realli proud of myself.. but l8r hafta do e theory.. wa kow.. sianz..
sianz sianz sianz..
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5:44 PM
Friday, November 05, 2004
so sianz.. nth to do at hm.. attemptin to do e maths hol hw.. but i dunno or rather i forgot hw to do le..
dis mornin.. go skool.. class camp meetin.. as owaes i waited for e bus for 20-30 min lidat.. so darm long.. den i expected to reach skool early to do e maths hw at skool mah.. but.. reach skool 9.20 lidat liao.. den d other ppl r cumin liao.. den might as well dun do.. zy alrdy dere liao when i reach.. fast xia.. luckily todae got class camp meetin.. if not e tym realli stop flyin when i m at hm.. i jux dun wanna stay at hm.. mayb u ll tink dat i m pan4 ni4.. but.. i got no choice.. stayin at hm n got nag by my mum is a disaster menx.. she jux dun gif me freedom lor.. hueva sms me.. or cal me.. she ll wanna noe.. if not she ll force me or throw temper at me.. wow.. wat a mum.. shld i feel blessed.. fed up by her.. jux kip wanna c wat m i doin every sec.. when i m usin com rite.. she ll cum n c wat m i doin.. in d end i sae her ytd.. coz i cant tolerate.. privacy? aniwae i din do aniting illegal mah.. she care so much for wat.. tryin to shoo her off ytd by telin her dat 'ur daughter got no bf'.. argh.. sick menx.. she realli tink got anione wan me???? siaoz..
reach hm do nth.. tryin to do e maths hw but dunno hw to do.. can oli do some.. so hapi for e pri 6.. dey can stil go bac to skool n play.. so shuang.. den can b wit deir friens.. so cool.. while i cant.. wheneva i told mymum i wanna go out or go skool.. her face ll turn black.. argh.. cant stand cant stand.. aniwae.. i started usin my new fone ytd liao.. haha.. so cool.. e tone is so damn nice.. much more betta den my old fone.. haha.. got scolded by mum jux nw.. but i dun care.. zhuang long zuo ya. she jux kip scoldin me on e wae bac.. she wan me to accompany her to go n buy smt.. ok lor.. go den go lor.. den when reach dere.. deres smt free or wte e electricity chair.. den inside al old folks.. den she push me to go n try dat 'chair'.. argh.. i dun wan lor.. al old ppl.. rnt i v extra.. den i jux kip saein dat i dun wan.. den she jux force me.. wtf.. me so angry lor.. den e moment i step in hor.. al e old ppl r lyk starin at me lyk i m an alien lidat.. wadde.. den when i get out.. i 'scold' my mum.. everytym lidat de lor she.. last tym choose sec skool dat tym.. i choose tkss.. den in d end.. she dun let me.. den put cchms.. den in d end.. so suay.. i realli get in.. den she jux kip scoldin.. n naggin.. wtf.. it jux seems to her dat its my fault lidat.. i alrdy told her so mani mani mani tyms dat i dun wan liao mah.. y force an unwillin cow to drink water when it is not even thirsty.. *no offence to cows*.. hmph.. den she scold me unfilial.. wa.. wat a big word.. unfilial? she cal me unfilial? wa.. den i shldnt buy ani nice food nice drinks for her animore lor.. since wte i do is jux unfilial to her.. so wats e point of wastin my own hard earned money?
hate my life.. its so empty..
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5:54 PM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
nw v confused..
todae i go buy hp.. haha.. yay.. color de leh.. lol.. so cool.. same as lynn n kor de.. hmm.. nice.. jux luv it.. but.. mum dun let me take out n use.. coz she scared l8r my bro c liao jealous den throw temper.. haiz.. den go sign plan de.. den my mum jux kip naggin afta everyting is planned.. wadde heaven.. when i asked for her opinion dat tym.. she kip quiet n say aniting dat suits me.. ok lor.. den afta i choose e $25.20 de plan.. den she sae.. WA.. so ex har.. diaoz.. den she dun wanna tel me b4 signin.. argh.. parents r lidat de.. san xin liang yi..
gotto noe which class i go to todae.. so surprisin.. furx tym our skool is so efficient.. lol.. aniwae.. i got into ly.. gd class? yeah.. at least to me bah.. but i scared ll b competitive leh.. den i ll b so stress.. hmm.. i in e same class as mani of my pri skool friens.. fate? yeah.. perhaps.. we got into e same class afta 2 yrs.. lol.. ly got so mani i familiar de ppl.. but.. to me.. stil.. no class can compare wit 2ep'04.. 2ep'04 jux rox.. n ll rox on.. yay.. hmm.. i m sort of sad? noein dat.. ls.. carol.. lynn.. n mani more.. we cant get into same class.. we cant b together.. yea.. i noe.. mayb we can stil gather.. but.. face it.. we can nv b as close.. agree? yeah.. same class is a gd wae to stae close.. coz we share e same cher.. e same classrm.. haiz.. but hey.. ppl haf to b content wit wat dey had nw.. so.. let me b content.. let me b happi.. =)
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10:06 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
so SIANZ.. haiz.. dun feel lyk doin hw leh.. but stil.. SIANZ.. haiz..
ytd.. i went to skool quite early.. i jux luv e early feelin.. heex.. but e sun.. so.. bright.. haiz.. i jux cant open my eyes lo.. tryin to close my eyes n walk.. haha.. lame..den.. finaaly reach skool.. den saw e silence sign.. means exam goin on lor.. so i dunno can go up to our classrm anot.. den i saw dl.. den we go to e class together lor.. den saw toto was already in e class.. wa.. so early.. haha.. guess wat is he doin.. he is playin POKEMON.. hahaha.. lol.. okok.. dun laugh liao.. if not u guys sae dat i m bad.. haha.. gameboy.. lol.. i used to play dat last tym.. but nw din liao.. coz i no money buy battery.. den i do my theory dere.. coz dun waste tym mah.. haha.. lol.. aniwae.. when everyone assembles liao.. dl wanna go dae n nite.. to eat his breakfast.. lol.. den b4 goin.. joyce ask me to help her paint her fingernails.. when i wanna paint dat tym.. e guys jux kip.. disturbin nshake e table lor.. in d end.. i paint til so disgustin.. omenx.. so sorli joyce.. =x.. hmm.. den we go dae n nite.. i buy drink oli.. coz i eat my breakfast liao mah.. den v farni dere.. i jux kip teasin toto.. coz he kip saein dat e instant noodles got alot of msg.. den he go buy twisties.. den i sae dat dat one oso got alot of wei jing.. l8r eat liao ll grow white hair or drop hair.. haha.. den he go buy drink.. den i sae got 10 teaspoon of sugar [dats wat he told me last thurs].. lol.. haha.. so farni.. den we walk bac skool.. hmm.. den we discuss n discuss.. so proud of myself for jux dis once.. heex.. coz.. we complete quite alot of discussion.. yay.. wa.. coz i everytym slack de.. haha.. den when we reach skool.. we go to ms tay de pigeon hole.. to take e consents form.. den i suddenly remem dat i got brin MnMs.. den i tae out n eat.. den dl n zy use my chocolates to play.. er.. diaoz.. in d end.. left me wit no more chocolates but e wrapper.. diaoz.. den we discuss discuss.. den kip rainin.. den lunch tym.. i hungry.. den ibear wit it.. but hu noes.. i got gastric.. wadde.. so pain.. al e wae til i reach hm.. argh.. so darm pain.. n somemorei jux kip havin e wanna vomit de feelin.. wadde.. but hor.. gastric ll wanna vomit de meh? i dunno.. lol.. den on e wae hm.. e nkf ppl cal me.. wanna to gif me a card to donate again la.. wadde.. den i reject.. coz i recently ll b v bz mah.. den dat lady jux dun let me reject.. argh.. hw can dey lidat.. wadde lor.. aniwae.. i dunno la.. even if dey send e card to me.. i dun wanna donate la.. i m alrdy broke lor.. plus dey every yr got gif us donate liao mah.. stil nid so much? hmm.. den i m in such gr8 pain.. den ireach hm kana scolded for returnin hm l8.. eh.. its not my fault lor.. i waited for more den half hr lor.. e bus jux dun wanna cum i oso cant do aniting mah.. haiz.. den i din go c doctor.. but hu cares..
todae.. meetin again.. actualli sae dat todae hand in proposal de.. but.. someone din finish doin n din print it out coz he dun haf paper.. diaoz.. aniwae.. todae go hm quite early.. den reach hmnth to do.. den hungry.. den go eat instant noodles.. lol.. to prevent myself to get gastric pain again.. its so.. awful.. i mean e pain.. lol.. i dun wanna get dat feelin again.. ew.. den i play e whole dae.. den chat wit lq.. cool.. haha.. den i go n tryin to finish up my theory.. but stil left one more quest.. lol.. so sianz.. jux dun feel lyk doin lor.. haiz..
tml gettin my new fone.. haha.. cool.. hopfulli i can get la.. but.. i dunno dat i shld b sad or happy.. sad-- i hafta depart from al my nice nice msg my friens send to me.. happi-- i finally got a color fone.. haha.. isnt dat gr8? lol.. hmm.. jux hope dat when i got my new fone.. ppl can send nice nicemsgs to me again.. so long liao.. no one send cute msgs to me.. my fone is lyk so isolated menx.. haiz.. hope i can haf a happi dae tml.. =)
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5:32 PM