haiz.. i m readin mani ppl's bloggies dis few daes.. al tokin bout e sad stuffs.. bout kana seperatin.. i m.. sad.. sad.. n stil sad.. so moody.. no appetite lor.. e whole dae is so sianz.. haiz.. n jux kip listenin to sad songs.. over n over again.. n jux to sing along wit it smtyms.. haiz.. mayb its jux me hu tink too much.. i m jux wryin bout my class.. which class ll i go to? hu ll i b together? haiz.. i m afraid dat i m left astray.. wit no friens.. i told my mum todae.. on e wae to piano lesson dat.. wat if.. nxt yr.. i bu zhi bu jue zhong.. walk walk walk.. n walk to 2ep'04 de classrm? haiz.. too stress up.. den my mum tink i crazi.. wte.. since i m free nw.. tink i ll rite an entry fr 2ep.. my dearest class.. =) todae go for piano lesson.. my cher de mood quite gd.. can bear wit my disgustin pieces.. haha.. but he grew to b irritated.. as expected.. mayb i jux sux. its jux my fault.. i shld.. i shld.. learn to realise.. cherish everyting i had nw.. cherish e tym i can haf wit my cher.. if not nxt tym.. when i stop learnin.. den ll i miss e tyms i got scolded.. lol.. abit.. fake har.. ha.. sianz.. play e whole dae.. i shld feel happi.. but y.. i feel nth.. jux kip tinkin bout 2ep.. 1ep'03.. haiz.. sad again.. mani ppl cry.. when dey recal.. but i din.. i dunno y.. mayb coz i m forcin myself to.. i wanna b strong.. i wan.. but tryin.. tryin hard.. 2ep'04.. u rox.. n u ll rox on..
todae is a bz n tirin dae.. kana rejected so mani tyms.. uhoh. wait wait wait.. dun xiang wai wai.. its not bgr hor.. its flag dae todae! .. lol.. flag dae is not a dae we went out beggin ppl for money.. its a dae dat we learn e true self of singaporeans.. so r dey generous? ya.. but.. not al.. i go orchard for flag dae.. e ppl dere r gr8.. at furx.. i realli dun wanna 'beg' ppl lor.. its lyk.. dey c u so pitiful hafta stand under e sun den dey donate.. or dey bu hao yi si reject.. den dey donate.. hmm.. not from deir heart.. but.. i learn to 'beg'.. coz no matter wat.. wat matters most is e money.. not deir heart.. agree? n i HAF to do my part.. coz at least i haf tried my bex to get e money.. v tired todae.. *yawn*..tink alot dis few daes.. wonder wat ll my life bcum.. w/o 2ep.. w/o my friens.. can i stil survive?? nonono.. a deinite no.. haiz.. e camp.. e class camp.. is jux a few wks from nw.. oli.. so.. fast? i tink its fast.. dere.. hol hw.. tuition hw.. i havent even finish restin.. den again.. stress overcum me.. haiz.. o men.. e more i hope e tym can stop.. e faster it fly.. haiz.. i realli realli realli wanna spend more tym wit my friens.. i regreted.. for not cherishin my friens enuff.. i wanted to c dem again.. to realli cherish e tym.. my last chance.. jux as wat pz said.. e memories.. jux kip playin n playin.. lyk a film.. tinkin of e fadin happy tyms.. i m sad.. we can nv b as b4.. if we go diff classes.. haiz.. tinkin if i wanna buy new fone.. 3120.. e same as lynn's new de hp, kor n zc.. coz e fone is free.. jux nidda pay for e line.. but i lyk 3100.. or 3750.. hmm.. dunno leh.. but.. if i change.. wat bout al e nice nice msg from my old fone??! al ll b gone lor.. haiz.. i miss dem.. dey r from my friens lor.. if lidat delete.. ll b so piti.. den oso hafta change no.. den i hafta tel so mani ppl.. wa.. diaoz.. aiya.. c furx.. mayb i ll not change.. lol.. tink so much liao den dun wan.. haha.. so sianz.. tml got piano lesson.. argh.. hate it hate it hate it.. i din practise leh.. sure kana scolded de lor.. haiz..
we r like pieces of a jigsaw.we work best ONLY when we are place and fixed TOGETHER.jigsaws are meant to be together.once even one piece is lost.the picture will be incomplete.regardless of how hard you try to find another piece to subsitute it. all along i thot we would look back at our cries n laugh.bud never did i know we would end up lookin back at our laughter n cryal my close friens. fallin apart right in front of me. i noe dat we ll nv b as close again. face it. we ll nv. as much as we want. its hardly posible. obstacles ll cum our wae. preventin us from bondin. n u guys sure to get ur own friens too. hold bac. nv do. jux go on n make new friens. i wont mind if u get someone to replace my seat durin recess. it ll b sad. but i dun wan u guys to b sad. get someone to take my place. mayb it ll make u feel more complete. for 2ep'04..[adapted from ppl's blogg..]
sad.. vv sad.. i cant believe it.. its fridae nw.. omy.. so fast? i tot dat i haf alrdy pleaded e tym to stop flyin? y it insist to fly.. n instead of slowin dwn.. it fly faster.. wadde.. i crie todae.. bcoz of my results.. i cant believe it.. i scored so.. badly? argh.. i cant take it.. i haf alrdy tried my bex.. my v bex.. but y? hmph.. al becoz of my SA1.. i haf improved.. is dat a gr8 ting? yea.. sort of.. i took fotos todae.. in class.. one is wit ls rl hyin.. d other is wit lynn.. lol.. i noe i luk sux.. but hu cares.. lol.. i m a 'santa claus' todae.. lol.. i distribute letters to dose i rote to.. =).. in d end.. ls din rite finish.. she went to slp til e nxt dae.. diaoz.. aniwae.. todae is a fast dae.. everyting happen so fast.. make me abit bu zhi suo cuo.. i cant bear to leave 2empathy.. i cant bear to seperate from al my friens.. i cant.. i luk around e whole class todae.. its e last dae.. e last dae 2ep can eva sit together in e classrm.. in e same classrm.. as a class.. isnt dat sad.. haiz..todae zhong zheng bian bian bian.. lame ting rite? hmm.. e finals.. although i din help ytd coz i was helpin out at amazin race.. i help abit todae.. actualli i help out abit at furx de.. but in d end coz i scared no music v leng chang.. den i go play piano.. although it jux sux.. haha.. but overal shld b ok la.. but too bad.. we din win.. but i tink we had alrdy did a gr8 job.. coz dis is a vv last min work.. todae rl ls xl n me go juntion8 [bugis].. we go dere take neoprints.. n plan to play arcade de.. but got chased out.. coz we r not old enuff.. in d end.. we go play children de arcade.. haha.. so childish.. i lose to ls.. coz i dunno hw to play at al.. lol.. den its tym to go bac hm.. hmm.. on e wae bac.. i m vvvv sad.. coz i m jux kip wonderin.. n recallin.. e hapi tyms i had wit everyone.. wit 2ep.. i den regret.. fot not cherishin enuff.. but luckily.. deres class camp.. our last.. 'outing'.. haiz.. hope everyting ll turn out rite.. n hope everyone ll haf gr8 fun.. XD..2empathy rox.. foreva.. n eva
hmm.. todae is a real fun dae.. really fun.. i learn lotsa stuffs.. den did i noe dat i m an idiot.. i live in singapore n yet i dunno whr which part of singapore is e stations.. lol.. but luckily e ppl r pro.. wonder hw cum dey noe so much.. lol.. aniwae.. i m e crew of md [chong yeow, jonathan, jia li n pei yi..].. i learn alot of dem.. actualli.. dey r realli gd ppl.. dey treat me v gd.. so touch.. =').. lol.. realli lor.. nw i dare to sae.. i got no regrets to change wit ls for md.. hmm.. its vv dangerous todae.. we r lyk dashin across e road.. i was so scared lor.. coz i jux kip remindin myself dat i m holdin responsibility.. i nidda brin myself safely bac to my mum.. n its a mux.. lol.. but luckily.. i manage to return safely.. n oso brin my grp bac safely.. n guess wat??! dey got in furx!! wit ly.. omen.. me so darm proud of dem.. hip-hip-hooray!! coz we slow dwn at e forth stop.. from e furx grp n lag lag lag to e second last grp.. so panic.. but luckily.. we catch up n got in furx.. wow.. to sae e truth.. i feel lyk givin up when i noe dat we r e sec laz.. BUT.. dey motivated me!! dey encourage each other.. yay.. dey rox.. mani ppl tot we took taxi.. which is breakin e rule.. coz dey dun believe dat we can jump from sec last grp to e furx grp.. me so angry lor.. r dey tryin to sae dat me dis crew is dishonest?? argh.. but we r realli fast.. heex.. i dun care bout others.. as long as we r honest in everyting.. todae i oli gif out four letters.. d others i plan to gif tml.. coz some i havent finish riting.. tml last dae le.. i m sad.. hope i can dun cry.. try bah.. haiz.. tym is runnin out.. i wanna go rite letters liao.. cya
me here once again.. sad.. suddenly feel lyk breakin dwn.. haha.. mayb jux as wat i jux told my senior.. i tml shld b ok le.. ya.. shld b.. haha.. jux ate medicine.. hmm.. got force by mymum.. haiz.. i would rather b sick.. so dat i can escape from reality.. isnt dat gr8? yay.. i noe u ll agree de.. heex.. aniwae.. i rote 2 more letters jux nw.. hmm.. do u tink i can finish ritin dem? haha.. i dun tink so.. but i ll definitely try my v bex.. YES! add oil.. haha.. SMILE.. XD.. try..
i feel lyk a loser.. a total loser.. so shi bai.. i cant sae todae sux.. bcoz it is a fact dat todae dun sux.. it is jux e fact dat i sux.. yeah.. i m a loser.. hooray.. suddenly feel dat i haf irritated n pissed off so mani ppl.. yay.. diaoz.. hmm.. aniwae.. i dun care.. i told ls i heck care.. but she jux kip saein dat i do care.. n i do care.. o isit? do i? shes jokin.. 'hahaha'.. lemme tel u.. i dun gif it a darm.. its e last wk of skool already.. y shld i care.. i did nth rong.. at least dats wat i think.. so i DONT care..me so sick todae.. sneezin e whole mornin.. but hu noes.. hu even cares.. no one.. n yet i m.. in skool sufferin lyk hell.. but luckily.. its soon over.. but i stil not feelin well.. aniwae.. i hang on.. although i m scared dat i might fall off at ANI moment.. todae dance is hip-hop.. as i haf said.. i not feelin well. so i even feel lyk dancin.. n i luk kanasai.. n i noe everyone tink so too.. i realise wat is e feelin of bein left out.. i finally realise dat after livin in dis world for 14 yrs.. isnt dat slow.. haha.. yay.. i feel so darm left out.. everyone is cheering for ls.. n dere m i.. dancin lyk shit.. n mayb.. i m e grass my mum owaes sae.. when a grass is nxt to a flower.. it can show e beauty of e flower.. n i m e grass.. while ls is e flower.. n i m e kanasai one.. while ls is e chio one.. isnt dat gd? i help ls to show out her beauty.. haha.. todae hying lynn n yihui nv cum.. den ytd hying din cum but zj mark her attendance.. den todae mrs tan wanna c hying coz she din go for e dance.. haha.. den zj go n clear e misunderstandin.. lynn sick ytd nite.. den todae oso nv go skool.. wish her gd health.. wish everyone gd health.. x) den jux nw in skool wrap present for hying coz she tml bdae.. so sad.. bdae sick.. den go to her hm gif her hw jux nw.. den here i m.. sittin here nw.. i hate myself.. i feel broken? haiz..
hihi.. sick n tired of life.. parents threw deir temper at me ytd.. n do u wanna noe e reasons? its bcoz i play computer games.. argh.. exams r over.. y cant i play??! n somemore.. my mum promise me dat i can haf gr8 fun afta exams.. ya rite.. nw i noe wat.. wte parents sae r jux lies.. lies.. i jux told my mum dat i wanna go for e class camp.. her face immediately turn black.. wadde heaven.. i dun care.. me goin for sure.. ytd my dad return from work.. gif me another black face.. i jux sit at e computer table oli mah.. dat doesnt mean dat i m usin e com.. hello?? r dey blind? cant dey c dat i m ritin letters?? y my parents so man bu jiang li de.. parents sux.. wte i did is rong.. n wte dey did is owaes correct.. wadde heaven.. so isolated in my hm.. no one bothers or even cares bout me.. smtyms wonderin.. wats e point of livin? haiz.. life jux sux.. ='(ytd piano lesson.. can tel dat my cher is goin to explode at ani moment.. haiz.. realli pity him to haf a student lyk me.. so suay.. haf to spoil his mood every sat.. poor ting..ytd rite alot of letters.. so nw.. total i haf ritten 7 letters.. hahaha.. ok la.. not alot i noe.. but betta den 0 rite? heex.. plan to try my bex to finish ritin by tues.. so dat wed is left for decoratin.. den thurs can gif liao.. haha.. c i so organise.. lol.. haiz.. yr endin.. dat means i gotto stae at hm for another 2 mths again.. can i survive wit my mum's temper? okok.. i agree dat my mum can b gd smtyms.. but hey.. she threw her temper at me more than shes gd to me.. haiz.. hafta help mum do housework dis hol liao.. sianz..jux finish doin e music theory.. yay.. haha.. happy.. coz no nid to c dat bk for one wk.. dat bk jux sux.. i can nv noe hw to do.. music is supposed to b nice melody ll do mah.. y stil nidda noe e formula to rite notes? argh.. haiz.. sianz.. phew.. parents both wentout nw.. gtg play games b4 dey return.. cya..
i m tired.. lol.. jux finish drinkin winter melon tea.. yucks.. but my mum sae its gd for my pimple.. so i got no choice.. but to force myself to drink dat tea.. argh.. my pimple got bcum betta abit.. abit oli.. i stil got one red spot on my nose.. n stil pain.. hmm.. hope it ll b ok by nxt mon.. i dun wanna scare ppl off.. lol..i cry in skool todae.. bet no one noes except ls.. coz no one care.. wats e point of saein sry when u haf already done e rong ting? its useless.. undertand? for dat sucker.. although saein sry is no cure.. BUT u shld at least show some sincere.. i m angry.. vv agitated.. by dat sucker.. wadde heaven he tink he doin? doesnt he haf aniting to do? i dun care him.. i dun gif it a darm bout him.. aniwae skool is endin soon.. so i can scold him wit al my might.. skool is endin.. empathy is endin oso.. cant he jux leave a betta impression in me?? he make me cry.. 2 tyms in a yr.. wadde heaven.. wtf?? i dun wish to scold vulgar.. but he forced me to.. wat kind of gentleman is he??both tyms.. he sae no sry.. wadde heaven.. gentleman? PUKES.. let me tel u here.. U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX U SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U LL SUX FOREVA AS LONG AS I LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!todae whole dae in skool v sianz.. n my mood is destroyed by DAT SUCKER.. cant believe it.. ARGH.. aniwae watch alot of shows todae.. got chinese opera n a chi show.. den saw our ave marks for e second semester.. my total ave is so lousy lor.. haiz.. b3 oli.. but overal shld b ok la.. mux b content.. so darm pissed off todae.. spoil my mood..
sry.. din realli blog ytd.. i m dead beat.. for dunno y.. dis few daes jux feelin giddy.. N.. wit dat stupid pimple.. i hope i can jux use chopper n chop it awae.. it jux sux.. i noe it scare ppl off.. but dun eva tink dat i m not scared myself.. i dare not even luk into e mirror.. e person inside jux sux.. ahha.. n dat person is ME.. argh.. so ugly.. my face is disfigured.. aniwae.. got bac maths n lit ytd.. my maths was ok.. but i m not realli satisfied.. coz i m CARELESS.. argh.. ok.. sry ppl if u sae i m not content.. BUT.. i realli haf darm high expectations for my maths.. sry ppl.. n i flunk my lit.. i dun gif it a darm.. since i m not preparin to go into lit stream although i haf chosen.. todae got bac hcl paper.. wa.. i got not bad.. b3.. sad.. okok.. dun sae i not content again.. again.. i haf real high expectations for my hcl oso.. sry arh.. coz my mum oso haf high expectations on my hcl.. n my pri skool cher.. u c.. i cant let dem dwn.. haiz.. guess wat my mum sae afteri telin her my hcl marks.. 'har....'.. er.. i haf already tried my bex.. in everywae i can lor.. i dun care bout wat others tink liao.. as long as i m satisfied wit e results ll do.. lol.. den hying kip 'scoldin' me on e wae bac.. lol.. coz my hcl won her.. .. lol.. but her sci is betta den me lor.. diaoz.. everyone got deir gd n bad subj de mah.. ytd.. i saw e collage made by pz.. inside is al e fotos of empathians.. last yr n dis yr de pics.. hmm.. memories jux flooded in lor.. sad.. but i din cry.. mayb i m savin e tears for nxt fri.. nxt fri??? so soon?? haiz.. me ritin letters for empathians.. got so much to tel dem.. hmm.. sad.. gonna seperate.. i dun wan.. can we remain as a class? haiz.. e tot of changin class make me sad.. n she bu de.. hope mr yue can accept our proposal for class camp.. lets pray.. pray hard.. vvvv hard.. wit class camp.. guess dats e last tym in dis yr we can play together as a class.. haiz.. sad.. prayin in progress..
i lyk dis one most.. luckily i got no pimples on dat dae.. if not i realli sux lyk hell den.. ;p oya.. behind is rl.. den lynn zj ls n me.. =)
lol.. we took dis neoprint last fri.. i luk disgustin as owaes..
i cant believe myself.. i PASS for my HISTORY.. lol.. so amazin.. miracle.. mayb todae is realli my lucky dae.. if oli my mum can stop throwin her temper at me n my pimple can b dun so pain.. feelin sick e whole dae.. my pimple is jux horible.. so darn pain lor.. argh.. feel lyk killin myself.. hmph..
todae got bac 2 paper.. both is over my expectations.. lol.. yeah.. i m happy.. i got A1 for my sci.. so darm happy.. expecially when i noe dat i score not bad at my physics section.. relieve.. dat i m not as stupid.. i may haf brain smtyms.. phew.. hee.. sad oso.. ls got b4.. n some more.. todae e mr tan lyk scarin us.. he saw mani A1 [80-90+].. but my A1 is 70+.. he sae dose can go triple sci.. den sae b3 b4 c5 c6 r useless.. wadde heaven lor.. hes tryin to suan ppl lor.. wat kind of cher is he.. den he oso sae til triple sci til so bad.. tryin to scare me.. hmm.. i dun care liao.. i al accept fate.. oya.. i pass my history leh.. so amazing rite?? haha.. but.. ls.. haiz..
lets tokn bout smt more happy.. todae go pulau semakau.. vvvvv fun.. we sit ferry.. wow.. 10 yrs lidat nv sit ferry liao.. cool.. but i vv giddy inside.. den so giddy dat i nearly slpt.. lol.. e waves is nice.. so nice dat i dun feel lyk goin hm.. ha.. den we got one bus ride.. den a place.. i tink is e man made beach.. omen.. its so beautifull.. realli.. so so so nice.. i sit dere quite long.. to luk at e see.. at e waves.. so cool.. i jux feel lyk screamin.. haha.. lol.. aniwae.. we try to c hu throw e stones e furthest.. ut i not v far.. coz i scared i hurt e animals inside.. lol.. i study geog til i siaoz liao.. haha.. but i stil score so lousy.. haiz.. aniwae.. realli haf a gr8 tym todae.. vvvv fun. too bad.. i cant c e dolphin.. haiz.. it shld appear when i m lukin mah.. lol.. yawn.. guess i got sea sick.. lol.. so giddy.. gtg. cya soon..
got bac my results todae.. everyting jux sux.. sux sux n sux.. jux cant believe it.. i spent 2 wks.. 2 wks to revise my geog lor.. y m i stil flunkin it??? so angry.. so pissed off by myself.. i hate myself.. y cant i jux b more pro n clever abit.. y m i flunkin everyting although i m already tryin my vvvvvv bex?? argh.. aniwae.. todae ownself take bus to skool.. when i reach skool i feel so darm tired.. partially is mayb bcoz my mum scared i miss bus den so darm early cal me up.. *yawn*.. siaoz men.. den on e wae sit on e bus.. watchin 'show'.. lol.. my ex classmate's sis or rather is e guy acting vv close.. eh.. somemore dey sit at e front.. r dey tryin to let everyone watch a free show? lol.. den julia v furni.. go n estimate deir dist.. 15cm? 10cm? lol.. so lame la she.. hahaha.. i flunk my geog.. e subj i got one of e most confidence in.. but.. since e one i haf confidence in had scored so badly.. wat bout dose which i haf no confidence in? haiz.. aniwae.. i pass my eng.. my eng improve leh.. so happy.. hmm.. mani of my classmates fail.. but in d end mrs pereira add more marks.. den most of dem pass.. but i miraclely pass.. yeah.. miracle.. by luck de.. i noe myself.. i m too stupid to score well.. jux noe dat class camp.. at fri sat n sun.. er.. wonder if i m allowed.. i hav piano lesson leh.. i cant afford to b not able to go again.. haiz.. c furx lor.. b more thick skin to tel cher to change tym AGAIN.. lol.. i tink hes a bit pissed off by me already.. lol.. aniwae.. i m e assisstant of games.. hahaha.. nv noe dat i can b abit important.. lol.. hee.. can tink of scary games to TORTURE ppl.. muahahahahaha.. i haf longed to torture ppl.. since i owaes got torture in cdc camp.. hahahaha.. nw its my revenge.. lol.. i sound so scary.. haha.. aniwae.. relac.. i wont b so can ren.. lol.. late liao.. gtg.. stil hafta wake up early tml.. *yawn*..
so tired nw.. played maple story e whole dae.. lol.. oli got stop for v short while oli.. tired nw.. used too much energy liao.. lol.. my com dis few daes got mani probs xia.. got virus.. ytd i cant even sign in to blogger.. den todae i kip kana kik out from maple story.. sae dat my line got prob.. connection prob.. while my bro is stil havin fun playin his online game.. tml hafta go skool liao.. dis few daes seems lyk a realli long hol.. i haf already started to miss my class.. lol.. hmm.. from tml onwards.. i hafta take bus to n fro skool.. myself.. w/o anione fetchin me again.. not animore.. i m.. sad.. coz i din learn to cherish when my aunt fetch me.. nw i cum to tink.. i feel guai guai lidat.. me take bus.. i seldom take bus to skool lor.. unless deres exams on sat.. but.. deres no more exams liao.. haiz.. me dis few daes hor.. kip havin my usual fear.. owaes tinkin dat i havent finish my hw.. n i haf to finish.. but e prob is dat i dun haf ani hw.. my mum sae i siaoz.. lyk got you yu zheng lidat.. lol.. ya rite.. mayb i realli haf.. too stress up last tym.. i jux cant believe dat i ll force myself to work so darm hard.. it jux dun seems lyk me.. but aniwae.. exams r over.. yay.. hope.. n pray.. dat i can get wat is meant for me.. i hope e reap wat u work realli works dis tym.. coz i haf realli realli try my v bex.. but hw cum al my tests.. no matter hw hard i try.. i stil get so lousy marks.. i dunno.. y har.. haiz.. tml got bac eng n geog paper.. hope i pass.. hope my geog can get gr8 marks.. hope everyting jux turn out rite.. hope.. tml haf cdc.. to sae e truth.. i realli dun feel lyk goin.. cant we jux haf a break.. i m tired.. pls.. let me off.. i m dead beat.. sometyms.. actin.. isnt v gd.. smtyms.. ppl act til dey dun even noe hu dey realli r.. coz it seems dat dey r oso acting in deir daily life.. dun u tink its scary.. haiz.. 2 more wks.. we r left 2 more wks in skool.. gonna miss everyone..
yoz.. vv happi todae.. so long so long nv haf such gr8 fun.. todae.. ls, rl, lynn, zj n me go tampanies mall.. haha.. we r so darm childish.. we go toyrurus.. haha.. coz e neoprint shop havent open.. den we play inside.. lol.. so mani cute cute toys.. hahaha.. den al childhood memories flood in.. haha.. den deres a corner sellin halloween stuffs.. lol.. reali realli realli scary.. realli.. e mask hor.. got one gal wear n turn around.. den she face her frien.. haha.. den guess wat.. her frien scream.. lol.. i din manage to c.. coz i m lukin at e mask.. lol.. but lynn sae dat it is realli scary.. oya.. forgot to tel u dat todae lynn n zj r late.. haha.. den rl, ls n i act angry.. lol.. haha.. but bcoz i ll definitely laugh de mah.. den i lean at e pillar pretendin smsin while ls n rl stand nxt to me.. lukin at e direction dey ll cum.. haha.. in d end our mission stil fail.. lol.. coz nw.. is ls kip laughin.. haha.. lame.. hmm.. den we go take neoprints.. v nice.. lol.. coz got more ppl takin together mah.. more sweet.. hee.. den.. we go eat mac.. den got free balloons dere.. lol.. childish dae.. haha.. den ahha.. we met jf.. hahaha.. shes wearin PINK shirt.. hahaha.. me n ls oso la.. haha.. den its gr8 lor.. to meet friens.. ls n lynn met friens.. quite alot? dunno.. betta den me n rl.. met none.. oli jf.. lol.. hmm.. den finish eatin.. we went ______.. v fun.. haha.. furx tym play leh.. lol.. furx tym i haf eva played dat.. wa.. rl darm pro at everyting.. everyone play b4 lor.. oli me.. so sua goo.. den ls, lynn, rl n me play race car.. guess wat?? hahahahahaha.. i m not e last men.. lol.. me furx attempt lor.. haha.. den guess hus e last? no nid guess la.. obviously its ls.. lol.. she play dat b4 lor.. while i noe not a single ting bout hw to control.. lol.. hahaha.. so furni.. den.. we go.. eh.. forgot.. lol.. i tink minitoons? haha.. aniwae.. dere oso v fun.. i go buy sweets.. den oso shun bian hug e doggie.. o men.. so darm cute.. o shucks.. i forgot to go precious tots.. o men.. i wanna go n hug e bears inside.. lol.. i noe i m lame.. hmm.. den we went past a shop.. sellin test tube wit words.. haha.. vvvv ex lor.. i m broke nw.. coz i buy.. lol.. for my mum. her bdae is cumin.. i borrow money from lynn n ls lor.. wa.. i m DARM BROKE.. broke.. hey.. shhhh.. dun tel my mum yet.. dis is suppose to b a surprise for her.. lol.. but its realli v nice.. realli.. hmm.. den while i m buyin dat.. rl, lynnn zj dunno go whr.. aniwae.. dey make deir wae to e ______ again.. lol.. den decide so v long.. rl n lynn decide to play.. lol.. coz dey stil haf tokens left.. den after everyting.. we gotto go bac.. coz its already 3+.. den lynn gotto go hm.. den i go kfc.. buy cole slaw for my mum.. den zj, lynn n rl go spot light.. to get smt.. den we meet at e mrt dere.. den we go hm.. lol.. n here m i.. typin dis nw.. lol.. todae is a vvvv fun dae.. vvvv happy.. may everydae is e same as todae.. lets hope everyone is as happi everydae..
exams r FINALLY over.. finally.. but m i happy.. no.. m i sad.. sort of.. aniwae.. i jux feel numb.. coz i go c e calender ytd.. 2 more wks.. den skool end liao.. hey.. so fast? i cant believe it.. got bac paper 1 todae.. both my chi n eng results sux.. y cant i score jux betta.. i hate myself.. i m afraid of my paper 2 eng.. pls.. i beg.. dun fail me.. pls.. i m scared.. haiz.. my chi.. pls.. score well.. mayb i haf realli tried my bex.. my v bex.. but y i stil feel lyk nth.. i feel totally numb.. exams r over.. can daydream e whole dae.. cool har.. i noe.. but it realli seems too empty for my life.. i nid someone to cheer me up men.. haiz.. dis few wks.. i haf studied so hard.. so v hard.. so hard dat i forgot to enjoy myself.. nw.. i haf e tym to enjoy.. but i cant.. haiz.. borin.. y is life so borin.. when tings r confusin.. ppl tend to wantin to rest.. haf a gd rest.. but nw.. i haf tym.. but.. i dun feel lyk restin.. i wanna cherish.. every moment.. i dun wanna waste tym.. tym.. dun fly.. debrief nxt wk.. c my results i ll cry men.. haiz.. hope i can score well.. hope so..
YAY.. exams finally finish? lol.. not yet.. stil got e appreciation of chinese culture.. wonder hu ll appreciate it.. n stil got dat dunno wad maths fieldtest.. ls sae dat it is a test dat we shall do on e field.. diaoz.. ridiculous huh.. lame.. den caroline tink dat its a try out test.. to test out our standards.. siaoz.. oli 4 class got i tink.. y choose us.. tot dey ll choose e top three special class.. r we.. siaoz.. waste our tym.. actualli wanna tml get out n haf fun de.. in d end hafta postponed.. wadde heaven? haha.. dats wat sk use to scold his geo exam i tink.. lol.. so furni.. e cl ppl can go out n shop shop shop.. while hcl ppl stil hafta study dunno wat ting.. but i tink dat oso no one ll bother.. except guai guai ppl lyk me.. ahem.. haha.. jkjk.. me ll oli read tru.. not memorise it.. lol.. so relieve.. it seems to me dat dis few daes is so long lor.. it seems lyk so mani wks haf pass liao.. haiz.. wanna rite letter to 2 empathy.. to everyone.. but i haven buy e paper to rite de yet.. plan to buy it dis fri.. cant wait.. haiz.. i sure got alot alot to tel empathians de.. haiz.. sad.. 2 more wks.. oli.. sad.. nxt tues got pualu semakua trip.. is dat gonna b our last outin? i hope not.. sad lor.. haiz..ls n i duno y.. dis yr pass so fast.. while last yr seems lyk du ri ru nian.. oli when we r gonna lost it den we learn hw to appreciate? but isit too late.. haiz.. heard dat deres class camp dis hol.. so happi.. mayb i m goin.. or mayb not.. if its wkend den i sure cant de.. coz sun dad at hm.. if he cant c me around hor.. he ll sure scold de.. dunno y.. mayb it jux seems dat no one toks to dem.. at least i m betta den my bro la.. i got tok n joke wit dem.. but he oli tok to my mum.. not my dad.. except smt important.. lyk he wanna go babercue.. or wte.. i dun care bout him.. hu cares.. oya.. my dad burnt his hand last fri.. forgot to tel u.. den its lyk so swollen lor.. tel him go c doctor he dun wan.. tryin to act cool? siaoz.. den he jux kip telin me dat it hurts.. diaoz.. if its my mum [CHOI] den i ll sure pull n drag her to c doctor de.. but i cant drag him.. to sae e truth.. i scared my dad leh.. kinda.. so i m closer to my mum den my dad.. haiz.. his hand is stil hurtin.. but i can do nth.. feel hurt men.. e expression on his face.. so hurt.. ew.. aniwae.. pray dat everyting ll b fine soon.. my exams.. i haf totally no confidence in my hist n elit.. lol.. i dun care la.. as long as my other subj is ok den ok liao.. lol.. i got so much n so much to tel u.. n to tel some of my bex friens.. i scared dat i ll flood e letter dat i m goin to rite for dem.. lol.. i m sad liao.. pls.. tym.. dun fly..
phew.. finally finish 4 exams.. PHEW.. jux return from tuition.. tml maths leh.. heard dat its v difficult leh.. wa kow.. die liao.. my maths deprove alot alot leh.. scared dat l8r no face go n c my tuition cher.. haiz.. todae i flunkin my hist lo.. m i sad.. i dunno leh.. but sci was ezier den mid yr de.. but of coz hopin dat i can get betta marks dis tym.. i wanna get into betta stream.. coz al mi friens so pro de.. if i get v lousy den sure cant go wit most of me friens de.. or ls.. she oso quite pro leh.. hope we can stae friens foreva.. me dis few daes so hardworkin.. shut myself in e rm.. n e oli ting dat accompany me r e bks n RADIO.. lol.. if w/o radio hor.. i dunno if i can stil survive anot.. lol.. tml maths exam.. hope no careless is made by me.. mux pia.. mux add oil.. everyone add oil bah.. lets aim for triple sci.. lol.. cant wait til thurs.. when we finally finish al our exams.. woooow.. den we can get out of misery! lol.. lets wait n wait for dat dae..
tml exams liao.. kip imagine e feelin i ll haf after each exam.. of coz i ll feel vvvv relieve.. i dare not even tink wat shall we do after exam.. i scared i ll too excited til i din concentrate on my studies.. dis exam is vvvv important to me.. i haf to score v well.. but.. can i.. i haf no confidence at al.. haiz.. al e bex to me.. cant tink of wat ll happen to 2ep.. cant stop tinkin.. can we stil remain freins foreva.. frien is foreva.. foreva is frien.. but did u eva realli wonder.. is friens realli foreva? i got dis from my seniors autograph bk.. quite sad har.. haiz.. tues we present our music ting.. too bad cant finish presentin den tym's up.. den when skool end.. stae bac in skool to c ls's history grp.. not bad la.. but jux abit 'crazi'? hahaha.. no la.. jux dat dey tok crap alot.. luckily dey finish it on tym.. lol.. wed we went hm v earli.. lol.. coz ls got grp study.. den nidda go hm early.. den i accompany her to go hm lor.. den reach hm din realli did aniting too.. v slack.. todae oso quite early reach hm.. wait for ls coz she got sick bed duty.. lol.. den i wait for her in class wit rl.. rl v gd oso.. den we stae bac to wait for her lor.. lol.. wat a gd frien ls has.. hahaha.. so bhb.. lol.. den we go hm together.. oya.. dis few daes weather so darm hot.. my whole shirt is so wet.. lol.. den ls nidda go library.. to grp study again.. lol.. den w/o changin clothes go.. ew.. v akward le.. lol.. jux nw v slack again.. haiz..hope everyting ll turn out rite.. hope i can do well.. lets hope everyone can pass deir exams wit flyin colors bah.. add oil everyone.. ^.^
haiz.. so suay todae.. realli realli sry to e ppl i de zui.. haiz.. geo proj de results so lousy.. wo bu fu.. understand? its unfair.. i spend so mani mani efforts.. but wat i got? zhong nan qing nu? dats wat ls tel me.. yeah rite.. i dun care.. i jux hope to tel '......' off.. 'hello?? tot u wanna creativity?isit wat i did creative enuff? wat more do u wan? sae la.. dun left us so confuse n dunno aniting.. wadde hell..' cher so wat? left me wit dis horrible marks? tot i alwaes respect u.. too bad.. i m RONG.. u proof me rong.. ok fine.. wte.. u left a too BAD impression on me.. which no one can demolish.. al i culd sae is.. too bad.. my sci results sux.. v low.. den lynn stil kip saein dat her results v low.. is she tryin to provoke me? wanna make me cry isit? v bad lor.. jux hope to ask her to kip to herself.. cant everyone c i m sad? haiz.. i nw feel guilty.. feel sad.. feel no point of livin.. so.. y care so much..
jux return from piano lesson.. *yawn.. my cher sick.. lol.. but he stil hang on to teach me.. haha.. aiya.. he shld tel me.. so dat i dun go for e lesson la.. to prevent him from vomiting blood.. lol.. tym is runnin out.. i calculate liao.. i dun tink dat i haf enuff tym to finish revisin al.. plus i m goin to collapse soon.. gonna fal sick liao.. can i hang on til eoy exams.. i dunno.. vvvv tired.. ytd do e script for music proj.. den i summarise til so darm lil.. lol.. i dare care liao.. so tired.. ytd i stae up til 11+.. lol.. break record.. stae up so l8 to play.. lol.. haha.. den nw so tired.. lol.. aniwae.. ytd sa paper1.. e topic average average.. but i scared e ezier it is.. i ll rite more out of point.. lol.. aniwae.. let e past b e past.. i tink alot ytd.. wat ll happen to 2ep in 3 wks tym.. so saddenin lor.. haiz.. i dare nt imagine.. haiz.. ll i stil b able to survive w/o seein me friens.. sad.. hate eoy..
todae v sian.. vv sian.. not much ppl online.. guess al r bz revisin.. bz studyin.. while i m here slackin.. shi bai.. aniwae.. i forgot to tel u dat i got bac my oral results.. it sux.. i cried.. but hu cares.. i m a nobody care gal.. todae go audi n play piano for ls.. overal i play til okok.. but abit weird weird.. but dun care la.. e audi vv scary.. kip hearin footsteps.. but no one can b seen.. spooky.. to sae e truth.. ls n i were scared.. but we try to pretend.. hmm.. sci test todae.. i m dyin.. v difficult.. haiz.. i was tellin lynn n yl todae dat i dun wan yr end.. i scared.. sad.. yr ends.. oso means dat.. 2ep gonna seperates.. haiz.. sad har.. feel lyk cryin men.. tym is runnin out..
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