haiz.. i got scolded e moment i got hm.. sad har.. wonder y m i alwaes e victim.. haiz.. nearly cried jux nw.. my bro? i cant believe his my bro.. if stranger c us.. dey ll sure sae dat we r not siblings.. coz whr got siblings dun recognised demselves as one when dey met.. although dis might b sad.. but its true.. we r completely diff ppl.. from diff worlds.. we haf totally no blood ties.. not at al.. quite sad.. when ppl can proudly sae dat deir bro is so gd to dem.. i dare not tel dem bout my own bro.. shameful.. he gotten bad results is not my fault lor.. y throw temper at me? friens r much more betta den dose ppl hu haf blood ties wit me.. jux noe how to throw temper at me.. v fun rite? sickenin.. argh.. forget forget forget.. tryin to forget..
todae.. maths test.. some quest i dunno hw to do.. my oli hope is gone.. haiz.. cld i get gd results? can i get into triple sci stream? i dunno.. i feel dat my target is further n further awae from me.. i m workin v hard dis few daes.. but can i make it? i m afraid dat i ll collapse at ani moment lor.. so tired n so tired.. finaaly finish one proj todae.. finally left wit one last one.. music.. phew.. but todae my presentation sux.. even kor din noe dat i got go up to present.. which means dat not much ppl bother to listen.. to me.. forget forget forget.. i can forget.. rite.. haiz.. aniwae.. my music grp stae bac todae at e audi todae.. to discuss bout our proj.. overal ok la.. but kor n ck dunno go whr eat.. take so long.. den rl n ls n i not patient liao lor.. nid gals to w8 for dem.. stil cal demselves gentlemen? pukes.. lol.. jkjk.. haha.. den we decide liao.. den change idea again.. so in d end.. i dunno which idea we r usin.. lol.. mayb i m blur.. dats y.. lol..
mon nth unusual happeni tink.. oya.. got investiture.. e no of ppl in cdc is so pathetic lil.. c liao v sad.. haiz.. e ppl in cdc is growin lesser n lesser.. sad.. tues i go buy music scores in gramacy.. in d end my mum crazi.. kip wantin me to buy scores.. den play al to let her listen.. siaoz.. she tot her daughter is genius meh.. diaoz.. wed.. pe.. we play table tennis.. qutie fun.. i so tyco but stil manage to score not bad.. haha.. den got lit lecture.. mr lee v humorous.. which kip mi awake truout.. lol.. hmm.. guess dats al for dis few daes.. cya..
ytd smt gr8 happen.. make me sad n happy.. haiz.. so shld i b happi or sad nw? pai seh.. so long nv update.. tok from mon bah.. return hm already 7.30 dat dae.. den kana scolded by mum.. coz i nv cal her n tel her dat cdc late let us go.. yaya.. my fault.. everyting my fault.. den i too tired to help myself.. den forget it.. haiz.. tues i stae bac in skool.. to do hm econs.. den we do e leaflets or wte its caled.. den wed stae bac for effective learnin.. den i nearly slpt.. or rather everyone.. haha.. dey hypot. us.. but quite fun overal.. lol.. den thurs actualli got history presentation de.. but dunno y ms wee din cum our class.. den in d end dun haf lor.. e hm econs presentation hor.. i kip laughin.. hahaha.. but luckily everyting went on quite smoothly bah.. at least dats wat i tot.. haha.. yh sae dat ls n i pai he de v gd.. haha.. perhaps.. lol.. i jux noe dat i present de v furni.. haha.. den stae bac coz ls wanna do e flash.. den fri stae bac again to let her finish up her flash.. den sat.. my piano exam jux pass.. i m so happy in e mornin.. i can finally dare to tel others dat i m a grade 8 student? haha.. okok.. dun hl liao.. smt happen at e afternn.. which make me.. sad? scared? .. haiz.. realli realli sry [to e person] .. i noe.. its my fault.. if i dun go afk den everyting ll b as normal.. if i offline even betta.. realli realli sry..
todae is a borin dae.. doin e history proj e whole dae.. sianz.. todae accompany my mum go dwn atm to update bk.. den she go wash film.. den i go bac hm alone.. den.. i saw one of my uncle.. i got 3 uncles.. one jux died half a yr ago.. left 2.. i vv long nv go deir hm liao.. since my grandma hu oso live wit dem died.. sad har? actualli got 4 ppl livin together de.. den.. oli not til 1 yr.. 2 of the members died.. i realised dat he had turned old.. vv old.. sad? i dunno.. i used to piti ppl.. but when i remem dat my mum once tel me dat he scold my bro stupid.. i cant tolerate.. no one is stupid in dis world.. dats al i noe.. i cant stand dat kind of attitude lor.. no one in dat family lyk my family.. coz we not rich.. not clever.. yeah.. mayb i m realli stupid.. but do dey noe dat i dun wish de? hu wanna b stupid.. huh.. its unfair.. unfair treatment.. but.. do u tink anione care? yeah.. hu cares.. wanna hate.. but cant bear to..
lol.. so long nv update liao.. pai seh.. v bz by stuffs.. tok bout todae furx.. hsk.. lol.. i nearly fell aslp at e last two passage at the listenin section.. haha.. aniwae.. overal shld b fine.. i stil got tym to chec my ans.. not bad har.. aniwae.. reach skool real early todae.. met carol n yh in class.. dey r cleanin up e class.. i got help ABIT..haha.. i highlight.. its realli oli abit.. lol.. coz i m v tired e moment i reach skool.. e sun so bright men.. i m gonna die of exhaustion.. haha.. aniwae.. e paper end real late.. 5.30? yeah.. 3hrs paper.. e furx tym i haf eva did an exam for so long.. n den i slack e whole dae again.. gonna exam soon.. i m worried.. haiz.. lets sit tym machine n go bac.. tues.. nth gr8 happen.. i stay bac in skool again.. for wat? i forgot.. lol.. for fun i tink.. jux dun wanna stay at hm.. aniwae.. ms tay change awae our seat dat day.. change til e furx row.. sommore oli nxt to cher.. yucks.. i hate dat place.. cant b a copywoman animore.. haiz.. mux b so super guai sittin in front.. while i cant.. diaoz.. v fed up dat dae.. by lotsa stuffs.. den wed.. stay bac to do hm econ proj.. den go hm w/o finishin it.. lol.. coz e sky so dark dat it seems lyk it is gonna haf a dwnpour at ani moment.. haha.. den b4 we reach e busstop.. its rainin already.. but ls n lynn n me dun bother to take out umbrella.. so we walk al e wae to e busstop under e rain.. cool? yeah.. perhaps.. den thurs hm econ.. we cook chicken curry.. haha.. my fav.. lol.. den we stay bac for nth de at furx.. den haf to saty bac for history.. lol.. finally hand in one proj dat dae.. den another one came up.. argh.. aniwae.. i noe dat mani ppl r unhappy bout deir grp.. sry guys.. but aniwae.. dis proj is not big.. a few wks n its done.. dun tink so much k? hmm.. den when we return to class after discussin.. sk throw paper balls at toto.. den toto nxt to me.. den i nearly kana hit lor.. lol.. den a war came up after ck n toto started it again.. lol.. lame men.. but vvvvvv furni.. lol.. we tok crap after dat war.. haha.. den i laugh til i got sore throat dat nite.. so darm painful.. aniwae.. my mum throw her temper at me dat dae.. e moment i reach hm.. hope to jux shut her off.. al she noe is to throw her temper at me.. i m innocent dude.. argh.. den fri i stay bac again.. coz wait for ls.. she doin histlory proj.. but of coz i din tel my mum dat i was waitin for ls.. if not surely kana scolded again.. jux dunno y she jux scoldin me for not bein filial.. wats dere gonna do wit filial? haiz.. dats al for dis few daes.. sad har? lol..quite sad todae.. for.. ahem.. dun feel lyk tellin u..
nearly cried again.. dont ask me y i so fragile.. i oso dunno.. my hammy died.. died.. at e laz day of lunar month.. i was playin wit it ytd.. havin fun wit it.. i bet it was too.. was? yeah.. was.. not nw.. my hammy.. its cold.. i can feel it.. it had slimed dwn so much.. i noe.. but.. wat can i do? i tot dat it could live longer de.. i realli tot so.. cancer? cancer mo qi oso can live til 3 more mths lor.. but y my hammy cant? one more mth.. oli.. unfair.. ytd.. jux jux ytd.. i stil saw it alive.. realli.. but.. y? how cum so fast de.. y din it gif me any preparations.. y it jux leave so abruptly.. w/o givin me ani hint.. unfair.. i scared i cry.. but i din.. i force it bac? mayb.. i promise my or kor not to cry so ezily.. n i ll try.. hey.. i m tryin..
haha.. todae quite quite fun la.. but dunno y ls's afternnon nap is diff from ppl.. can slp til 10+pm de.. pro har? diaoz.. cal her til siaoz.. den her sis jux kip sae dat shes stil slpin.. argh.. haha.. feel lyk slappin her to wake up men.. wanna discuss proj oso cant.. haiz.. aniwae.. todae v late go skool.. on e wae.. go buy some stuff.. den goin to skool saw mani cchms ppl.. dey go hm we go skool.. lol.. haha.. den finally reach skool.. e weather so hot.. tot it ll rain.. but in d end it din.. haha.. reach skool liao.. saw some cdc members.. dunno y dey return le.. for wat? i oso dunno.. haha.. no one tel me togo bac aniwae.. lol.. den go bac class.. we wait for e arrival of zy n rl.. den we dododo.. den use camera.. haha.. so furni.. e process vv furni xia.. den we do til 3+.. went dwn plan to go to e katong student dunno wat dere eat.. den saw mrs yeo.. haha.. she so darm gd xia.. drive us out.. haha.. luv her men.. den we go dere.. ls n i eat mee siam.. not spicy de.. but v sour oli.. guess how much isit.. 2.50bucks!! o men.. tink i m gonna broke.. haha.. coz todae my mum din gif me pocket money.. so ex.. den i din buy drinks.. coz it ll b as ex too.. i dun wanna b nmore broke men.. haha.. den eat finish liao stil haf to cross overhead bridge.. sianz.. den havent even cross yet.. bus 40 run awae liao.. haha.. den we jux stroll dere lor.. so sianz.. haha.. den reach hm no appetite liao.. den dun dare tel mum.. den force myself to eat up everyting.. diaoz.. den play! haha.. dats me.. so bo liao.. oya.. mux realli ty toto.. he sent me my foto to my com.. o men.. gr8 xia.. i finally got my own pics in my com! wow.. amazing? haha..
yoz.. i change template again.. haha.. dis one nicer i tink.. more plain.. haha.. dis few daes nth gr8 happen.. todae got maths remedial.. wadde.. go to e busstop e bus ran awae.. diaoz.. but it cum again quite fast.. not bad.. if not i kill it.. haha.. jkjk.. i cant kill bus.. haha.. aniwae.. maths remedial we study e confusin maths formula again.. can i sae i kinda hate maths? yes.. lol.. 2hr lesson.. diaoz.. make me nearly slpt.. den after dat.. my music grp ppl except zy n kl go day n nite eat lunch.. hmm.. we go eat instant noodles.. hehe.. if i eva let my mum noe dat i eat instant noodles for lunch.. she ll screw me men.. haha.. of coz i ll eat my fav.. tom yam.. haha.. lame.. hmm.. den we take 197 go rl's hm.. e bus ride so darm long.. wonder how rl survive for another 2yrs.. lol.. aniwae.. reach her hm.. ok la.. but dunno y le.. tink dat her hm a bit dark.. den ls crazi de.. kip tryin to peep at rl's bro.. lyk v despo lidat.. lol.. coz rl kip saein dat he is darm shuai.. which is a bit of e opposite la.. haha.. ok la.. me dun so bad.. but realli not v after al her lies.. he luk alot lyk rl men.. no wonder dey r bro n sis.. lol.. her bro v hardworkin.. lock himself up in his own rm.. while we r so darm noisy at e other rm.. haha.. lol.. tok mani craps dere.. den rl's com siaoz de.. kip conk out.. den no choice.. cant do ani work in d end.. den rl, ls n ck go play monopoly.. diaoz.. den dey r lyk fightin over e 'money'.. so despo.. of coz i din play.. haha.. me do maths ws.. v guai hor? haha.. den finally zy came.. den he attempt to help fix rl's com.. but stil cant.. lol.. den in d end.. zy do maths wit me.. lol.. den FINALLY.. dey finish playin monopoly.. den its lyk 4+-5 liao.. den dey play cards.. dis tym i din involve too.. coz i dunno how to play.. lol.. u can sae i m innocent or stupid.. den.. finally we can go hm.. haha.. we go zy's uncle chicken rice stall.. den wadde.. his uncle tot i m his.... siaoz.. din noe dat his uncle taste is so bad.. or he tink dat zy's taste is so bad.. siaoz.. crapz.. den ck went gh.. den when zy finally bought his chicken rice or wte.. we go hm.. lol.. actualli is mrt train.. hmm.. den dere v crowded.. haha.. go hm wit zy n ls in d end.. den we got dwn leavin zy kana squashed in e train.. haha.. den i kana scolded by mum when i reach hm.. haiz.. coz e tym is bout 6.30.. lol.. ya.. its late.. we go to rl hm for bout 5hrs men.. furx tym i went to someone's hm for so long.. cool? lol.. aniwae.. life is borin.. tml stil haf e stupid hsk course.. 8-4 le.. men.. so long.. wat is it gonna teach us? diaoz.. bout 8hrs lidat lor.. diaoz.. so tired..
hihi.. haha.. me so happy now.. i got one more kor.. haha.. now i wanna tel e whole world men.. lol.. so excited.. haha.. chen zhiyu is now my kor.. diaoz.. me so siaoz.. coz i too long nv sae dis word liao.. for 1.5yrs liao bah.. coz me stil havin cold war wit dat real 'bro'.. m i dat hateful? den y he stil hate me so much? i dunno.. do we haf blood ties anot? sometyms i realli got wonder lor.. y other ppl can treat me gd.. y cant he.. y ppl de bro so gd.. y mine not.. evertym tink of dis me ll b so sad.. shld i b content? ya.. ppl haf to b content to b able to b happy.. so i m tryin v hard.. every moment.. aniwae.. dis few daes nth unusual happen bah i tink.. jux hope dat dong lin can get well soon.. oya.. tel u another gd news.. i got A1 for my sci! omg.. isit a miracle? or my hard work r paid off? i dunno.. or mayb its jux luck.. aniwae.. i m v happi.. coz i won her.. furx tym in dis yr.. lol.. i got A1 n she got A2.. haha.. so darm shuang.. mayb now shes so bu shuang.. aniwae.. my maths oso got not bad.. hee.. todae piano lesson din get scolded by cher.. phew.. coz i nv learn ani pieces given by him.. den todae he gif me 4 more pieces to learn.. wa liew.. siao liao.. i ll sure learn til siaoz xia.. diaoz.. haiz.. so sianz..
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