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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

todae v fun xia.. haha.. we play e whole dae.. haha.. mornin i reach skool do a card for my pri skool cher.. den go flag raisin.. den saw.. ahem* while we r stil standin at e parade square.. lol.. den we laugh at his actions lor.. its even worser den gals.. dose actions is so.. argh.. disgustin? cant believe hes my senior.. den went into ga for celebration.. aiya.. everyting okok la.. den we return class.. to haf class gatherin.. haha.. nth to do while waitin for ms tay de jia dao.. den we tok crap in class lor.. haha.. quite lyk e feelin.. nth to do de gan jue.. nice.. haha.. peace.. den when ms tay finally cum.. we play game.. haha.. e one which e music gogogo den suddenly stop.. den e person hu had e ting in his or her hand ll do e instructions inside.. haha.. den obviously e ting inside is not gd de la.. den v scared dat i ll b e one hus so unlucky.. haha.. but phew.. i din zhong dao.. haha.. den yuang zhong.. haha.. hav to hug an opposite sex.. haha.. so suay.. den ms tay fool us.. den hying zhong dao.. haha.. to get hugged by 3 guys.. ew.. HAHAHAHA.. den hying face turn red liao.. hahaha.. wat a fun ting to make fun of her.. haha.. ok la.. i dun b so bad.. hee.. den we eat pizza n a tart yanni make.. n drink sarsi.. lol.. ahha.. n eat potato chips! haha.. my fav.. lol.. but lays nicer.. hee.. or pringles! haha.. i m a tibit eater.. lol.. bware ur tibits.. i might finish dem off if i c dem.. haha.. jkjk.. den din go for e outsiders screenin.. coz wanna go pri skool c cher mah.. if not dey ll complain dat we forget dem liao.. ha.. luckily oli a few of my ex classmate got go oli.. no nid c d others.. hee.. but quite borin dere.. not much friens to tok to.. hmm.. den so bo liao.. so go hm lor.. sianz at hm.. play e whole dae.. haha..

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6:05 PM


Friday, August 27, 2004

wow.. so darm tired n sianz.. dis few daes nth unusual happen.. ytd we make muffin.. den it turn out to b kanasai.. den go ulu pandan.. 3+ return skool liao.. v fast hor.. aniwae.. c e ocean on e wae to ulu pandan.. vv nice lor.. realli lyk yi wang wu ji lidat.. den wit e ships movin.. den lyk got mountains at e vv far end.. ha.. aniwae.. its realli nice.. den when ls n i walk hm from skool.. deres a big big doggie.. it chased n bark at e guy in front of us.. vv fierce de gan jue lor.. den ls vv furni.. she scream n run bac.. lol.. den got 2 ccl bhind her tot we r crazi.. aniwae.. e guy run off.. vv fast.. haha.. den in d end.. finally get ls to walk dat lane.. lol.. todae go watch drama.. nice.. jux one word to describe.. incredible.. it toks bout e real life.. e society.. n e ppl go act out.. wow.. superb xia.. too bad.. oli ls got go in d end.. she sae dat she might regret.. but in d end.. she nv regret of goin.. lol.. drama.. ren sheng you ru yi chang xi.. yeah.. hmm.. aniwae.. our skool de bb team won.. e first.. lol.. my sec four senior told me when i met her at e mrt station.. so glad.. proud of it bah.. pro lor.. i dun tink i ll even get one goal.. haha.. tml st john flag dae.. luckily i no nid go out.. if not i ll b broke.. haha.. so sianz.. life sux..

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9:39 PM


Wednesday, August 25, 2004

i jux cried.. can u believe it? as for e reasons.. u dun nid to noe.. i cried.. real hard.. so long nv realli cry out loud liao.. so sad.. realli sad.. alrite.. i m stil cryin.. ha.. happy? ok.. wateva.. me no mood.. cry cry.. do i feel much betta after cryin? dunno le.. forget it.. no one cares.. y shld i care den? leave me alone.. tml go field trip.. tml gonna make muffin.. everyting tml.. hope everyting works out fine bah.. hu cares..

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8:39 PM


Monday, August 23, 2004

wow.. so mani days nv tag liao.. hmm.. nth to tok bout.. lol.. sat actualli shld go supermarket wit ls de.. but she kana punished by e sir in st john.. for cheatin in test? lol.. e truth is dat dey din cheat.. but e sir dun care.. lol.. dats st john in cchms.. lucky i quit.. in d end ls 5+ den cal me.. my dad gonna reach hm by den lor.. how can me go? diaoz.. den sun den go.. in d end we bought nth.. lol..coz everyting is so ex lor.. e cocoa powder.. e chocolate chips.. e semisweet chocolate.. blah blah.. so ex.. n somemore e eggies r so ex lor.. 6 for 2.8 bucks lor.. wa liew.. dont worry.. e eggs i m tokin is not for hm econs.. is for my mum.. lol.. i help her luk.. so ex.. coz of e bird flu? diaoz.. normally its sold oli 10 gor 1.2bucks lor.. somemore haf to buy til 10bucks n above den can buy deir eggs.. diaoz.. but ppl is stil snatchin.. kiasu? hmm.. aniwae.. jux lidat.. in d end.. we bought a kinobueno n a drink.. den we share lor.. haha.. lame? ya.. quite.. den on our wae bac.. i bought 3 curry puffs for my parents.. n i of coz. but in d end dey gif one to my bro.. wadde lor.. my money le.. so zhong nan qing nu.. i buy for dem dey lidat lyk dun apprecitate.. shldnt buy for dem.. jux for myself ll do.. haiz.. den go hm finish up e elit.. den todae go skool den noe dat e dateline is postponed to dis fri.. wadde lor.. i m rushin my hw jux for dat lor.. siaoz.. todae rl stomachache.. den headache.. dunno real or not.. i lidat oso go for cdc mah.. aniwae.. todae cdc let us off early.. hee.. so happy.. furx tym men.. coz cher sick.. lol.. so sianz.. haf to study ting xie liao.. cya..

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8:53 PM


Friday, August 20, 2004

dis few daes nth to blog.. ha.. lol.. oya.. den deres a drama ting.. so few ppl in my class got go lor.. so sad.. i tot dat my whole class ll go de lor.. den in d end.. oli about 5 got go.. includin me.. lol.. so pathetic lil ppl.. make me feel lyk dun wanna go liao.. but every cdc member is compulsory.. haiz.. sianz lor.. den my maths tuition haf to postponed to sunday lor.. lol.. me alone dere le.. so extra.. haiz.. todae maths test.. me realli is jux jux jux manage to finish de lor.. so lucky.. haha.. aniwae.. not v ez.. average bah.. hmm.. den finally finish art lor.. although its a bit.. forget it.. e more i sae.. e more i sad.. uhha.. todae v fun.. calligraphy lesson we go concourse.. ha.. den e guys plus some gals go play 'pepsi cola 123'.. lol.. e lame lame game.. haha.. but v fun! lol.. c my friens playin.. den dey v furni.. laugh alot todae.. cheer up abit le bah.. todae thunderstorm.. den when i return hm.. i walk e long wae coz got shelter mah.. den i saw a a branches wit mani leaves on it.. i tot dat b4 e thunderstorm got ppl go chop off dose excessive leaves mah.. den when i walk nearer to it den i realise dat its a fallen tree.. lol.. haha.. me is so blur.. so poor tree lor.. but not v big.. but it is in my neighbourhood since i came to know abc.. lol.. quite sad.. jux now tuition return saw e tree already bein removed.. oya.. todae i nearly fall down alot of tyms.. haha.. me slippers so slip lor.. den when i walk to tuition hor.. kip slipin lor.. but manage to regain balance.. den e ppl around me lyk tinkin dat i m siaoz.. haha.. mayb i m.. lol.. mani tests nxt wk. haiz.. sianz.. aniwae.. nxt wk can go ulu pandan.. tink it ll b quite fun lor.. haha.. at least i tink its betta den power station.. lol.. coz one of me frien go power station.. den dey teach dem how to save electricity.. diaoz.. haha.. v lame hor? tink dis trip to ulu pandan dey ll teach us not to anihow throw rubbish so dat ll not cause pollution.. lol.. me study geo study til siaoz liao.. haha..

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10:13 PM


Tuesday, August 17, 2004

hey.. jux finish my exam n jux reach hm.. lol.. eatin dinner now.. my exam sux men.. i hope i can pass.. but is dat fat hope? ha.. lol.. everyone is askin me to relac.. to not tink animore.. to not worry.. can i? haiz.. i saw e examiner's face when i play rong one appergios or wateva.. den her face is lyk she is annoyed by my pieces.. diaoz.. it makes me lost my confidence after dat.. mayb i shld not luk at her.. den probably i can do betta.. but let e past b e past.. i dun tink shes lenient.. so how? me die lor.. diaoz.. forget it.. i wanna play e whole dae today n tml.. i wanna to feel stress free!! lol.. me so lame.. oya.. celes v cute..realli flood my tagboard.. haha.. so happy.. my tagboard haf been deserted for mani daes.. haha.. now finally its alive again! lol.. aniwae.. thx for e encouragements given by u guys! U GUYS ROX!! haha.. hope i can forget todae.. enjoy myself.. diaoz.. jux now my mum siaoz de.. suddenly scold scold scold.. den i ask her wats rong? den she ignore me.. wadde hell lor.. me so sad liao she stil lidat.. wanna provoke me isit? bad.. todae return e compre test.. me at furx chec is i fail le.. den i so sad.. lol.. but in d end is my calculation rong.. haha.. so happy! den did i noe how to feel content.. aniwae todae music project.. some ppl wanna choose deir own some dun wan.. of coz i dun wan.. coz if i grp wit someone i dun lyk den i ll not enthu to do de lor.. no special reasons hor.. dun xiang wai wai.. e person i dun wanna grp wit is 'her'.. guess u noe hu is 'her' if u noe me well.. when mr tan sae go find grp hor.. she suddenly act v innocent lor.. i so scared l8r i soft heart n ll do e rong choice again.. den after actin innocent.. she immediately go act cute n cum n sit nxt to me usin her watch to 'hit' me n ls.. ew.. yucks! i feel lyk slappin her.. n shout at her stop bein so cheap.. everytym proj she ll lidat de le.. den sometyms not grpin hor.. she attitude me.. wadde lor.. lyk i lyk to b wit her lidat.. ah ha.. dis few daes she v.. she kip cumin to my place n say 'ls so chio.. ls v chio.. ls darm chio..' er.. wat she tink shes doin? i tink shes a bit les xia.. whr got ppl kip chanting dat e whole dae?! omg.. scary le.. of coz i m not jealous.. bcoz i noe dat i m ____.. ya rite.. at least i haf zi zhi zhi ming.. diaoz.. she jux sux. luckily din grp wit her.. aniwae.. after music she ran n pull ls bac to her side n grumble dat everytym we dun grp wit her.. wadde lor.. history i haf already force myself to accept her when i noe dat i ll definitely regret.. wat more she wans from me? lettin her takin advantages from me isnt it enuff? cant she jux let me go? haiz.. sry if my complains is too long.. jux hate her.. ytd computer lesson oso lidat.. ls n i were doin n tryin to recall wat mr chua had taught us.. n dere she was.. sitting nxt to me kip grumbling v loudly dat she dunno how to do.. n WANS me to teach her.. ok.. fine.. i teach.. den she stil act blur.. wans me to help her do.. wtf lor.. hu is she to me? ok fine.. i do.. den after helpin her to do e part which she wans me to do.. i continue my work.. den halfwae she wans me to help her do again.. den i sae sry i haf to do mine.. den she throw her paper n smashin it on e table.. hu she tink she is? fa xiao jie pi qi.. den she c me din reacte.. den she no choice go ask ls e same ting she ask me to do.. den ls n i wanted to quickly complete mah.. den she throw temper at us n sae rubbish dat ll make us feel guilty.. f her la.. she tot its a pleasure to noe her? pukes.. lyk real! haiz.. so sad to noe her.. she realli spoils my life..

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6:28 PM


Monday, August 16, 2004

haiz.. tml piano exam le.. scared? anxious? worried? nervous? .. i dunno.. ls ask me how i feel? i dunno how to ans.. lol.. yeah.. me too stupid to even noe how to ans.. me no feelin.. jux dun feel lyk takin d exam.. everyone is givin me pressure xia.. piano cher.. mum.. dad.. myself.. haiz.. can i do it? i dunno.. i hope to try my v bex for dis laz exam [i hope].. but.. can i? when i dun even haf confidence myself.. haiz.. me sux.. hu can understand? so far oli ls helpin me to add oil.. oli she wish me al e bex.. haiz.. me every yr oso no one care.. so y bother? tml oli.. 24hr l8r i m free.. free from misery.. jux nice.. exactly 24hr later.. den i ll b able to step OUT of e exam rm.. i havent even study e history of e four periods.. lame shit.. y do we nid to noe? wat can we do? let e past b e past mah.. ppl noe how to sae.. but dey dunno how to do.. dats humans weakest point.. lol.. me so lame.. mayb i ll b realli realli happy after tues.. on wed.. u can c a cheerful self of huiyi.. yeah.. lets hope so.. todae geo test.. we ans rong one quest.. den i dunno one quest.. haiz.. den let me go die bah.. me jux sux..

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5:39 PM


Saturday, August 14, 2004

todae nearly cried.. but i force e tears bac.. v brave hor? diaoz.. hope to laugh out loud now.. lol.. kana scolded by piano cher til siaoz.. i noe.. dat he wanna gif up hope on me.. i oso noe dat hes v fed up by me.. yaya.. my fault.. i haf spoilt his dae.. its not wat i wan lor.. hu noes how i feel? stress? tired? i nearly slpet while doin e eng test todae lor.. hu can understand me? haiz.. me life jux sux.. wat else can i do? nth lor.. jux wait for my death dae.. can anione teach me how to do? i wanna cry now.. cry out loud.. n tel someone dat i m v sad.. but hu ll wanna listen to me? hu ll wan to stay by my side? no one.. haiz.. jux now drawin n modifyin my art.. den rl destroy my chio bu.. wadde.. i draw til so nice lor.. den she go n draw her til out of shape.. wa liew.. i m so darm fed up when i saw dat lor.. argh.. sianz.. nowadaes i so ezily sad.. isit bcoz of e piano? i tink so.. bcoz of e pressure everyone is givin me make me so scared lor.. haiz.. hope dat tues can quickly pass.. i hate tues..

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8:39 PM


Friday, August 13, 2004

haiz.. todae not so sleepy as ytd.. but dis mornin i slp while eatin breakfast.. haha.. mayb todae i gd mood.. lol.. todae is 13th the friday.. 'gd' luck day.. two chers of mine not feelin well.. furx is my maths cher.. nxt is my tuition cher.. lol.. both teach maths de.. haha.. no tuition.. i m so darm happi lor.. lol.. aniwae.. todae no hw.. lyk strange strange lidat.. coz e past few days i m bz rushin hw.. den now suddenly nth for me to do lyk bu xi guan.. haha.. me is lame.. lol.. aniwae.. tml eng common test.. sianz.. y eng?? haiz.. wonder how my subj combi is.. hu can i b in class wit? i noe dat i got no potential.. dunno dat 7 subj ll even wan me anot.. haiz.. me jux sux.. no choice.. todae nth much happen.. oya.. mr wang relief mrs yeo todae.. den he show us a movie.. forgot wat itis caled.. aniwae.. inside appear mani hamsters lor.. lol.. so cute men.. haha.. ok.. me lame.. i noe.. now watchin brownie sufferin everydae.. it realli breaks my heart lor.. but wat can i do? haiz.. todae ms soh guat ee return our stamp exihibit ting.. den she dun wan to gif us.. she sae 'i take hm arh'.. den she kip it into her bag b4 ls n i cud sae aniting.. wadde lor.. wat she tink she is doin? she tot she do e most meh? ls n i do e most lor.. hu go buy e stamps? is ls n me lor.. she din do aniting.. y shuld she get e credits? y shuld she get our fruits? its unfair lor.. i realli hate her sometyms.. ppl is tryin to praise her in front of me.. yaya.. i noe.. she can b gd sometyms.. BUT.. she is mostly not gd.. wat can i sae? everytym lukin at her.. ll recall how she treated me in e past.. i ll b so upset lor.. y i got dis kind of frien? i dont blieve myself to haf dis frien lor.. how can dat b? haiz.. fate? i dont blieve u..

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9:58 PM


Thursday, August 12, 2004

todae me vvv tired.. so not as cheerful as b4.. haiz.. tml stil got e stupid readin test while i oli read 1/4 of e bk.. wadde lor.. no one tel me dat deres test.. den i oli noe it at sat afternoon which is abit too late coz i din brin bac my bk! diaoz.. now so sianz.. eatin dinner.. no appetite.. hope to jux throw e whole packet awae.. so mani rice lor.. den so lil other food.. haiz.. e sight of it makes me puke.. got so mani hw.. makes me feel lyk cryin.. so stress.. i everydae so late slp liao but stil cant manage to finish dem.. can anione help me? i m v sick.. gonna gif up ani moment.. i m v sianz.. haiz..

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6:07 PM


Wednesday, August 11, 2004

vvv tired now.. jux return from e piano practising ting.. so so so so tired now.. feel lyk slpin straight awae.. but too bad.. i cant.. haf to prepare n re shade e wateva art ting.. den do hm econs de recipe.. n de pakagin.. haiz.. headache now.. gotto faint.. haha.. a bit too exagerate hor.. but realli vv headache n giddy now.. eatin dinner now oso.. no appetite.. haiz.. gonna fall sick soon i suppose.. y is life so borin? haiz.. todae got bac maths paper.. v lousy.. feel lyk a loser now.. haiz.. todae pe play badminton wit zj, xl, shirley, ls, carol n zq.. lol.. quite fun.. den i nearly hit a cher coz i miss.. hee.. so pai seh.. cant blame me de mah.. coz i already one yr nv play or even touch badminton racket.. haha.. oya.. e piano is yamaha de.. v nice to use.. but not use to it la.. dats y ll play rong notes.. dunno y my mum go buy e wateva asahi brand de.. stupid la.. shld buy yamaha de mah.. coz exam de piano al use yamaha de mah.. den i not use to it den play rong notes den die.. diaoz.. dis fri got readin test.. diaoz.. me havent even read half of e bk yet.. die liao lor..forget it.. as i haf said.. i m v shi bai.. diaoz.. sit in e mrt jux now.. so darm crowded.. me so thin liao stil wanna squash me into a pan cake.. haiz.. den c so mani couples huggin n kissin each other nxt to me.. got one teenage couple.. den one 50+yr old couple.. den one adult couple.. diaoz.. v coincidence rite? one in front of me.. one bhind me n one nxt to me.. wa liew.. me so innocent lor.. den dey r tryin to dye me black.. haha.. lol.. so sianz.. gotto go do hw liao.. haiz.. borin life..

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7:30 PM


Tuesday, August 10, 2004

todae got piano lesson.. haiz.. not gd.. play worser.. lol.. coz i haf to wake up vv early lor.. den i m darm tired.. mayb ytd nv slp well.. haiz.. aniwae.. i gif up on myself.. wats e point of tryin if u noe e result? haiz.. den i walk to e mrt savin 45cents.. ha.. coz i wanna buy ice cream.. lol.. den i went into e east point mall.. plannin wat ice cream to buy.. haha.. me so lame rite? den suddenly i heard shoutings nxt to me.. but i din realli noe wats goin on.. bcoz i wanna c which is nicer.. haha.. me is so bo liao.. den i continue to concentrate.. haha.. den when i finally decided.. i luk around to c wats goin on la.. haha.. me curious mah.. den i saw a middle age auntie scoldin an old cleaner.. o men.. dey r lyk shoutin v loudy lor.. jux nxt to me.. but bcoz i m stil v excited to haf my icecream.. so i din realli care.. lol.. den its lyk smt is reali goin rong.. den i luk at dem n listen to wat dey r scoldin.. i tink teochew.. den i ask my mum wat e hell is goin on.. ha.. of coz i din sae wat e hell.. lol.. den she sae coz e cleaner told dat auntie dont walk dere coz its wet coz she jux mop.. den e auntie bu shuang.. scold her dat dis road is not hers n everyone can walk.. den its lyk qiang ci duo li lidat.. den dey quarrel n shoutin n screamin lyk for 10min or more.. wow.. scary.. den e whole mall ppl is lyk standin at e sec floor n luk dwn lor.. den an uncle bhind me sae smt.. 'chou lou de xin jia po ren..' wa.. i heard already is lyk.. its realli a disgrace lor.. shoutin n screamin at an old cleaner.. doesnt she feel ashame? e uncle tel my mum n me dat he feels ashame to b a singaporean.. den he sae dat when ppl ask him whr he from.. he ll nv sae singapore.. its lyk hear already v upset.. haiz.. its indeed a disgrace.. diaoz.. aniwae.. i finally finish my hw.. ha.. but havent learn ting xie.. lol.. sianz.. oya.. i pack up my rm todae.. wow.. luks alot alot neater.. lol.. vv nice.. now i luk at it more shuang liao.. haha.. so satisfied wit myself.. lol.. todae is such a borin dae.. tml afternoon stil nidda go practise piano.. wa kow.. sianz.. return hm surely vv late.. i tink bout 7+-8+.. lol.. v late.. den dunno got tym online anot.. haiz.. my life sux..

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6:00 PM


Monday, August 09, 2004

happy national day.. lol.. wat a lame ting to sae.. haha.. jux now go my auntie'shm to watch e ndp n fireworks.. wow e view is so darm nice.. splendid xia.. haha.. too bad.. its e last yr held at e national stadium.. coz my mum sae its gonna get torn down n rebuilt.. lol.. government r so lame.. isit it nice enuff? y waste money? lol.. aniwae its e ppl money not deirs.. wonder whr ll our sports day held nxt yr.. todae at hm do nth.. lol.. got.. sci wb.. oli.. ha.. oya.. n i finally finish lynnie's autograph bk.. quite nice la.. coz drawn by me mah.. lol.. haha.. jkjk.. jux now watchin e singapore's idol.. wadde.. e guys inside r so.. yucky.. a disgrace to man kind.. some more got one go immitate william hung n strip in front of e judges.. wa liew.. he tot his body v nice meh? disgustin xia.. no body shape stil go twist in front of dem n everyone.. YUCKS.. cant bear to tolerate.. ew.. make me feel lyk pukin.. my hm haf two more bunnies.. my dad bought hm another two.. lol.. he kana scolded by my mum n me.. ha.. v ex lor.. 10bucks each lor.. wa liew.. but i dunno if itis to replace my brownie.. haiz.. wonder how long can it stil survive in dis smal world.. aniwae.. e two bunnies r extremely cute.. jux lyk me.. lol.. jkjk.. black n white de.. vv cute.. bunnies r alwaes so cute.. hee.. but i wan puppies.. lol.. at least can hug dem when i m feelin low.. while bunnies cant.. too small.. ha.. aiya.. late liao.. tok to u nxt tym..

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9:20 PM


Sunday, August 08, 2004

jux now.. e tuition auntie caled me.. ask me y i quit e eng tuition.. i nearly cried.. wat can i tel her? bout how i haf suffered dere? get scolded by cher for nth is fun isit? wateva.. i m so darm afraid to c her expressions.. ytd when i tel her dat its my last day.. she din ask me y.. luckily.. if not i might cry.. dont sae i crybaby.. coz u haf nv c how i haf suffered dere.. u ll nv noe how i feel.. probably.. mayb.. i m jux over sensitive.. but even yq agree with me.. an outsider can even tel.. wat more can i sae? when she ask my mum over n ask her for reasons.. my mum told her.. i guess its bcoz she noe dat i m hidin from her smt.. i dun wan to put e blame al on e tuition cher.. but.. haiz.. y everyone lyks tok crap ppl? counsellor ting is lidat.. now.. tuition cher oso.. mayb.. i shld realli learn how to tok crap..

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11:54 AM


Friday, August 06, 2004

todae half dae.. 9.30 release liao.. lol.. quite fun at e beginning.. coz we play choo choo train ting.. haha.. den we run lyk siao.. haha.. but was realli gr8 fun.. vv long nv play til lidat siao le.. ha.. den i go hm n zuo bo.. lol.. do nth at hm except playin piano e whole tym.. get forced by my mum.. i dont tink it ll work de lor.. me lousy means i lousy.. dats a fact.. jux now go tuition.. den saw e auntie.. dunno wat to tel her tml.. scared l8r she feel.. aiya.. soft hearted me.. dunno if i haf chosen e rite choice to quit tuition anot.. haiz.. oli manage to finish one eng tuition hw todae.. stil nid to do another compre.. sianz.. i plan not to do at furx de le.. den tink tink.. i tink i do.. coz at least i m showin her a respect to do wat she wans us to do.. although she ll nv mark.. haiz.. my life r becumin worser each day.. stress? lol.. oya.. we got a from to choose which stream we wanna go nxt yr ytd.. accordin to my ability.. i can go none.. lol.. its true.. i haf no ability.. i m a loser.. diaoz.. can i stuck in sec 2s life forever? i dun wanna go to sec 3.. haiz.. tml mornin stil got piano lesson.. sianz.. bout one more wk ll b my exam.. haiz.. m i scared? obviously.. but i haf already taken for so mani yrs liao le.. wats e point of worryin? lol.. i hate my life.. it jux sux..

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9:09 PM


Thursday, August 05, 2004

haiz.. dis few daes vv unlucky.. not in a gd mood men.. esp todae.. todae haf to choose history grp.. i realli realli hate it when we haf to choose our own grp.. y m i alwaes so soft hearted??!! if i m more lyk a rock.. i can ask her to get out of my grp!! i dun wan her.. tot she dun wanna join us animore? y? Y?! its unfair.. y she cum.. i dun wanna c her.. i dun wanna grp wit her.. i dun wan.. i noe u guys dere readin dis may tink dat i v wat.. but u dunno.. last yr happen smt vv tragic when i grpwit her.. it leaves me wit such a deep impression.. dat i dare not grp wit her.. n i DUN WISH TO!! feel lyk cryin.. yeah.. u mux b tinkin i m jux jokin.. but too bad.. its true.. i nearly cried.. dont c me so cheerful.. u can nv noe dat my heart haf broken into thousands of pieces.. ytd get bac chi result.. haiz.. not gd lor.. jux jux A2 oli.. haiz.. al bcoz of my zao ju.. if not i can get betta result de lor.. haiz.. todae ms tay nv cum.. miss her so much.. dat relieve cher v borin de lor.. she dunno how to teach de.. unable to catch our attention.. haiz.. tml national day celebration.. me gonna go wear red shirt.. haha.. me everyyr got wear.. haha.. lyk v enthu lidat.. haiz.. me sux..

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6:50 PM


Tuesday, August 03, 2004

me piano exam cumin soon.. scared? yeah.. obviously.. me no confidence.. realli.. i dont tink i can lor.. y everyone is forcin me? i cant means i cant.. haiz.. me is a failure lor.. i m useless.. todae pft 5 items.. i al C or above la.. den e standin broad jump i jump oli 177cm.. lol.. jux one more cm.. one more cm oli.. den i ll get A.. haiz.. me sux.. lol.. havent do hw yet.. haiz.. so sianz.. life sux.. tml get bac chi result.. hope dat i ll not score too badly.. me dis few daes ll b v bz men.. so mani tings waitin for me to do.. wonderin.. wonderin when can i complete everyting.. haiz.. oya.. ytd nite i rite a letter to my senior e whole nite.. hmm.. quite long bah.. hope she ll not forget me.. i went to her class todae.. but she havent reached skool yet.. so i passed it to one of her classmate.. hope dat she ll recieve it.. sad.. i m gonna miss her nxt yr.. ya.. dunno ll she n my other semiors change anot when dey return nxt yr.. coz when i sec 1.. my sec 4 seniors r al v gd de.. but dis yr camp.. dey came bac to c us.. i can tel dat dey had realli changed alot lor.. changed so much men.. lol.. of coz from gd to bad la.. dats y i dun hope my dis batch of seniors ll change.. jux now me play tibia.. den kana killed by one s*****.. coz my com hang lor.. wtf.. stipid com.. everytym hang when i m at e most dangerous part of tym.. laz tym i at e rotworms dere oso lidat..

Name: Chapada de Wisky
Sex: female Profession: Druid
Level: 18 World: Mythera
Residence: Thais
Last login: 03.08.2004 13:16:20 CET
Account Status: Free Account

remember dis s*****.. kill me for nth lor.. i m so innocent lor.. so darm bad.. i hate her.. jux wait for me.. i ll take my revenge..

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