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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

pai seh.. ytd nv rite.. coz riting ql's autograph bk e whole nite.. darm nice lor.. i draw de forever friends bear til so CUTE.. haha.. jkjk.. but its realli v nice.. ha.. ytd so happi.. i pass my eng le.. haha.. but i failed my paper 2.. *sobx.. i got e least among my 3 tuition mates lor for paper 2.. haiz.. sad? ya.. but nvm la.. i pass overal.. ha.. draw wit ck again.. haiz.. oya.. my sci add 2 more marks le.. now i raise 1 rank to c5.. haha.. gdgd.. not bad.. quite happi liao.. hmm.. ytd nite got power failure le.. haha.. but hor.. my estate dere din kana.. haha.. nearly al my friends kana dao.. ha.. i m slpin at dat moment.. ha.. so gd.. diaoz.. hmm.. dis two days not bad.. quite happi.. coz todae saw my chi SA results.. den i got 65.. haha.. jux b3.. win ck le.. by 1 mark.. muahahaha.. so darm hapi.. finally got smt to win him.. hee.. jux now go print e essays.. den my printer siaoz de.. e tings dat print out hor.. is oli half.. every word got oli half body.. haha.. aniwae.. i re print mani tyms liao lor.. but stil e same.. haiz.. forget it.. tml haf to stay bac for cdc ting.. wonder how long ll it take.. betta dont take v long.. ha.. wanna go hm.. if not my mum ll nag nag nag.. diaoz.. gtg do hw liao.. haiz..

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3:20 PM


Monday, June 28, 2004

hmm.. todae basically is al debrief.. den c most of my results lor.. haiz.. c liao no appetite to eat lor.. haiz.. sad? dunno.. diaoz.. my geo not gd.. but b4.. sci c6 [hopefully can add more marks] coz hor e cher mark rong.. ha.. hmm.. n history.. dun ask me dat.. ahha.. n my higher chi.. haiz.. die lor.. darm lan.. so sad.. lost to ck by SO MUCH lor.. haiz.. sad sad.. den ls saw her marks.. she din make attempt to try to find sum errors cher ll make lor.. mayb she jue wang liao.. same as me to history.. i dont even bother to listen.. dun lyk todae.. realli.. c my results.. den make me so sad.. ha.. but too bad.. i din cry.. ha.. disappointed? diaoz.. todae shld distribute my eng le.. so dat dere ll b jux one unlucky dae.. n not two [plus tml].. haiz.. forget dis.. tok bout my cdc.. hmm.. todae we deco dunno wat.. den haf to dicuss bout huan song hui de programme.. we haf to act it out.. den dis thurs meet lor.. to discuss more.. tml stil nidda do art.. diaoz.. dunno when to hand in le.. haiz.. xr dat class nxt nxt fri.. so we now v confuse lor.. oya.. st's 'shuai' ge is lost.. dunno wat happen to it.. haiz.. so hying help her to do a new one lor.. tml she ll touch on sculpture bah.. todae we reali din do much.. haiz.. shi bai..

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7:47 PM


Sunday, June 27, 2004

tml skool reopens liao.. cant wait to c al my friens again.. but hor.. mux wake up early again.. so sad.. hmm.. tml return paper.. scared? dunno.. haiz.. sianz.. cant log in to gb.. haiz.. dey so bad.. upgrade at dis moment.. i cant even play my last chance.. haiz.. todae i eat alot.. ha.. hmm.. i ate alot of cookies.. 2buns.. one ice kachang.. ha.. me pro rite? wonder how do i manage to stuff dem into my stomach.. ha.. die liao lo.. eat so much.. den when skool reopens cant eat liao.. ha.. but nvm.. i eat sweets.. heh.. nth special happen todae.. oya.. i finally finish my zuo wen.. hooray! ha.. now i can concluded dat i haf finally finish al my skool hw.. yay.. yeah.. finally.. after 4 wks of struggle.. l8r mux slp early.. if not tml cant wake up.. lol.. but dats impossible.. i ll get bash up by my mum if i dont wake up.. ha.. poor me huh? diaoz.. nth to rite liao.. tok to u bout wat happen in skool tml bah.. nite..

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8:05 PM



mornin.. pai seh.. ytd nv rite.. ha.. in a moody mood now.. dont ask me y.. coz i oso dunno.. diaoz.. hmm.. ytd finally finish my tuition hw.. quite relieve.. ytd hor.. dat s***** tuition cher hor.. go to tuition late le.. den we sae her.. den she sae e clock fast.. she go die la.. den laz tym i reach b4 5pm as e readin of e clock hor.. she sae me so late.. let everyone wait for me.. she go die la.. a cher hus so darm proud.. den she lyk step into e class v angrily le.. so fierce.. lyk wanna eat us up lidat.. hate dis kind of cher.. den dunno wat.. my frien got hold of cher's de script.. but she highlight e paper liao la.. she in d end den noe.. den hor.. she politely ask e cher le.. den e cher jux snatch awae her paper n gif her another set.. she v rude le.. how can lidat de? wadde lor.. she sux lyk hell men.. hu she tink she is.. siaoz.. lyk mother lyk daughter.. dats wat my d other frien sae.. forget bout her.. so darm angry ytd.. bczo of dat bloody idiot.. hmm.. l8r my dad go do chec up.. hope wont chec til aniting.. choy.. *touch wood.. hmm.. i ytd nite go draw e tym table.. not bad la.. coz i draw de mah.. ha.. jkjk.. gonna zap for a few friens.. lyk rl n ls.. probably zc oso.. hmm.. oya.. stil left e zuo wen.. havent go rite out yet.. ha.. but nvm la.. copy onto e gao zhi oli.. shld b quite fast n simple.. diaoz.. oya.. ytd noe a new person while playin tibia.. he s a female character inside.. ha.. so furni.. crazi de.. go use opp sex de character.. ha.. mayb i shall use one nxt tym.. haha.. diaoz.. k la.. shld b long enuff liao.. tonite den rite summore..

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7:59 AM


Friday, June 25, 2004

phew.. dis mornin finally finish one set of my tuition hw.. i 7am wake up do de le.. hmm.. not bad har.. so now v tired lor.. den todae my mum crazi de.. go buy another fone.. pls lor.. last tym we jux bought a fone.. jux one mth oli.. she go buy a new one.. siaoz.. den i dun care her.. me angry la.. of coz.. waste money.. summore hor.. e fone v lousy de le.. wa kow.. she stupid de la.. den i keep rantin.. den went out.. ha.. me pro.. rant finish immediately go tuition.. she cant rant bac.. ha.. den when i reach hm.. she wan me to accompany her to go refund bac.. she sae she buy liao den regret.. diaoz.. lidat oso can.. k lor.. go refund.. luckily dey refund her.. if not i ll kill her.. nv ask us b4 she buy aniting.. n buy some lousy tings summore.. siaoz..haiz.. aniwae.. i jux finish doin one of e essay for e tuition for tml.. sian.. stil haf to do one more.. oya.. tel u a sad news.. i failed my history.. haiz.. u may tink i bluff u de.. but hor.. i oso wish dis is fake.. aiya.. forget it.. aniwae i dun plan to take history nxt yr.. jux hope dat my geo dun fail den can liao.. lalala.. u may tink i m siao.. fail liao stil so happy.. but hor.. wat else can i do? cry? u den siaoz.. haiz..

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5:49 PM


Thursday, June 24, 2004

haiz.. todae so sian again.. but at least happier den ytd.. dunno y.. mayb i had a gd nite slp ytd.. coz ytd ytd.. i cant slp.. lol.. todae go library help my mum return bks.. den go shop n save n ntuc.. den return hm liao.. rest 15min hor.. stil nidda go market.. buy dinner.. wa kow.. darm tired now.. oya.. tel u a GD news.. i m goin to finish my hw liao le.. jux copy e zuo wen ll do.. coz i finish my draft liao.. muahahaha.. so happy.. budden hor.. i havent finish my tuition hw.. my maths coz one exam paper.. eng got 2 essays.. haiz.. my dat cher siao de.. 1 essay i already goin to die liao.. stil gif me 2.. siaoz.. planin not to tuition eng liao if i still din improve but deprove instead.. haiz.. sian sian.. jux now play tibia.. den gb.. den tibia.. den gb.. aiya.. so now.. dun feel lyk playin liao.. al so sian de.. ha.. i dun wanna do hw.. more sian.. hmm.. stuck wit my com is e baz.. ha.. but ll get scolded by mum.. so sad.. sianz sianz.. haiz.. oya art.. haiz haiz.. havent do yet.. diaoz..

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6:19 PM



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6:14 PM


Wednesday, June 23, 2004

todae go skool do art project.. den on e wae to skool tok wit ls lor.. so sian.. den she 'break' voice.. lol.. actualli not realli 'break' la.. jux dat she sore throat.. diaoz.. same as my mum.. no voice.. den when reach busstop.. haf to get down rite? den i go press bell.. n walk towards e openin door.. den suddenly.. i heard smt drop.. turn around.. found ls's furx aid box break open n al e medicine, plaster, n wateva.. drop out.. ah doi.. den luckily got me again.. ha.. i help her lor.. she so clumsy de.. jkjk.. den so embarrased.. coz e bus uncle waitin for us lor.. den everyone is starin at us.. argh.. den get down bus.. help her take out al e medicine n rearrange.. diaoz.. every ppl hu alight ll stare at wat we r doin lor.. wadde.. den e tings we take out roll til dunno whr.. ha.. den go take.. lyk.. aiya.. dunno how to sae.. its lyk v diu lian.. ha.. but luckily.. i dunno dem.. N.. dey dunno me.. hmm.. lol.. todae do history again.. BUT.. stil havent finish.. haiz.. al e ans so long de.. e longest i tink is more den half a page.. siaoz.. so sian.. dunno y.. todae realli got no mood.. try to laugh when do project todae.. but cant.. dunno y.. no appetite.. its lyk e whole world is so dull.. haiz.. oya.. e art pro.. overal i tink is ok la.. she got cum.. hmm.. gdgd.. actualli i dont expect de.. but since she cum.. oso not bad.. but st nv cum.. den rl v furni.. go send her a 'i hate u.. y u din cum todae..' de msg.. so furni.. got laugh.. but stil not quite happy.. hmm.. den durin e whole tym we do art project.. its lyk v lifeless.. or rather.. to me.. so i brin e whole art ting bac hm to touch on.. so bulky.. but nvm.. stil manage.. haiz.. sian.. oya.. tel u smt.. ls n i v guai.. we todae reach class early.. so we sweep floor lor.. ha.. coz e class v dirty.. dunno if its bcoz ytd class deco anot.. aniwae i din stay long ytd.. so not v sure.. oya oya.. todae go find mrs pereira.. to ask her bout e result lor.. but she dun tel.. den ask her how mani ppl fail.. den she sae 1/3 of e class.. den my heart is lyk.. goin to break.. diaoz.. although i got xin li zun bei la.. but den hor.. stil scared lor.. haiz.. aniwae.. life stil haf to get on..

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8:07 PM


Tuesday, June 22, 2004

dis mornin go skool for e class deco ting.. den.. i dunno y.. e bus run so fast.. so early reach skool.. 8.30 reach liao le.. siaoz.. den met her junior.. den we walk together to skool lor.. but lyk nth to tok to each other lidat.. den nvm.. finally reach skool liao.. toto n kl already dere liao.. den go dere nth to do.. at furx got.. help kl to staple color paper.. den no more bullets.. haf to wait for ppl hu got staple bullets de cum.. den nth to do.. LUCKILY..i got brin comic go dere read.. muahahahha.. lol.. lame.. but den read half wae toto snatch it awae from me.. den got ppl cum liao.. but nobody seems to haf bullets.. ha.. den finally lynn cum.. den i tink u noe wat else happen.. lol.. den.. haiz.. i forgot to brin water bottle.. ha.. den thirsty til siao.. den i stae til 12.30 lor.. den go hm.. wait for lynn lor.. ha.. den at class.. nearly finish readin e comic.. so sian.. shld haf brin my hw go dere do.. lol.. ha.. so sian.. jux now go jog jog.. tml cant jog.. tml tml oso cant.. coz lq goin to do pw.. e filmin.. haiz.. actuali she got ask me wanna to go in n act.. i tink is lyk sort of actin.. den my mum dun let.. too bad lor.. aniwae.. i m in cdc.. stil got mani chance to act.. lol..haiz.. a bit pity.. but nvm la.. hu cares.. lol..

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5:11 PM


Monday, June 21, 2004

dis mornin go temple to burn joss paper.. den accompany my dat bro wit my mum.. actualli i dun wan to go de le.. coz i not feelin well wat.. den my mum heck care me.. force me to go.. no choice lor.. den go by my cousin.. my cousin drive us dere n bac.. wa.. ha.. so cool.. coz e aircon spoil i tink.. den we scroll down e window of e car.. den when drive along e highway.. wa.. e air lyk hitin on my face.. ha.. but quite fun la.. go to e university de medical blk to do chec up.. cool rite? ha.. furx tym set foot into e university.. wa.. cool.. aniwae.. wait outside e rm for 2hr plus.. wa kow.. sian.. nth to do.. den almost read finish my whole xiao ding dang de comic.. ha.. i noe i veri bo liao.. ha.. oya.. todae zy's bdae.. HAPPY BIRTHDAE ZY!!! lol.. hmm.. tml got class deco.. ls dun wan to go.. lazy bum.. den tml i m goin to b a santa cluas.. ha.. gif present.. hmm.. cal ls e whole dae.. but hor.. no one picks up e fone.. haiz.. everytym lidat de.. lol.. hmm.. stil din manage to finish e history ting.. haiz.. stil left so mani hw.. haiz..

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8:02 PM


Sunday, June 20, 2004

yo.. i tel u a G00D news.. I PASS FOR MY THEORY EXAM!!! lol.. i noe its lame.. but i realli m vv happy.. ha.. coz my cher n i tot dat i ll not pass.. BUT.. i form a MIRACLE.. lol.. haha.. so happy.. todae doin e history.. but do e whole dae stil havent finsih.. so mani quest lor.. haiz.. i stile left bk review n zuo wen.. haiz.. tml i tink whole dae not at hm.. haiz.. cant do hw.. haiz.. todae nth special.. father's dae.. ytd gif my dad his present.. watch.. hmm.. cost me 10 bucks.. wa.. lol.. oya.. ytd spend 10 bucks on dunno wat assessment bk for tuition.. so darm ex lor.. den i use my own precious pocket money.. al 2 dollar notes de.. ha.. aiya.. wanna go play games liao.. bb..

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8:42 PM



hihi.. pai seh.. ytd nv rite.. coz ytd whole dae explorin game.. den forget to rite.. but nvm la.. todae rite lor.. ;P e new game is quite bo liao le.. howeva hor.. i can sit in front of e computer for 4 hr or more le.. me pro rite? den ytd nv do hw.. got la.. tuition de.. but skool de.. haiz.. i die liao.. nxt wk not much tym to do.. coz stil got art project.. den mon is nid to accompany my mum n bro to dunno where to chec up for dunno wat army de.. coz nxt yr he ll go for army.. hooray.. den e house is mine.. i can cal al my friens to my hm liao.. coz when hes in hm.. he dun allow my frien to cum de.. so bad.. k dun tok bout him liao.. hmm.. ytd get sort of 'scolded' by tuition cher.. actualli.. its not my fault lor.. coz last wk i do vv fast.. den she wan me to hand it in to her to mark.. k lor.. fine.. den lq n she havent finish so she ask dem to brin hm n complete.. den ytd when dey cum.. dey completed e nxt chapter oso.. den i havent.. den dey lyk sort of waitin for me to complete lor.. den i scared.. den anihow do.. den e cher sae i veri untidy.. rite rong words den cancel.. pls.. if not wat? use liquid? no wae.. waste le.. k fine.. coz i m in a rush.. but she keep on rant.. den i protest liao lo.. i sae bcoz dey al finish n left me oli.. den she sae wat m i doin? day dreamin? den she sae dat i shld finish my hw at hm.. pls.. wat an irresponsible cher.. she is e one hu dun let me brin hm to do.. yet shes e one hu scold me for not brinin e bk hm to do.. wats her point? den after i keep protestin.. den she sae.. 'k dis tym i let u off' wat she tink she means? cher r not alwaes rite de lor.. stop actin pro.. bleh..

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Friday, June 18, 2004

l8r go jog jog.. jux now go my aunt hm sit sit.. hmm.. go dere read storybk.. to do e bk review lor.. haiz.. so sian.. jux finish readin.. e storybk darm nice.. coz dats my furx fear street bk.. by R.L.stine.. my favourite writer.. hee.. now listenin to e ou de yand de song.. veri veri veri nice.. hee.. i lyk e bei ban de gu dan e bex.. coz dats e nicest inside.. lol.. ha.. nv touch ani hw todae.. so shi bai.. oya.. actualli i shld b in skool now.. for e audition for e qun kou jiang gu shi de ting.. for cdc de.. but my mum dun let me go.. i plead her for quite a few daes liao.. den todae i do my last pleadin.. den she nag nag n nag.. e result is.. 'cant'.. lol.. too bad lor.. me dis ren cai cant b use.. jkjk.. hee.. aniwae.. a bit disappointed.. coz cant go esplanade.. oso cant go for dis.. haiz.. too bad.. oya.. dis few daes hor.. dunno y le.. bees lyk to follow me.. wed i tink.. a bee fly into my bedrm when i m doin my newspaper article.. den i dont wanna bother it.. den continue doin it lor.. but den hor.. it veri irrittatin le.. den when i raise my head.. i saw it flyin nearer n nearer me.. of coz i ll get scared la.. den i ran to e livin rm.. it follows me!!! god.. den i tot it ll fly out its own.. den i go kitchen furx.. den a few min pass.. i went bac livin rm.. no bee.. so relive.. BUT.. on my wae bac to my bedrm.. suddenly a bee appear in front of my face le.. wadde.. scare me to death.. u din c me.. i was lyk screamin n ran to e kitchen.. ha.. so furni.. den my mum dunno how chase it awae.. lol.. den ytd on my wae to jog.. at e corridor hor.. a bee appear as suddenly as e dae b4 in front of me.. den i shocked lo.. dare not go take lift liao.. i ran al e wae down by stairs.. lol.. den todae.. saw another bee.. but dis tym deres a distance.. so not dat scary.. ha.. veri furni rite? lol.. let u guys laugh.. if not life is so borin.. ha..

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3:20 PM


Thursday, June 17, 2004

jux now go jog jog.. den now v hot.. ha.. v thirsty oso.. gonna fall sick soon.. mouth keep turn dry.. nono.. a bad sign.. suddenly can shiver or sneeze.. haiz.. ytd midnite my mum fever.. den i worried.. den i nv sleep e whole nite.. so now quite tired.. lol.. kk.. change subject.. i die liao.. havent even finish half of my hw yet.. n i m left one more wk.. haiz.. but quite happi dat skool gonna reopen soon.. yay.. can c my friens again.. ha.. lol.. diaoz.. todae mani ppl msg n tok to me.. so my life not dat borin afteral.. ha.. nowadaes keep get scolded.. dunno isit bad luck anot.. haiz.. aniwae.. ytd too angry.. nv tel u dat i RAISE rank liao.. haha.. so happi.. lol.. todae tuition same as usual.. jux dat i din do my hw.. hee.. dats y i nxt wk die liao.. gotto finish everyting.. haiz.. nxt wk do art project.. haiz haiz.. jux now cal her.. den tel her wat shld she do.. den she sae 'HAR..'.. wa kow.. lyk i wanna gif her do lidat.. if ls didnt wan me to let her contribute aniting.. do u tink i ll gif her e chance? lol.. den i tel her dat deres a meeting nxt wk.. guess wat her reactions? 'erm.. erm.. depends la..' wadde.. lyk shes e boss lidat.. how to gif her a chance lidat? haiz.. shld i gif up hope on her?

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5:00 PM


Wednesday, June 16, 2004

now.. i m veri veri veri.. dunno how to sae my feelin.. i hope dat i can go die.. i blieve dat death.. can solve everyting which i cant solve.. jux now i den realise dat i forgot to brin bac my scales bk from my cher's hm.. dis tym i die liao.. gonna get killed by my mum.. but dats at least betta den to jump down my block.. now i veri luan.. noe y? coz i get scolded by e sucker idiotic dad.. day get scolded by mum.. night get scolded by dad.. my life is so 'NICE'.. my life is so 'INTERESTIN'.. i 'LUV' my life.. one day if u find me dead.. no nid ask for e reasons.. bcoz i m findin my happiness.. n dat is to get awae from dis four wall jail.. he ask me to find dunno wat motorcycles for sale.. den dun haf.. he scold me useless.. hey.. i m born in dis cruel world bcoz u hai me de le.. if deres a useless daughter.. deres oso a useless dad.. coz deres oli a useless dad den he can haf a useless daughter.. if he jux scold me useless.. stupid.. its k.. its fine.. i noe dat i m useless aniwae.. but y did he lyk to compare me wit other ppl? y mux he sae dat others children r much much betta n obedient den me? y both my parents lidat de? my life sux.. my family sux too.. tink if i realli cant tolerate animore.. i ll jux put my legs out of e window n dive down.. dats my perfect endin to dem.. rite?

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8:56 PM








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4:06 PM



haiz.. jux return from piano lesson.. get scolded by mum n cher.. haiz.. i realli realli realli hate my life lor.. get a lecture everydae.. piano is at least betta lor.. one wk one tym oli.. but hor.. my dad n mum nth stil wanna find smt to scold me.. wat haf i done rong? m i born in e rong family? when i dont reply to deir scoldings.. dey tot silence means consent.. but when i reply.. dey sae i grow up liao la, noe how to ding zui.. pls lor.. gif me a BREAK pls.. when i jux sae ONE sentence 'pls move e umbrella off me'.. den i got a lecture by mum jux now.. sae i zhang da liao, bu xi huan gen wo chu qu.. it realli breaks my heart lor.. how can she lidat sae? is she tryin to sae dat i not filial? pls.. i m jux askin her to get e umbrella off me coz e umbrella is goin to poke my eye.. rong? i not filial? gr8.. if dats e case.. i ll nv buy aniting for her.. n ll try to waste as mani money as possible for her.. n ll not alwaes tink of how to save money.. n ll not help her wash dishes.. jux throw everyting to her.. can?

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3:30 PM


Tuesday, June 15, 2004

jux now go jog jog.. now return liao.. den jux finish dinner.. lol.. oya.. dis is e 100th post.. hooray.. lol.. me so lame.. ha.. haiz.. todae happen mani mani tings.. guess wat? ls lost her wallet in e bus again.. e THIRD tym!!! omg.. but luckily.. i was dere.. den i quickly ask her to hire taxi.. den we chase after e bus by my memory coz it had disappear liao.. i had go past dat place a million tyms b4.. lol.. k.. aniwae.. in d end.. finally chase dao dat bus.. phew.. den i help her pay e taxi fare furx.. lol.. den we walk al e wae bac from katong shoppin centre to skool.. omg.. we take bout 20min bah.. tink u can imagine how far we r.. lol.. fortunately i noe e wae bac.. or else she walk e rong lane.. lol.. its true.. coz she tot i walk e rong lane when i walk e rite one.. haha.. kk.. stop laughin liao.. actualli.. shes realli poor ting.. she had faced mani disasters dis june holidaes.. actually.. its sort of my fault dat she left her wallet on e bus.. coz if i din tel her her sci marks.. she ll not xia dao.. if she not shock.. she ll not forget bout her wallet.. haiz.. poor her.. i m afraid dat she ll cry at hm lor.. to sae e truth hor.. i nv c her cry b4 le.. she cant cry hor.. she can alwaes work for e betta.. but dats jux a lie.. hu ll not cry?haiz.. aniwae.. cant find chers to chec out marks.. coz al not in skool.. haiz.. actualli.. i oso dunno if i realli wanna c anot.. i scared i cry.. not bcoz too gd.. but.. haiz.. tok bout todae art bah.. hmm.. actualli.. todae realli did not do much.. lol.. ya.. st cum for 45min oli.. but she dun even wanna cum.. k lor.. dont sae i did not gif her a chance..got another meetin nxt mon.. hmm.. wonder if i can make it anot.. probably can.. hope dat everyone can b more cooperative n hand in deir work to me.. if not we realli realli die liao.. oya.. todae ls n i veri veri gd le.. we go rearrange e tables in our class le.. c.. we so gd.. den in d end.. hot dao ban si.. but manage to arrange to 3 3 3 3 3.. lol.. veri lame la i noe.. but coz waitin for other grp members den nth to do lor.. hope dat art can finish asap.. i m gettin tired n fed up of it..

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5:05 PM


Monday, June 14, 2004

haiz.. jux gotto noe my sci marks.. o men.. so lousy.. C6.. haiz.. history C5.. haiz.. die die.. forget it.. veri sian.. i cant let dat ruin my hol.. now i noe y chers dun wan to let us c our paper til skool reopens.. coz dey dun wan to ruin our precious hol.. ty.. lol.. ha.. haiz.. ppl wan me to gif her a chance.. i wan.. n i had already given.. i gif her wheneva i c her.. i gif her wheneva i can.. i m v generous liao lor.. hope she appreciate.. hope she ll cherish lor.. not dat i wat.. jux dat if she realli wanna destroy our frienship.. den i no choice liao.. hmm.. forgif.. forget.. bex remedy.. i had already tak actions liao.. waitin for her now..

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4:27 PM



jux return from tampanies wit mum.. filled wit rage now.. argh.. malays sux lyk bloody hell.. so angry.. guess wat happen? when board mrt to return rite? mani ppl.. i at e front coz i came dere early.. den soon.. mrt cum liao.. when i m goin to sit on a seat.. a sucker malay bitch push me awae n sit on my seat le.. wat e hell she tink shes doin? dere r so mani other seats lor.. y fight wit a small lil gal lyk me? at dat moment hor..i realli realli feel lyk scoldin e f word in her face n slap her on her ugly face den stamp her feet n punch her wit al my might.. dont sae dat i cruel.. i already veri veri veri veri tired liao lor.. she stil fight wit me.. she go die la.. den when i turn around n wantin to find a seat.. al r occupied.. wa.. dey r fast men.. within 10sec al e seats r occupied.. of coz my mum got seat la.. den i no choice lor.. go lean at e glass window dere.. den everyone is lyk lukin at me.. coz i m d oli one without seats to SIT.. wa kow.. dey tot i monkey har? to do a minkey show for dem? siaoz.. den when i m goin to alight.. mani ppl in front me.. den when i sae 'EXCUSE ME'.. another bitch luk at me lyk i m crazi lyk dat.. den i sae another tym.. den dis tym she completely ignore me.. wtf lor..k.. fine.. den i go d other side.. den another bitch brin 5-6 children n block completely e whole door.. hu she tink she is? she own e door de meh? siao.. den e door open liao lor.. i got no choice lor.. by hook or by crook stil mux get out lor.. den i sae 'EXCUSE ME' again.. dose childeren luk at me.. wadde lor.. i veri strange meh? y al luk at me? feel lyk bashin dem al up.. haiz.. y singaporeans lyk dat de? inconsiderate, inpolite, rude, kiasu.. wa.. ao mani bad points.. wats e gd point den? innocent? PUKES.. pls lor.. dont make me feel a disgrace of bein a singaporean singaporeans.. b more considerate polite n relac a bit singaporeans.. pls.. ty..

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2:10 PM


Sunday, June 13, 2004

sian.. jux now ls cal me.. o men.. her wallet has not found yet.. bet it was picked by other ppl n had threw it awae.. muahahaha.. guess wat? she lost her wallet again.. lol.. dis tym is dat she forgot to take bac her wallet after st john camp.. lol.. she havent learnt e lesson yet.. lol.. does she deserve dat? probably.. since she had lost her wallet once.. wit cash card.. ez link.. 2 dollar+.. n more.. now.. she once again repeat history.. lol..dis tym heard dat she lost 20 over dollars.. lol.. shes pro.. i admire her.. lol.. phew.. finally finish sortin out e art ting.. hope everyting ll went on smoothly.. haiz.. now no one to tok to.. den ls suggest me to do hw.. but hor.. e more i do.. e more i turn sian.. no choice.. haiz.. borin borin.. tml ls went out wit her frien.. gd lor.. me so sian..

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5:46 PM


Saturday, June 12, 2004

jux return from tuition.. phew.. saturdae finally is goin to b over.. e dae i hate most in e seven daes of a wk.. e piano lesson is ok for todae.. luckily i got practise e scales.. if not i todae sure die de.. den at tuition.. my cher gif us one ws to do.. cloze passage.. wit helpin words.. BUT.. i got oli one rite.. haha.. veri furni rite? but dis cant blame me de la.. coz i dun even understand e meanin of ani single helpin word.. too chim.. darm chim.. especially for smone lyk me hus an idiot in english.. BUT.. my cher sae dat i got improve le.. ha.. i so happi.. but i tink she lie me de la.. how can dat b? lol.. ha.. although i finish e essay she ask us to do.. todae.. she gif us another hw to do.. gosh.. i m dead.. art art art.. art sux.. jux now tel her dat tues got meet.. den she seems lyk.. aniwae.. she gif me e feelin dat she dun wanna go.. den i tel her straight dat if she can she go.. aniwae.. it ll b no diff even if she go.. coz we ll oli waste our own tym dere.. haiz.. gonna brin e stupid art hm nxt tues.. cant leave it in skool to collect dust men.. haiz.. me again.. no one to help me.. sianz.. me to think of everyting.. camp camp.. ls n rl go camp.. haiz.. luckily tues dey shld b free.. al cant confirm deir tym de.. den how we meet? ah doi.. gif up gif up.. can i?

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7:27 PM


Friday, June 11, 2004


You're responsible, sweet, gentle and lovable! You have a loving heart, a great respect for all creatures (human, great and small), and the ability to see the thing that makes each individual special. However, you tend to overlook the things that make you special, and thus, putting you in a position to be pushed around by others. Take some time everyday to reflect on your qualities, and see that you don't have to please everyone and still be loved for who you are. Which Love Hina Girl Are You?

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8:32 PM



nene
You are NENE ROMANOVA! Cutey-pie traffic cop!


ANIME QUIZ - Which Bubblegum Crisis Character Are You?
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8:21 PM



wa.. jux now go jog jog.. den i jog n sms at e same tym le.. pro rite? ha.. lol.. veri lame.. but quite difficult to type.. ha.. lol.. but hor.. i run til nv stop le.. wa.. furx tym.. coz i everytym run a few steps den rest liao.. but jux now hor.. jog type jog type.. nv stop le.. haha.. but when i realise dat.. i turn weak again.. ha.. no choice.. haf to add oil n practise.. if not cant beat smone.. mux get at least c.. if not cant get gold.. lol.. havent finish my essay.. haiz.. tml tuition die liao lo.. i hate saturdaes.. tml got piano lessons.. die another tym.. haiz.. sianz.. when can i finish everyting i m suppose to do n b able to relac? haiz.. havent started plotin my art project.. no one seems to care lor.. quite fed up when tot of dat.. no one even bother to ask me 'when ll we meet'? everyone r havin fun now.. watchin movie.. blah blah.. leavin me alone dere strugglin.. bad.. no one dere to pull me out.. i m so confuse.. shld i do alone or leave it?

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5:21 PM



jux now early early wake up.. coz todae is e 49th dae of my uncle's death.. den haf to go temple.. den reach dere too early.. luckily i got brin one comic dere.. if not i ll suffucate by e boreness.. after dat.. go cemmetry.. go dere visit lor.. den saw other ppl de cemmetry la.. den take a luk oso lor.. quite kpo.. but nvm la.. aniwae.. saw sum ppl put toys dere.. lyk dogs sculpture.. or keychain.. den my cousin drive car hor.. accidentally went rong lane.. den oso rong road la.. den i so scared.. not bcoz of we might get lost.. but scared dat wat if i met dat circumstances when i drive? *shiver.. scary men.. i ll surely panic de lo.. although singapore not veri big.. but hor.. stil scared.. haiz.. l8r goin to jog.. haiz.. gtg do my tuition hw liao.. haiz.. sianz..

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12:13 PM


Thursday, June 10, 2004

jux now go lq de hm.. teach her some computer techniques.. n most of al.. to go c her electric keyboard.. muahahaha.. quite grand la.. but piano grander.. muahahaha.. k la.. dun b so bad.. todae quite fun la.. at least not lonely.. hmm.. so sad.. e pic above my chatterbox cant b viewed.. haiz.. so sad.. den no choice.. take it awae lor.. haiz.. sian now.. no one tok to me now.. diaoz.. jux now go play gb.. todae unlucky men.. keep losin.. keep lose angle.. tml go train joggin.. hmm.. gr8.. hope dat tml dun rain.. hmm.. wat shld i tok bout nxt? wa.. so mani ppl either bz or awae.. haiz.. now watchin sun wu kong.. haiz.. so sianz.. no one msg me todae.. haiz.. but nvm.. tink of e bright side.. hmm.. to save money.. lol.. ha.. its indeed on e bright side.. haha.. oya oya.. todae is ls de bdae le.. ha.. HAPPY BIRTHDAE LISHI.. too bad she cant hear.. coz.. shes at camp.. ha.. lol.. so pathetic.. shes gonna suffer on her bdae.. ha.. ya.. heard dat its tough.. phew.. i quit liao.. lol.. hmm.. oya.. tel u a veri annoyin ting.. todae tuition hor. e cher veri wat de le.. i oli ans rong one question.. den guess how she insult me? she walk around e whole class keep sayin.. 'huiyi rong liao.. huiyi u rong.. etc..'.. she keep saein dat le..wa kow.. she purposely de lor.. i noe i veri stupid.. i ugly.. i not rich.. but.. oso cant lyk dat e lor.. she wanna tel e whole class n e whole world isit??? realli hope to ask her to shut her mouth n eat her ****.. wat she tink shes doin? ya.. i agree dat i did dat question rong.. but.. so wat? aniting rong? no one is perfect lor.. everyone ll make mistakes de lor.. includin herself.. stop tryin to rao one round n soot me.. blah.. she sux lyk bloody hell.. so annoyin men.. haiz.. nxt tues go skool do art project.. stil mux wear skool t-shirt.. sianz.. too bad lor.. no one's hm can we go.. haiz..

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7:08 PM



sword
your weapon is the sword, you are mysterious, and
don't always think like normal people, it's
not that bad being the sword, they're cool.


What is your weapon? with anime pics !
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8:46 AM



light fairy
You are the light fairy. She who is of comfort, and
friends. She who is nice to anyone who comes
her way. Beware of who you make friends with,
some friends can turn their backs. You can see
things in people that others cannot. This is an
awesome trait, keep up the good work!


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8:33 AM


Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Out-doors: You like the outdoors, your more qiet and conserved, you like poeple, but you feel closer to nature at times.
Out-doors: You like the outdoors, your more quiet
and conserved, you like poeple, but you feel
closer to nature at times.


What environment do you represent?
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9:02 PM



Your: Cool kitten. Your super cool, cute and popular. your sweet on the guys and totally into fashion. You are naturally a perfectionist and are very artisitc.
Your: Cool kitten. Your super cool, cute and
popular. your sweet on the guys and totally
into fashion. You are naturally a perfectionist
and are very artisitc.


What kind of cat are you?
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9:01 PM



LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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8:44 PM



jux now finish readin a R.L.Stine de story bk.. wa kow.. darm nice.. darm touchin.. darm sad.. for e gr8 luv again.. haiz.. aniwae.. stil veri happy.. no nid sit wit her liao.. a new environment for me to adapt again.. lol.. sit e furx sec row.. front men.. cant copy hw liao.. but probably i can b more guai n listen to class more attentively liao.. hmm.. but i scored realli bad for dis SA2.. die.. i scared dat my eng failed.. hope not.. i hope not.. but its already fix lor.. can i sae dat i dun wan? no choice.. haf to face reality.. i mux realli realli realli work veri veri veri hard for e nxt half yr.. i m even afraid dat i cant get into e 7 subject de.. haiz.. sad sad.. add oil gal.. mux haf confidence wit myself.. haiz..

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8:00 PM



wa kow.. i so happy now.. hahahahahahahaha.. happy til siao.. no nid sit wit her liao.. whoosh.. yay.. yipee.. hooray.. hee.. wa.. so happy.. thx loads zy.. hee.. gonna buy a nice nice present for his bdae.. hee.. lalala.. jajaja.. jux learn a new word in gb.. 'jajaja' means 'hahaha'.. lol.. dats mexicon sayin.. wa.. jajajaja.. ha.. lol.. so veri happy now.. hee.. jux now actuali try to smile de.. den now no nid try liao.. i can even laugh.. haha.. jux now play gb.. wa.. got one grp hor.. useless de.. double silver le.. play wit oli silver de stil keep losin.. every match lose.. haiz.. poor ting.. den i win so much.. bu hao yi si.. ha.. lol.. todae is my lucky dae.. muahahaha.. hee.. so happy.. happyfool.. yay.. hmm.. haf to quick quick finish my hw.. so dat i can concentrate on my art project.. hmm.. mux add oil..

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12:29 PM


Tuesday, June 08, 2004

doggie
congratz you are >>pochacco<<


>>what sanrio character are you<<
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3:27 PM




You are a freeform writer. Individualistic with a
sense for the different and challenging, Walt
Whitman and his poetry lacking meter and rhyme
is just what the doctor ordered. You're quick
to write something that the rest of the world
doesn't accept as poetry, quick to separate
yourself from the average joe. An author with a
true sense of self, you have confidence in your
abilities and aren't afraid to show it. :) GO
YOU!


What's YOUR Writing Style?
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2:58 PM



jux now go supermarket wit my mum, my auntie, n my cousin.. wow.. dere hor.. is crowded wit ppl le.. mostly old ppl..den i push e trolley mux b veri careful.. if not l8r hit dem.. ha.. den dey ll go crippled men.. lol.. *touch wood.. inside freezin cold men.. every limbs lyk frozen hard.. move a bit hor.. den veri pain.. can imagine.. ha.. den saw watermelons.. my cousin buy one.. den i oso wanna buy.. coz its darm cheap men.. den when i carry hm rite.. its lyk.. heavier den me.. ha.. lol.. haf top hug it hm myself coz i m e one hu wanna eat.. aiya.. actually rite.. dis cant blame me de.. coz i 1yr lyk dat nv eat liao.. hee.. so now of coz mux grab oppounity la.. ha.. lol.. aniwae.. learn a lot of tings tru my cousin todae.. now veri tired liao.. coz sit in e car hor.. den under e huge huge sun.. i conk out liao.. dizzy.. wonderin if ls found her wallet liao anot.. hope so..

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2:36 PM


Monday, June 07, 2004

ah doi.. e ls arh.. forgot to brin her wallet hm n left it on e bus le.. haha.. lol.. kk.. i dun b so bad..aniwae.. i help her by askin lots ppl to help her.. my mum, my cousin n blah.. den in d end.. i oso got search webbie.. den found e tele no. for e lost n found ting.. dis might teach her a lesson men.. for not lykin after her own ting.. muahahaha.. haiz.. so tired now.. al e bex for her to find her wallet.. i haf tried my bex to help her.. e rest r dependin on herself liao.. gd luck for her.. =)

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7:30 PM



phew.. jux return from void deck.. jux now go gif ls her present.. at least she not fated to haf no present.. haha.. lol.. so hot now.. n.. thirsty.. i go cut my hair todae.. wow.. so short lor.. but nvm la.. stil can tie up.. ls sae i cute.. tyty.. haha.. lol.. i m alwaes dat cute.. jkjk.. we tok quite long.. coz long long tym nv tok to each other liao.. aniwae.. jux now tok to sy before goin down.. ha.. she so CUTE..unlyk his bro.. ha.. jkjk.. at least todae i m not lonely.. got so mani ppl to tok to.. lol.. but tml how? .. *sobx.. lol.. mum tel me alot of moral ting todae.. den overal is dat.. she dun wan me to play com games.. can oli surf net.. haiz.. den she can as wel jux sae it in a more straightfoward wae wat.. sae til so long.. haiz.. so nxt tym can oli play gb once in a while liao.. haiz.. nvm la.. read my own blog lor.. ha.. lol.. or.. do hw.. dats e bez wae to erase lonliness.. at least dats wat i feel.. ha.. lol..

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6:36 PM


Sunday, June 06, 2004

When the breeze is blowing,
And the people are smiling,
When the waters are splashing,
Yet I am wondering...

What secret does this life keep,
What does it have to do with me?
Why am I here suffering,
From this dead and empty silence within me..

People are having a lot of fun,
While I am having none;
I am here searching for an answer,
That lies deep within the sun..

I kept the tears,
Deep within me;
'Cause I know
That nobody's here to save me...

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7:23 PM



sian.. watchin tv now.. haiz.. jux now parents quarellin.. dats my mum's fault lo.. when tok to her.. she ignore us.. wats e problem wit her.. wat rong i did? siao.. crazi.. forget bout her.. haiz.. aiwae.. i jux finish helpin one of my frien set up her bloggie.. she dun wan others to noe her blog.. dats y i cant sae her name.. i veri happy.. coz i haf helped 2 ppl set up liao.. muahahaha.. so zi hao.. tml.. lynn gonna go her uncle hm dere stay.. haiz.. stae so long.. den got one lesser ppl to tok to me on msn liao.. *sobx.. ls bdae approachin.. wanna gif her present.. but den hor.. everytym cal her to fix tym.. its either no one at hm or shes not at hm or no. bz.. too bad lor.. shes not fated to haf e present.. muahahahaha.. aniwae.. i ll stil gif her la.. it jux depend if its belated or wateva.. hu ask her to b born durin holidaes.. so difficult to fix tym especially dat she got st john.. haiz.. so sian.. no one online to tok to me.. nvm.. i go play gb liao.. hee.. bb..

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10:53 AM


Saturday, June 05, 2004

wow.. jux bac from tuition.. sian.. jux now on e wae bac.. omen.. the sky turn dark so fast.. den walk past a carpark.. den i scared lor.. of coz.. coz my hm dere once got molest, robbery, n d appearance of lunatics.. den i scared.. coz me once got chased by a lunatic.. aniwae.. bac to e topic.. i walk walk fast.. den suddenly i kiked smt hard.. i was so darm.. scared lo.. aiyo.. den when i luk wats dat.. its a.. dunno wat tree de seed.. veri big.. aniwae.. ha.. lol.. lame rite? ha.. ya.. todae e shirley veri wat le.. i put my display name in msn with one musical note at e front n one at e bac.. den she tok to me.. i was shock lor.. i mean she RARELY tok to me de lo.. den now tok to me.. den i reply lor.. den e nxt ting i noe.. she change her name to EXACTLY e format of e note MY name.. its veri obvious dat she copy n paste de lor.. i mean dis not not my personal create de.. u can copy n paste al u lyk.. BUT.. pls.. dun copy me de format lor.. its veri wat de lor.. l8r ppl tot dat i M e one hu copy her de lor.. she veri suckin le.. she sux lyk bloody hell.. hu she tink she is? a cat? cant she b more CREATIVE??? pls lo.. no wonder no one lyks her.. so darm suckin.. she betta cum online l8r n i m goin to confront her.. hu scared her? selfish lil bum.. proud gal.. she tot she d oli one hu noe how to play piano meh? lyk i dunno lyk dat.. sucker.. realli wish n wish to scold tons of vulgar words at her.. but.. i haf to control myself.. cant c dat shes such a person.. o gosh.. is she my frien? i dunno her men.. i heck care her la.. gonna confront her if she cum online.. hu scared hu.. blah.. she spoilt my dae.. sucker..

alone-
7:37 PM





Which Rainbow Brite Character Would You Be?
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1:22 PM





Which Plant Are You?
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alone-
1:18 PM


Friday, June 04, 2004

me jux return from tuition.. jux help qinli set up her bloggie.. hee.. not bad la.. coz its done by me.. muahahaha.. jkjk.. i m jux tryin to help.. coz i noe wats e feelin of bein helpless.. laz tym i oso veri helpless when doin dis bloggie.. when lynn teach me.. i blur blur.. den veri helpless lor.. gif up dat tym.. den.. FINALLY.. one day i kai qiao.. dunno y.. suddenly noe alot of tings.. den slowly learn learn.. den now noe quite lot.. jkjk.. ha.. lol.. aniwae.. if u guys out dere nid help.. i ll alwaes b here tryin to help u as much as i can.. lol.. i act lyk i m an expert lyk dat.. lol.. ha.. listenin to e pao ba hai zi de mp3.. my cousin jux now send to me.. hee.. thx loads.. erm.. nice nice.. haiz.. dis few daes.. guess not much ppl ll go online.. dey either go abroad or go stay overnite.. so sian.. luckily tml got no piano lesson.. if not.. haiz.. change topic.. lq go rebond hair.. she turn into a chio bu men.. den is lyk.. when i stand nxt to her hor.. i ll b darm zi bei lor.. i so ugly she so chio.. o men.. luckily for dat short 3 hr.. if not i might burst out cryin.. ha.. lol.. aniwae.. shes realli chio.. lyk e me in e past.. ha.. lol.. jkjk.. i m alwaes dat ugly.. -_-' ha..

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8:03 PM



jux finish watchin e turn left turn rite de movie.. of coz not watch in cinema la.. watch e vcd my cousin gif me de.. nice.. veri veri veri.. nice.. so romantic.. too bad.. i didnt cry.. lol.. but its really darm nice.. quite furni.. ha.. gigi is so cute men.. lol.. she was so cute n timid in e show.. jin cheng wu oso not bad.. watch dem keep missin each other is quite humorous.. fate.. hmm.. dey finally met after 13yrs.. not mani ppl haf dat kind of fate.. or rather.. deres none.. probably haf.. but e percentage is too lil.. haiz.. finally finish my tuition hw.. e chi jian bao do half wae.. mani dunno how to do.. i hate chi culture men.. noe so much ll not gif us ani advantages wat.. so noe dem for wat? the more u study, the more u noe.. the more u noe, the more u forget.. the more u forget, the less u noe.. so, y study?ha.. lol.. i found dis in other ppls blogskins.. cool rite?ha.. aniwae.. i dunno y i cant hear my own bloggies music.. mayb my com got smt rong.. aiya.. e song so nice.. but i cant hear.. so sad..

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12:19 PM


Thursday, June 03, 2004

People like you becuase you're smart!
What attracts people to you?

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5:21 PM



anime chick
You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)


What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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5:09 PM



Rainbow
Rainbow


?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ??
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4:42 PM



mani ppl might b enjoyin deir holidaes now.. goin abroad.. or wateva.. get least dey haf programmes.. but y i dun haf? *sobz.. stae at hm so lonely men.. facin e four walls everydae.. do hw do til so sian.. den mux y dun do.. tot mr lieow sae dat we got packed programmes??? but y dun haf de? lie to us de.. haiz.. i cant go out.. no one wanna go out wit me.. haiz.. no one to chat to.. darm borin.. how cum dis yr de holidae nth to do de? tot my every yr de holidae al got programmes.. now nth.. nth at al.. haiz.. oya.. aniwae i jux added music to dis bloggie.. e song darm nice.. heard carol sae dat its forbidden luv.. dunno.. i jux find it while lukin aroun in blogskins.com.. ha.. lucky me.. oya.. i raise rank in e gb liao.. ha.. finally.. dunno wat to do now.. listen to music n day dream? lol.. crap.. haiz.. SIANZ..

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12:19 PM


Wednesday, June 02, 2004


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3:27 PM




the internet junk 'how dumb are you test' deems me:
25% dumb!





overall you are not dumb, you are extremely focused and live your life by a plan, though others might see your single-mindedness as a dumb attitude

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3:21 PM



jux bac from piano lesson.. haiz.. guess wats my mood now? obviously gloomy.. moody.. sad.. upset.. get scolded by cher la.. of coz.. if i didnt get scolded.. den dat ll a MIRACLE.. lol.. aniwae.. near my cher's hm dere got pasam malam.. i went dere walk walk.. den return hm half hr late.. half hr oli lor.. den my dad is lyk yellin dat he tot i dun wanna go hm liao.. lyk i was wat.. i go learn piano wat.. tot i wat.. go out to meet my bf isit??? .. siao.. he so bo liao.. i dis kind of gal.. so ugly.. where got ppl wan? he mad de.. aniwae.. i grow up liao lor.. stop treatin me as a baby.. o men.. half hr late oli lor.. sum more plus e mrt train inside was so.. packed wit so mani ppl lor.. cant even breathe.. den of coz it ll ran more slowly la.. saw an auntie dashin into e mrt train when e door was goin to close.. haiz.. so kiasu for wat.. aniwae.. dis is an every dy sight.. i saw dis everytym when i board mrt.. aiyo.. if dey wanna die rite.. dey shldnt die in front of me lor.. i stil so young.. i dun wanna c dis kind of bloodshed la.. lol.. ha.. but its true lor.. dat reflects humankind.. kiasu.. ha.. dis mornin hor.. i wake up quite late.. guess i wake up at wat tym? 7.40!!! o gosh.. probably u dun tink its late n u might even tink dat i m veri early.. howeva.. i broke my record of dis few mths! e latest i woke up last few mths is oli 7.20 lor.. omg.. ha.. lol.. haf u heard of a famous phrase? 'zao qi de niao er you chong chi..'? but did u eva heard of another phrase? 'zao qi de chong er bei niao chi..'? haha.. dis is furni.. lol.. i so bo liao.. oya.. i found a chi version de luv story le.. wow.. nice nice.. not bad.. jux wonderin y in every luv story.. dere ll alwaes b a stupid person sacrificing for e gr8 luv? .. probably dats caled e true luv.. but.. i dun really blieve dat deres ani in dis reality.. mayb i havent met one yet.. ha.. lol..

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1:32 PM


Tuesday, June 01, 2004

jux now finish readin e sad story 2.. so sad.. so romantic.. *sob.. finish readin e sad story 1 durin breakfast.. den i cried.. so touchin.. =') true luv nv has an endin.. ya.. dats rite.. but sad story 2 got endin.. dats y i lyk story 1 betta.. ha.. lol.. tink i m crazi rite? but b coz.. its more touchin in story 1.. e gal died.. how can she.. but nv mind.. dis made e story nicer.. hee.. nice nice story.. even cry for it e second tym i read.. *sobx..

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4:47 PM



oya.. jus to add.. todae e cr ppl r jux IRRTATING.. dey jux sux.. dun ask me for e reasons.. for e guys once make fun of me.. k fine.. i m not dat petty.. HOWEVA.. dey jux sux.. den in e same rm wit dem is so.. wa kow.. so noisy lor.. o men.. e mrs yeo stil sae cr so gd.. cr veri gd.. cr e bex.. n sum more compare us wit dem.. pls lor.. dey r special class.. n we r oli express lor.. wats more to compare? siao..

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yoz.. todae so happy.. c my friens again.. plus my maths paper is not bad.. same as ck's.. so sad.. cant even beat him by 0.5.. haiz.. but nvm la.. content liao.. todae tel ls e sweet luv story.. tel til i nearly vomit blood.. bcoz smtyms she nid me to repeat.. den its lyk i haf to repeat mani tyms.. yd nite watch e huan le tian feng.. omg.. e guys hu took part in it was al lyk.. er.. YUCKS.. gays.. al gays.. guy dun luk lyk guy.. n sum more.. not gal but sound lyk a gal.. o men.. i was screamin yd when i saw two gays.. den my family al laugh.. ha.. but i pei fu dem.. coz dey at least got e face to go dere to sing.. lyk william hung.. ha.. lol.. tml vesak dae.. wa kow.. my dad not workin.. sian la.. surely get a scoldin from him de.. coz he oso got nth to do durin holidae.. den ll scold me 4 nth.. he siao rite? hate holidaes.. tml stil got piano make up lesson for dis sat.. sian.. dun feel lyk goin.. slowly hate piano.. dun ask me y.. i oso dunno.. probably afraid to get scolded by cher.. coz everytym c my cher not happy.. den i turn veri scared of learnin liao.. although smtyms he ll crack joke.. but.. aiya.. aniwae.. i jux dun lyk learnin piano ani more.. if for play play de.. den nvm la.. but nidda go exam de le.. wa kow.. sian..

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